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prod @Fallen

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HERE WE GO AGAIN (prod. Fallen)

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i loose emotions 
you watch them fade away
mind like a nightmare i never see the day
Dark days will change you and then you understand
do or die in my vision i feel like someone else

seems like the the life you live wont let me in
i just move  
medication like a fcking sin
torture to see the devil win
i think of fingertips on your cold skin

im surrounded 
im a cricle full of enemys
shadow in my back and this body will never let me free
revenge
afraid to die but feelings tell me i should try
whisper in my brain afraid to trust i know they love the lie
fuck your opinion you'll never be my friend
i work on this music for everyone who can feel the end
they dream a lot but baby i want my mind back
wake up when the day ends baby i want my mind back

if i kill myself swear i take your life
gave me a connection just to loose it twice
every day is the same its gettin fucked i cant fall asleep
shit it hurts so bad i just woke up in my own fantasy

If I die, I'll take you with me (prod. gloeasymadeit)

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Lyrics soon

Where are your wings? (prod. Fallen)

For those who miss the old sound.

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i spend all my nights alone and now im loosing leave me in the dark
think she never knew me  and all these nightmares like to see me stuck
i dont want to feel it   all these feelings like to kill me slow
bitch i overthink to find away its not my time to go
hope its not my time to go i wanna heal i wanna live
honestly i feel like i wont make it and im so afraid 
i know you dont got much but trust me you got way too much too loose
i know how it feels to loose it all   we need a different side of truth 

i feel so fucked up i cant even leave the house rn
all this panic got me fucked up i dont feel like you can save me now
dust on all these pictures havent seen them while and
all these pain just took my mind but really i dont want to die

All i know is darkness  loosing hope to see a better day 
been a while since i could say i feel ok its not ok
weve come so far and sometimes i feel like its time to give it up
i try my best - maybe weve come too far to give it up

Maybe we've come too far to give up (prod. M.O.T.T)

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suicidal dreams ft. Yates XV (prod. tahilix)

I´m learning...thank you for listening fr

lowlifenick
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mixed by Split
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:(

MyTeethHurt (prod.KIVYA)

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Madloh
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:(

Disconnect in the rain ft. Madloh (prod. Isaac Amis)

Im trying to better myself...ty for listening fr
(lyrics below)

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mixed by @nevertellsplit
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prod. @griesgrammar
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Replace the sun in my lowest
connect in the shadow find me in the forest 
demons I see turn to the reflections I be 
cover my face with my nails when the light makes me bleed 
mind has been replaced but I still feel shit
because I wake up at night and show my skin what they did 
I hate all my visions, I can't live without them 

I feel like I'm drowning 

the trap is not leaking 

lost in the season it's hard to keep breathing 
your love I don't need it/my feelings believe it 
leave it like that I see my home as a trap

sunny days lay my emotions to rest

best side of me is inside of me
try to escape from this low life in misery
maybe my own hell was meant to be 
leaky reality
carry my mind far away from society

why should i exist if my mind is not made for the exit
still cant connect to my shit
fancy fashion you still act like a bitch

dreams on the television 
2011 the killing vision
tired of fighting i'm tired of living
i'm tired of fighting my own fucking feelings

show me a place where the time doesn't hurt and i call it my home
maybe this life wasnt meant for me i dont think that i can stay long
wake up insane and i known that they could vever deal with my pain
i spend my time in the back 
lowlife forever we life in the rain

???

Rainy days in hell (prod. Griesgrammar)

Thank you for listening -(lyrics below)-

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leased beat produced by @sketchmyname & @kuroime

human brain inside a growing cage
stay inside and sleep the day away
I haven't felt a thing since the day you left
stuck between a dream and a deadly breath
my reality is cold
like my home the place i grow
up
and down how the rollercoaster goes
in my mind when the rain turn into snow

resurrect in hell we create
selfish people only wake up when it seems too late
feel it in my veins feel it in my chest
lost my mind in a season to rest in the past

my mental prison lets me watch it from the distance
drugs and party all these zombies never listen 
shadows see me but i kill them with a razor blade
play alone play alone why cant these pictures fade?
i just cant get shit right (and) now i missed the flight
into a new dimension 
shining peaceful side
connect broken bones knowing they cant heal
say it will be fine before i told u how i feel

404LifeExperience

Thank you for listening -(Lyrics below)-

         you are not alone
         we both feel it

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empty ocean tryna swim 
i leave the house and then my body
feel yourself and let them see
breathe alone cant find the shore
i walk all night
i see your world around the place i try to hide
i see humans / i see passion 
watch the sun / dont let it in
i see the change that i cant feel
leave the boy and let him bleed
a break to sleep and then repeat
afraid to heal / the love i need (gone)
a sky like dirt 
you can survive 
release your soul and run / you find the sun in pills with no description
create myself / no time to die
should fill the ocean when i cry
i see the end before ill try
smile (it) away what could i say?
its been a while / its gets worse / no love and dont look at the window
your way is not made for me
enemys and friends they all live in my head

empty ocean tryna swim
leave the boy and let him bleed
feel yourself and let them see

wake up i can feel my fcking bones
cant describe the feeling when you realize you die alone
i hate all the things i know
leave the show
dreams behind the house no you wont see them grow
bring me back / life used to be a choice / now its just a fcking body moving like a human grave
its not the same 
it will never be
but were still in the mind ///// hope the sun comes out tonight

thank you

A place where the trees don't grow (prod. Holyvexy)

Thank you for listening -(Lyrics below)-

prod. HXRXKILLER

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@TWENTYTHREE
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mixed by @ Split
insta nevertellsplit


open the ocean and let my shell rotate alone in the flesh
one day you come back to the vision a human call living
alive in the trap
i feel lost in my system
waves touch the skin take me home
fall down cold beach replace my phone
too many days in my head yea the noise is too loud under my skin its time to move out
wish i could be in your mind
realize the way you life is not mine
black silhouette i promise he die inside
they will eat you before someone could feel it
stay inside work on music loose therapy
i can't be free in the flow you want me to be
barely breathing my veins are just leaking it might be the end for me

TWENTYTHREE

I need my space
No one ever escape
Still I be fighting the thoughts in my head
I been numbed to the pain
Take what you want from me 
we don't relate
Hang me up on a stage
I can still hear you inside of my mind
Voices they hit in/on my brain
Leave my body in chains
I fuck it up
I think you should run
Get out of town 
hate what I become
I know I'm usually using emotions excusing my actions for all that I've done
Burry me under the earth
You'll be better of letting me rott in the sun

Alive in the Trap ft. TWENTYTHREE

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I spend my skin but i cant replace it 
Scream the vision in the forest but these word's never come back
Now they say i have a problem with the way i look at life
Escape the human expectation 
(Your) love depends on phone connection
Still remember when they left me screaming i dont wanna stay
No colour in the sky dreams in the car they drive away
People talking shit but they can't say what i could do 
I dont want to go outside but i go crazy in my room
Close my eyes i see release inside my veins
I can't sleep at night but dream of ways to love what i became
Supress everything they did but in the end you have no defense
Too much damage fade away into your never ending silence
Between the lies i can't stop falling
Hope you find this shit before i see the ground 
The mind is bleeding
Feeling nothing just ideas
Become a man but see it clear
Youre the snow
Im the rain
In the end we're all the same

Help me breathe (prod. M.O.T.T)

Something experimental. I appreciate any kind of feedback

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kim 
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burn me in my dreams and melt the snow inside my veins
i hear the thunder in my shelter 
break my window 
leave my face
woke up on the worst day 
move in silence 
leave my way  
i lost my trust in all these fake shit 
hate this place
i have to stay
if im dreaming wake me up and take me home before I lose it too
if im still alive then let me sleep 
i see a sky 
no blue
paralyzed in paradise
trapped in times i left behind
demons looking satisfied 
snowface never make it right
fire in my heaven 
fading buildings 
dont know how to live
try to feel my face 
the way i breathe 
you know we cant go back
 
spectate your nature from a place you never see then i pass out to sleep
give in to the darkness in your head you feel it when you breathe
hold the problems in your stomach until it breake your bones 
never been the same
i loose my mind  
they like the way it sounds
im too low 
see no way out 
i tried my best 
cant find the ghost in my room 
i live in shadows 
never rest
shacking screaming silence 
just forget the life you never live
travel to the home you never find or stay alone again
dissapear into the fcking night 
they watch me in the light
empty eyes around us you can find me where the sun dont shine

I don't want to feel it anymore (prod. kim)

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prod. WESTLBRTY'S x BLESSED MANE

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Heaven saw me cry

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Mastered by Split
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 M.O.T.T
@ prodmoses

I felt it then, I feel it now (prod. M.O.T.T)

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@holyvexy

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M.O.T.T
@ prodmoses

LightVision ft. Holyvexy (prod. M.O.T.T)

a song about my worst fears & life in general

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prod @Istasha

River made of blood - windows down when they talk
medication lost - my void - deport my feelings to the coast      
grey shades on my way - scream so loud - dont make a sound  
fall down - i cant find the sky - the fcking ground
steps on my chest - deep breathe - im next
cant connect to anybody - no solution in my head
t too many days - i cant feel how the time pass
is it my fault? - is it me in the same past?

controle me in the dark
Drain blood out of my Shell - connect all of my of my scars
remember what they say - follow back to your grave
soak up my skin - now disable my way/wave

shut my face down
back in my cage
no one can find me - no hope of escape

lay in the sea
not meant to be
my blood in the river - i wish i could leave

Lost in the Void (prod. Istasha)

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prod @moses-m

DARKCIRCLE (prod. M.O.T.T)

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prod @moses-m

Failed Recovery (prod. M.O.T.T)

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@spinekisser
prod @istasha
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Uncomfortable ft. SPINEKISSER (prod. Istasha)

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prod @istasha

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lyrics 

Go down wish I could forget about myself
Put the pillow back to my side I can't think about my health
Lose emotions
Replace my anger hope I find you in a trance
Respect the leader let him break in your face
Fvck
They like to see you down they never get enough
It's too much I can't stop try to feel it got me fvcked
Drown in my sins and I never been the same since I create
Draw me in my shadow change my name see the mistakes I made

You wont help for the feel like sh*t I need a beat
I hide my face I hate my face and please remove it from the screen
The only life I used to live  in a place I used to hate
I scream too much I bleed too much I think too much I need a break

Cut the rejected sheep´s head off I'm on the edge
From the lowest point you can imagine to your fvcking neck
Alive in lies
It's embarassing how you think that you're the best
The only hope I ever felt was in my sleep I dont sleep much I need some rest

Wake up, wake up, wake up

Dark circle full of shadows they won't let me go
Why do I have to see this place
Afraid
Can someome let me know?
Don't try to be so perfect
Swear this sh*t makes you replaceable
Never ending fun this mind will kill me stay professional

Fvck
Seems like I was born in hope to rest in peace
The enemy is me and now I'm feeling like its five degrees
Hope I dont bleed alone but I have to
Dont cut the line I need you  don't lose too

Go down wish I could forget about myself
Put the pillow back to my side I can't think about my health
Lose emotions
Replace my anger hope I find you in a trance
Respect the leader let him break in your face

Mental Disorder (prod. Istasha)

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prod @Fallen

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lyrics 

B*tch I came a long now I got no love to show
I feelin zero try to get away but they won't let me go
Still in this b*tch came a long way I don't have to prove u sh*t
Stay legit, nobody benefit, you can't find the place I'm in
Light outside my window I think I should go to sleep
In my dreams I'm not alive yea I need dreams just let me breathe
If you leave me leave me now I don't play games I'm not a clown
You know some rappers talk a lot we smell pvssy behind your clout
Fvck

Follow down let me taste the fcking ground
No one else can see the shadows please don't leave a fvcking sound
The sun is screaming in my face I can't replace my inner cage
Can't explain what I found in the season where they left me in the cold
Need a rifle to show all these fcking cops who I can be
My only enemy reality swear the pain is all I see
I can't find a way back home I've been away for fcking days
Black skies used to be a sheep b*tch I found a different place

See my connection in the back I can't try to run
Take it all away from me this sh*t feels like I'm never done
I said take it all way from me the skin to the bone
They don't really care I should replace my mtrfcking phone

Lay me down and let me die b*tch lay me down and let me die
I got way too many problems I just wanna feel alive
Met you in the dark and if you let me I won't leave you in the snow
Poison in my guts a fvcking killer I won't let you know
That's a blade whisper cold skin dark light frostbite fever
Scream my fcking name my heads too loud fvck I can feel the reaper
Places where I've never been say they want me back
Find a final home these words got me so fvcked up disconnect

Lost my own face
Repair what I had
My smiles not intact
Won't be the same
My veins need a break
Afraid of myself
Fvck I never go back


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FROSTBITE (prod. Fallen)

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