MELANCHOLIA

I DON'T WANNA KNOW [prod. Undead Ronin]

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grew up in the flames you know my heart is fcking dust
these people fake as fuck i swear that i could never trust
bitch dont call my phone i gotta keep it to myself 
demons in my circle never talk to someone else
i was dying and nobody was around
all this pain and you can hear it in my sound 
take me back because in this life i dont feel much 
pull it back sht the devil looked like midas when we touched
cold hands on my shoulder and they never go away
in this lowlife with no hope some people never find a way 
pull it back  in my head i saw the devil so i go
im alone in my castle  im the story you dont know 
i wake up when the sun is gone im covered in your blood 
i got way too many options im just looking for your god
i cant stop i left my feelings in the past
you dont know how i feel i feel the devil in my back

never trust a hoe keep my feelings on the low
i feel the pressure in my back like its a race
everybody on some fake shit they cant say it to your face
im surrounded by my enemies im facing you alone
it was raining from the sky but i still felt like it was home
stop talking and then im gone
you never trust where im from
in silence i move alone and i never show what im on 
hate myself too fcking much i feel like i cant be enough   
for myself i keep it moving dont make music for your fcking charts
ive seen too much and i dont even wanna mention 
this is the type of pain this people only can imagine
dont ask me how i feel i see the world is in rotation
i stay on the low and i never show my location

DARK DAYS (prod. Fallen)

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Do you wanna die baby do you wanna live?
The truth is far away are you ready for a trip?
Havent been the same no i can feel it in my bones 
i wont ever be the same i know this heart is made of stones
baby tell me do you really wanna die?
when i close my eyes i wake up feelin like good bye
follow down the fcking spiral now im falling from the sky
and its hard for me to love i hope you know i really try
i still havent been the same i see the trauma in the past
and its hard to catch a moment you know time is moving fast
it wont ever be the same now
i feel the pain i gotta fight now
ive been trapped for many years no i cant stop now
i know a memory like poison and its always coming back
gotta disconnect myself i need a mind to fix my head
they go crazy for som numbers yall som bitches we stay underground
all this pain inside my chest and you can hear it in my fcking sound
leave my body now i go alone
i dont want to mention how i feel they want me fcking gone 
i was only sixteen when i woke up just to fall apart
they playin games i wont ever play my fcking part

DOWN THE SPIRAL (prod. Desantano)

ENDERMAN w/ Xravial

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never been the same i tried my best
mind is always racing dont remember how to rest 
alwas in the back because i dont like the way they act
left a fcking peace of me inside you when i left

the lie i used to live makes me feel like i never trust again
run away for years but i never saw my old self again
wasnt meant to be is what they tell you to move on
but nothing takes the pain away you dont know where im from 
i cant catch a break and i feel like we might just go insane 
sunny day i fade away i wanna feel alive again
i was way too young for all this fucked up shit
i wouldve died for you but now youre just a fcked up bitch
and i know it could be worse so i always stay really grateful
but that dont change the shit we have to go through
please dont let me down like everybody did
i know its hard for me to show but trust me i love you more than i ever did
dont you wanna die when youre all alone and the sun is gone
youll find your way dont you give up youre not the only one
i know these people talking shit hard to believe i used to care
i dont know much about this life i just know life aint fair 
never been in my position but i still hear my name
i make these music for the people i dont care about no fcking fame
trapped in my perfection will i ever be enough
som days i cant recognize the face i used to love 
i had to watch me gettin stronger deep inside i felt the same 
different kind of pain makes me unable to explain
if i dont make it out alive then just remember this name
just remember this name

and after all that, you still hate yourself (prod. dash)

Baby where your mans at?
I go grab him
Baby hit my cashapp
I go stab him
Running up a fat stack
You just capping
Lay him in a grass mat
And start hacking

Bitch I'm gripping on the shotty
Brains and webs all on my Tommy
Black like widows crawling on me
In the dark, I'm taking bounties
Take my head, they wanna mount me
Why the fuck y'all talk around me?
Got a million ways to pop me
But nobody wanna drop me

Bitch I'm feisty like my Papi
Hit like trains, derail around me
Be East Palestine, I'm prolly
Gonna kill myself all sloppy
Really trynna drop a body
In the dark, I'm killing, rotting
Your bitch trynna slip me toppy
Then I'm back to fucking mopping

Slip in the back I'm Slasher Holly
Adding scars is like my hobby
Chopping a bitch up if he copy
Shoot for Cheddar like I'm Bobby
Dragging the carcass to the lobby
When your family stand around me
Dead and I'm talking the pound of my heartbeat
To fearing I've figured out how to stop me uh

I got organs in the back
And I'm peeling off the track bitch
Maggots in my path
When I pull you out your casket
Brush em off and laugh
While your skeleton is cracking
Shift my bones and graft
Changing forms like it's a habit

Bitch I really pack my blades okay
Off a pilly when I pop him to the bass okay
Razor blade around my vein
Make their face go grey
I don't really wanna stay
I don't really wanna stay
Bitch I really pack my blades okay
Off a pilly when I pop him to the bass okay
Razor blade around my vein
Make their face go grey
I don't really wanna stay
I don't really wanna stay
Bitch I really pack my blades okay
Off a pilly when I pop him to the bass okay
Razor blade around my vein
Make their face go grey
I don't really wanna stay
I don't really wanna stay

Sifting through my baggage
Let cadavers sing my passage
Muffled sounds from under plastic
Turn to gargles when I'm manic
I just kill so I don't panic
Soul of black, repair the damage
Solar panel sourcing planets
So my energies replenished uh

Go bump SOURCEOFSTATIC
Drop a toaster from your boat
Watch em wriggle all around me
Till their bodies start to float
Everything feel fucking tragic
Human life a fucking joke
Swear to God when I'm in session
Omnipresence can't behold

Baby where your mans at?
I go grab him
Baby hit my cashapp
I go stab him
Running up a fat stack
You just capping
Lay him in a grass mat
And start hacking

I got vatos like a kingpin
I'm not laughing
If you walking up with 8 men
We not scrapping
I'll just pull up with the A-10
And start blasting
I done seen the deaths of great men
And I was happy

Baby where your mans at?
I go grab him
Baby hit my cashapp
I go stab him
Running up a fat stack
You just capping
Lay him in a grass mat
And start hacking

Baby where your mans at?
Start hacking
Baby where your mans at?
Start hacking
Baby where your mans at?
Start hacking
Running up a fat stack
Start hacking

SKINWALKER (Prod. SKILL SYRUP)

I am so stoked to release this track, I hope you all like it as much as I do!

Here and now

Force2BReckonedW!t (CMS)

Volume Three A.M.
January-August 2025
Prod By - Enrique Tarantino
Lost Project Files

Vocals By: Doja Cat - Agora Hills

and after all that, you still hate yourself (prod. dash)

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