Name: dinner with a waitress by Lovedead
Duration: 2 min 25 s
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Posh Pr!ck

rest in peace elliott smith (1969 - 2003)

lyrics -
I'm in love with the world
Through the eyes of a girl
Who's still around the morning after
We broke up a month ago
And I grew up, I didn't know
I'd be around the morning after

It's always been wait and see
A happy day and then you pay
And feel like shit the morning after
But now I feel changed around
And instead of falling down
I'm standing up the morning after

Situations get fucked up
And turned around sooner or later
And I could be another fool
Or an exception to the rule
You tell me the morning after

Crooked spin can't come to rest
I'm damaged bad at best
She'll decide what she wants
I'll probably be the last to know
No one says until it shows, see how it is
They want you or they don't
Say yes


I'm in love with the world
Through the eyes of a girl
Who's still around the morning after

say yes (elliott smith cover)

written & performed by nineclover
produced by nineclover
mixed & mastered by nineclover

I don't wanna fly
I'm safe inside my head
I don't wanna talk about it, no (I don't wanna talk about it, no)
and he don't wanna talk about, no more (and he don't wanna talk about it, no more)

ooo, its suicide
ooo, oh you left me here to cry, mmm

I don't wanna keep u up
love when you say it twice
I just cant get enough ah

(breakdown)

ooo, its suicide
ooo, oh you left me here to cry, mmm

merlin

BEND THE MATRIX (feat. sad ghxst)

This static plays my head
And I don't want none of it
Always end up on the edge
I can't help thinking about this shit
That we call home
Dead plants fall on me
And I can never be alone

Sliding out your atmosphere
My leg just shakes
Find some happiness to fake
It gets better in the end
What a fucking joke
Cus' I'm lost in a equivoque

You called about ten times
There's never an end to this
A world that doesn't give a fuck
About common sense
I can't stop looking back on things
That make me cry
There's menthol in my eyes and
I'm surprised I haven't died

Sliding out your atmosphere
My stomach aches
Find some feelings that I can fake
But it gets better in the end
What a fucking joke
Cus' I'm lost in a equivoque

equivoque

listen elsewhere

I took a flight across the sea
For you
Patience dying, it's something
I'd never do
Now that the winter's done
You've lit the fuse
And the fire is my new melody
Cus' I've been ripping the pages
I've seen two faces
Can't keep my mind off
The venom I tasted
I'm covered in dirt
Think my potential's wasted

Should've never been so nice
To someone as mean as you
But those dry texts will suffice
For some time
Thinking bout how I wanna die
Cutting deep in my fucking mind
Like a blade in the dead of night
So what's the fight
So what's the fight

Ha- ha- hanging from a lavender tree
I didn't see the red light
(red light)
Banging my head on the desk
Cus' I think that you're right
(you're right)
Got a payment through the eyes
Of a death threat
You were angry
But I was damaged at best
Got a payment from my job
All this intellect
Think I'm stalling on the rails
Bitch, you're incorrect

Should've never been so nice
To someone as mean as you
But those dry texts will suffice
For some time
Thinking bout how I wanna die
Cutting deep in my fucking mind
Like a blade in the dead of night
So what's the fight
So what's the fight

Peppermint tea
Helps to stop the bleed
Cut from an overdose
Of autumn leaves
Bit my tongue to pieces
I love you treading on me
(aye)
I wanna run away from me
My own body pulls out its insides
And I hate every single part of me-e-e-e-e

(breathing)

L-l-l-lucky

Got no reason to be afraid of me
Cus' me and fxded out here chasing dreams
And you still haven't seen the best of me
Wouldn't be here without-
Just cried a river
Turned it into snow
And I dreamt about performing a show
And I do not care if I do provoke
Cus' I'm out here making Equivoque

peppermint tea

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dinner with a waitress

Lyrics:

problem is, i don't think, anybody is listening,
maybe recently i've become too distant, from everyone i-
thought i had some hope but it grew into mistrust,
let it inside my mind and it grew way too fucking much.

contemplate feelings, when i don't even feel anymore,
forgot what butterflies feel like cause it's been seeming so cold,
though i left those feelings alone in the dark so long ago,
i wonder why i feel so hurt, when i'm never the one to know,
stopped tryna love cause i know that they'll never feel the same,
it doesn't matter anyways, i'm just a kid inside my brain,
fucked it up too many times cause i'm too immature to stay,
in lane with all of the shit that my father used to say, stuck inside my head,
i can't even see, the bigger picture, this shit affecting my whole life but i'm just in an intermission,
i keep hoping for the future but i'm stuck inside the shitter,
drawing the shortest straw, without an option to feel bigger.

maybe they killed themselves because of me,
maybe he got killed in the streets cause i never seem to see shit right,
maybe she stopped talking cause i never seemed to think ahead,
but nowadays i find it so fucking hard to leave my head and it's all messed up and i confess that it's my fault,
but i'm never gonna rest up, cause if i fall asleep,
everything starts to fade to black and everybody just bleeds, away into another corner,
i'm afraid i'm not me.

maybe i thought too much, about my words, about why i keep on going,
recently i don't even feel important,
what's the point of being nice as fuck,
everybody treats you like shit telling you, you're the one who's fucking up,
i think i love her, but i won't admit it,
and that's my problem i won't solve em, i won't go the distance,
i guess i'll watch her be happy even when i feel shitty,
i hope i'll be okay one day, i hope i'll-

BYSTANDER

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Lyrics:

I think my heart wants
What my mind can't take
Could it get any more complicated
I hear these walls talk
To me every day
They keep on telling me I'm gonna make it
Every time I look for answers I just find more questions
I tell myself I'm trying my best
Every time I open up I learn the same damn lesson
That I really need to do it less

Like whoa
Push me to the edge I go
Wait until the end you'll know
Everything that's in my soul
Parts of me I can't control
These thoughts inside my head go rogue
I try to stop them with the smoke
Cloudy now I feel them both
I don't think I'm in control

Ah shit, what
I woke up today and felt nauseous
Drinking until I'm unconscious
Wonder if I should be cautious
I wanted something but not this
Not this look
But that's what it took
All these thoughts could write a book
But nobody would read it
Yeah nobody would care
I know it would be easy
If I just never shared
Cause every person that I tell
Always says farewell
I'm back in my shell

Like whoa
Push me to the edge I go
Wait until the end you'll know
Everything that's in my soul
Parts of me I can't control
These thoughts inside my head go rogue
I try to stop them with the smoke
Cloudy now I feel them both
I don't think I'm in control
These thoughts inside my head go rogue
I try to stop them with the smoke
Cloudy now I feel them both
I don't think I'm in control
Like whoa
I don't think I'm in control
Like whoa

dinner with a waitress

Lovedead

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