Interlude

Wonderland

Track 144 - Download all on Soundcloud @ Loydwick

Running Scared

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Dreamcast -Judah LionChild

Funny Looking Flowers

Funny Looking Flowers (2024 Master)

Colors

EVERYTHiNG iS ALWAYS DiFFERENT is a collaborative project, years in the making. Three forces have teamed up to provide the ultimate listening experience. 

SOS [feat. CYNiKAL, Kuhtona, AKR!LIK]

This remastered album is the musical journey accompanying the harrowing events of Book 3 of "Hinter uns das Land" ("Behind Us The Land"), a poignant novel by Frank Talmon l'Armée. As the war closes in, the Feyerabend family, along with countless others, is forced to make the heart-wrenching decision to flee their beloved home in East Prussia. This collection of 16 tracks captures the emotional turmoil and the perilous journey that unfolds, painting a vivid sonic picture of a family caught in the midst of historical upheaval.

Book 3 plunges the listener into the chaos and fear of the final days of the war in East Prussia. The once-familiar streets of Danzig (now Gdańsk) become a haunting labyrinth of desperation and uncertainty as Inge and her family navigate the treacherous path to the harbor. The music reflects the growing tension, the ever-present threat, and the agonizing choices forced upon those seeking refuge. You will sense in the music the desperation of many refugees, but also their determination to survive.

The journey culminates in the boarding of the "Lappland," a vessel overflowing with refugees, all carrying their own stories of loss and hope. As the ship embarks across the vast and unforgiving Baltic Sea, the music evokes the vastness of the ocean, the precariousness of their situation, and the uncertain future that awaits them. You can hear in the sounds the inner turmoil of the characters: the children who do not yet fully comprehend what is happening and the adults who try to hold on to hope in the face of unimaginable fear.

From haunting melodies that echo the emptiness of a lost home to surging orchestrations that mirror the turbulent sea, this soundtrack captures the full spectrum of human emotion in times of war. Moments of quiet reflection are interspersed with powerful, driving rhythms, reflecting the resilience and determination of those who refuse to give up hope, although they know their lives will never be the same.

This musical collection offers a unique and immersive experience, drawing the listener deeper into the world of "Hinter uns das Land." It's a testament to the enduring power of family, the unwavering human spirit, and the search for peace amidst the ravages of war.

In the Shadow Of Hunger (LANDR remastered)

(Raw Improvise) My Darling I Feel You Still

Anywhere that you go
Is where the sun goes now so it can meet the sand
But you don't see the rising
Or the brightness in your wake that it had planned
You don't know your greatness
Or the weight of your heart within your hands
See shallow depths beneath you
And ignore the beauty hidden within your sands

Haunted
Break the spell now
Want it
More than you know
Your loved now
Just see yourself through me

Honey, please see yourself through me, girl
Won't you be a little more easy on you, please
Please, please
Love through me

Your wings were clipped before me
And the scars you now wear are on your sleeves
Then you built a house of ire
And hid your wings in a box up in the eaves
Now it's hard to trust their graces
When you've taken far too many on the chin
But I want to take your hand now
And show you that those wings can fit again

Haunted
Break the spell now
Want it
More than you know
Your loved now
Just see yourself through me

Honey, please see yourself through me, girl
Won't you be a little more easy on you, please
Please, please
Love through me

Love yourself through me
Love yourself through me
Love yourself through me
Love yourself through me

Honey, please see yourself through me, girl
Won't you be a little more easy on you, please
Please, please
Love through me

You don't know your greatness
You are a diamond hidden just beneath in the sand
You don't know your greatness
But honey, I'll show you now just take my hand

See Yourself Through Me

yes | untitled project 001 sessions | ambient atmospheric psyche drone jungle industrial horror WIP | shifty 10.1 w1 30 bpm take 1 82125

225 tracks of Progressive Grunge Melodic Post Instrumental Psychedelic Groove Rock. A melting voyage of blending genres and sounds. A magical journey of exploration and creativity forever pushing the boundaries of normality.