this is still one of my favorite songs tbh

LITERALLY ONE OF MY FAV SONGS OMFG 🤍😭

verse order:
@0noahh 
@finlince 
@deathcharms 
@mitsooya 
@kairo6k
@xeric2k
@swagtastic666 
@bronclair 
@1kidsora 
@jayya1k 
@2504yall
@bennyblasay 
@joeydez33
@1lucina 
@prodminion

collectives:
@goonncity @1sillyteam @graveem1nd @sewerbratz @oursafehaven @reserve1200 @lovesent @1finallife @icedoutangels

prod:
@prodbytoshi @jayya1

basil (+ goonncity, sillyteam, graveem1nd, sewerbratz, safehaven + more) (toshi x jayya)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

prod number48

lyrics

nice 2 meet u i hope that we could get along
she cares about me and she tells me when im wrong
vitamins and vicodin thats what im on
keep me alive and youll never be alone
x2
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
x2
i know baby ive been trippin i cant lie about that
everyday i walk around with the world on my back
i love when u tell me itll be okay
i know ur lying but it makes me smile anyway
i looked in the mirror not surprised when i saw no one
not an angel babygirl but i think ur one
been so happy since the day we met
been so happy since the day we met

how we first met

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prod https://soundcloud.com/shishy77 + https://soundcloud.com/prodsoulsss

she's just an apparition
i'll play the cards i'm given,
skin still itching.
(uh) keep living,
how come when im still kicking,
im the villain?
evil, woah, villain
she don't know, villain

and i look in her eyes
and i just see a lie,
see the ghost of a smile
while i'm watching her cry, wondering why
nothing to live for, nowhere to die
look at the sky, stars in a flight
i just want love, guess it isn't my time

she's just an apparition
i'll play the cards i'm given,
skin still itching.
(uh) keep living,
how come when im still kicking,
im the villain?
evil, woah, villain
she don't know, villain

i guess im the villain
gotta build my resistance
its a haunting existence
cause im the villain

evil, woah, villain
she don't know, villain

villain

villain (shishy/souls)

eternal +9souls (hiyori)

hi :3 w/ arnoe, carna007, pichu (ddertbag)

credits:
@176s @kiryano @ogpichu
#us

lyric
look in the mirror see something i wouldnt be
its just funny cause whose standing there is me
i got lost but now im right back on my feet
can i find a better feeling guess well see

oh well, i guess i didnt again
i lost my only friend
it might be better for them
i hate myself till the end
my only goal is to blend
i lost interest again
u were my only friend (i was your only friend)

i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
you didnt have to say that you were speaking the truth
i never talked down to you
is there something left to prove
i gotta to walk away cause i cant look at you

spotify

back on my feet (sense & kiryano)

@k4rson
@1gash
@diligencexs

words:
[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

yeah its not getting better
i cant take all this pressure
never wanted to leave
never wanted to see
never wanted to know what its meant to be

[karson]
please don't try 
do alright 
don't you cry
well at least i know i tried

can't stand it when u fucking lie
can't stand it when they play both sides
stop tryna cry i know its fake
i don't want you anymore
ur a throw away :(

[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

[gash]
pressure on my chest
pr-pr-pressure on my chest now
cuts r on my neck
hollows bussin out da tec
nd its so funny that u think that im somebody youll impress
like im the best 
just a fact not a flex
think theres sum wrong w me
wats wrong w me ?
think i got a problem
w no way 2 solve it
i jus wanna die
dip my body into solvent
"put dat boi on suicide watch"
i guess he called it

dont try w/ karson x gash (diligence)

@yureiclub
prod. me (obviously) 
lyrics:
 I don’t rlly wanna chat, I’ll leave a  message 
Playing games with my head will leave me restless
See me with my new friends, and we flexin
Don’t hit me with a FaceTime only textin x2

I don’t need ur help with nothing
I needed u more, you were something
You’re all by urself, thoughts lusting
Fucked up so bad, can’t trust me

I can’t let go and it seems 
I still see you in my dreams 
craving your love, let me bleed
this is all just what I need x2

I don’t rlly wanna chat, I’ll leave a  message 
Playing games with my head will leave me restless
See me with my new friends, and we flexin
Don’t hit me with FaceTimes only textin x2

restless

instagram

best of me (sense)

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-

Half Alive w/ emotionals (maknae)

lily ^_^
@lovecompound + shini gang + jsvc

eternal +9souls (hiyori)

lovesickxo

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