I WANT IT THAT WAY - Nightcore

I'm just someone that loves anime and Japanese culture 

I love to hangout with my friends one of my closest friends is Night Sky. Most of my songs I can relate to on a personal note. I love to dance in the rain and make snow angels with my sister and brothers! I am like a mother to my youngest brother and a sister figure to my friends and I am a 90´s kid at heart! I will admit I do have ¨slight¨ Anger issues...
My mom hates me and she uses me like her own personal puppet at her disposal and no matter what I can never escape her hold on my life. I am bullied and have few friends and I have never been TRUELY happy nor have I ever expirienced Happiness in my life...help me...........someone...............................anyone..................save me from this tourture that wakes me at night with tears in my eyes everynight....................................save me fromthis nightmare of my life...........................................Save me from the fights and the yelling and the screaming in my hallways................................Save me from myself and the toughts that turn to reality and make my boyfriend cry and worry all the time.......................SAVE ME!
Im trapped in a world of hurt and depressing thoughts that I have naver told anyone........................not even the people closest to me...............................
I am constantly feeling depressed and have toughts that no one should think or experince but yet there are people like me who think them.................................... These thoughts could end me up in a hospital but who cares right?

I WANT IT THAT WAY - Nightcore

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