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A song from my upcoming imaginary album ridiculously titled "Being Depressed is an Incredibly Childish and Self Centered Thing to Do Part 1 and 1/2"  I got the idea to steal 3eb's "Slow Motion" by stealing Kyzer's [soundcloud.com/therealkyzer] idea to cover 3eb's "Slow Motion".

Vocals and Lyrics by M. Courtney
Music Stolen by M Courtney
Contains Samples from Third Eye Blind's "Slow Motion" and Jim Jefferies's "Alcoholocaust" Stand Up Special

My alarm always wakes me up around noon
And my bed rests against a wall in my room
So maybe that’s the reason I’m waking up on the wrong side of it
My eyes barley open and I’m trying to get my lighter lit
Starting my day when it’s half through
My life’s a melancholy maze that I barley bother to pass through
I guess it’s half true, I could get off of my ass
And do something productive, but who the hell asked you?
Yeah, I got a job but that’s about all I do
I’d ask you for your number, girl but I probably won’t be calling you
Because how can I go out with you
When I spend all my money on cigarettes and fountain Mt Dew
Plus, you wouldn’t want to deal with my baggage
I’m not a great guy, not an asshole either, I’m just kind of average
Nothing special. I got a bland taste to me
You say I don’t care
Not exactly
Well basically 

Slow motion see me let go
We tend to die young
Slow motion see me let go
what a brother knows
Slow motion see me let go
What a waste of a life
Slow motion see me let go

I try to muster up a give a fuck attempting what I try to say
But realize what I try to say is not something that I would say
I should probably go outside today
But it’s kind of hard when I spend all my time wasting my time away
You’d think I’m barely alive, like “what the hell is is?
How could someone go on with this level of indifference
And not stop to smell the roses, it’s scary!”
Well I do stop to smell the roses; usually when walking through a cemetery
I’m not morbid, man I’m just realistic
And you, you’re just overly sickenly optimistic
“Well, maybe he just needs an exorcism to remove the pessimism
that’s in him. Go and get him an exorcist and a crucifix to fix it
Quickly, and don’t forget it.” Man, I just roll my eyes
Pull my covers up to my head and roll to the other side
The only way I think that you’d be getting it
Is if you took the fuck I gave today and divided by infinite

Slow motion see me let go
We tend to die young
Slow motion see me let go
what a brother knows
Slow motion see me let go
What a waste of a life
Slow motion see me let go

It doesn’t matter anymore because I’m through and I’m done
Because to me, happiness is being comfortably numb
And that may seem depressing if you try to fantasize it
But I see life as it is, no need to romanticize it
You probably think I’m bitter, think that I’m disconnected
But if life woke you up with the call I got
You’d probably disconnect it
And ignore everything that It text to you
But I guess that’s the difference from me and the rest of you
Change is something I’m way too depressed to do

Slow motion see me let go
We tend to die young
Slow motion see me let go
what a brother knows
Slow motion see me let go

It’s like the world around me is moving up and pushing forward
And I’m in slow motion slumping down and moving lower
Everyone’s a character living out their stories plotline
And I’m just a set piece in the background
It’s like the world around me is moving up and pushing forward
And I’m in slow motion slumping down and moving lower

And they tell me to keep my hope strong
It’s just a slump and so forth and so on
But when the pieces of the rope are frayed and the ropes almost gone
The fuck is the point of holding on?

Slow motion see me let go (x4)

Let go.


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