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UGH ///  !!

call me bby 1 more time
focus close as we lock our eyes
kiss me like that 1 more time
watch the blood drip down my thigh
hold me closer its getting dark
remember our first kiss at the park>?
remember the first time your heart sparked?
I remember the first time my vision went

april:
yo she wanna break up wit
hope i die im not the victim
what its been two weeks
all i fucking wear is denim
and she got the same smell i always notice
i could die tonight but its never over a bitch

got them angel statues and we always ridin wit cliques
 me and 44 always wrapped in sum evil shit
im not broke asf but im still sad now
ima overdose and fucking take the lights out

spotify

at the park w/ cholorofilm {santana}

by me prod me ft @820

cover art by @birthdayism

crave ft. nosgov

Mixed by @bvrdencr thank u for letting me hop on this amazing song

https://soundcloud.com/bvrdencr/ill-drink-about-it

Bvrden.CR I'll Drink About It ft shiyoko

prod. IHATEPARTIES!

@bvrdencr check him out pls pls pls 

This song would’ve not been this swag without him <3

✧ihatemyselfmore2✧ (feat. Bvrden.CR)

Produced by me
Mastered by @neioxo
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Bloody scratch marks on the wall bitch this nightmarehouse 

You ran in the hallway and fell you can’t get out 

She looks like Nancy Thompson she’s gorgeous 

But I think she’d look better with her throat slit

This nightmare only begins after waking 

You look so cute when your skinny legs are shaking 

I’m like Ricardo sending boxes to your house  

She’s standing across from me taking off her blouse 

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You can be my girl I can give you the world 

Until your severed heads online 

You’ll never be anyone’s but mine 

I wanna feel deep inside your spine 

Think about me as your belching in the bathroom

Bloody vomit on the floor it looks like a heart 

Your like my marygold in full bloom

Wanna get your petals and rip them apart 

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I see her walking in the hallway 



I see her crying in the corner 



I don’t know why your here

You looked so fucking cute in that black dress 

You kinda look like ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

You’ll have something in common with that actress

THINK ABOUT ME

self prod.

@bleakpuppet
why did you have to go?
you acting like a hoe.
you got me feelin' low
still can't let you gooo
still can't let you gooo

nothing can fix how i feel.
still take all these pills

no i dont wanna feel
no i dont wanna feel

no i dont wanna feel
ooh, ooh, ooh.

why did you have to go?
you acting like a hoe.
you got me feelin' low
still can't let you gooo

@mqxixo
ima let u go
it was all a joke
the stars are falling so low
y does my heart feel broke
this love that i jus cant keep
it makes me feel like so weak
cuz till this day it haunts me
i feel so unbelonging
plz stop staring at me
mouth closed im grinding my teeth
i know that u wanna tease
y does no one want me 
i wanna slit up my face
cover it up with band-aids 
leave the world w no trace
nd let my name fade away

how i feel + moxi

prod. takuori
@mqxixo

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

take a knife, take a knife
stab it right into my back
u dont even have to kill me
think i’ll have a heart attack

feels like love is what i lack
i dont even deserve it, i deserve to keep hurting
bad with feelings but im learning

moxi:
do me how you said u would u said u’d cut me right
i dont wanna feel or move please leave me paralyzed 
love it when u look at me let me stare in your eyes
i wanna stay with u forever please dont end my life
i have nothing i wanna do except be with you
i dont think i’ll last long tryna miss u 
send ur blood and tell me if you wanna stay
cuz i’ll just pull the plug now n throw it all away
stay by me i need you yea i been paranoid
come closer and talk to me yea i love your voice
i’ll stay by your side yea its my choice
i’ll do you right once we rejoice

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

sedate me w/ moxi (takuori)

p. @pipe-bomb-84372523

crawl inside ur brain
n mayb make a place to stay
ill shoot an arrow in ur heart
so youll grow wings n fly away
˚.⋆ (=ᆺ=)
how do i tell u
that i feel the way u do
n i wanna get to know u
although i already do
˚.⋆ (>﹏<)
this feeling im not used to
create butterflies inside me
when i look into ur eyes
it feels like the world has stopped spinning
˚.⋆ (˃ ᵕ ˂)
n i dont know what to do
will u come to my rescue
i can help u fly away
n i can make ur dreams come tru

magical♡girl

[siren]
I can not lay down whn im not wit u
u can try 2 break free ill cut u half in 2
wnna feel ur hand rite by my side
I kno ull never get out of my mind

I might kill u inside
I want u 2 be rite by my side
I wanna feel u rite :3
ur gonna feel my knife

[pichuu]
I can see u before I even wake up
can u tell me how it feels tasting my blood
so addicted 2 u baby ur my drug ^_^
all ive wanted was 2 feel ur love

hold me tight and dnt let me go
ur bite feels like a knife so chop me up real slow
cover my mouth an tell me wht 2 do
love whn u hold me hostage just kno that I will 2

pls tell me how much that u miss me
if u dont then I will make sure u end up all bloody and filthy
sew our hands together that way u will never leave me
baby I belong to u and u belong with me

[siren]
I can not lay down whn im not wit u
u can try 2 break free ill cut u half in 2
wnna feel ur hand rite by my side >_<
I kno ull never get out of my mind

I might kill u inside
I want u 2 be rite by my side
I wanna feel u rite
ur gonna feel my knife

you said youd never leave me
i know what to do now
addicted 2 u baby
ur all im tryna feel now
i know we wont make up
its ok cuz ur stuck
im tryna be with u till the end

mine even if it hurts ♡ w/ pichuu

p. noriblet

writing these luv letters
nobody will come between us
u kno better
than to make me feel jealous
u kno that ill never let it happen
dont worry ill bring another weapon
˚.⋆ ꒰๑°ロ°๑꒱
lets stay together til we both die
run away together til the end of time
luv it when u tell me that youll never leave my side
b with me forever
c wut happens if u try
˚.⋆ ૮꒰ ´ ꒳ `꒱ა
im so obsessed with u
feel like an addict
n im so in luv with u
its kinda manic
if u rlly wanted to
ill let u have it
n im rlly wanting to
live in ur attic
˚.⋆ ꒰∩˃ω˂∩꒱
i promise to sit n listen to the words u say
i promise to b understanding n never run away
i promise to sit in the corner of ur room 
n watch everything u do
n watch everything u do
im watching everything u do

mine even if it hurts ♡ w/ pichuu

lovesiren