Name: Personal Freak Ft. Twista & Starr Anderson by LUA'PROC in my list
Duration: 3 min 32 s
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Lyrics
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[Intro]
(The Twilight)

[Verse 1]
Summer was spent on my own again.
Autumn lookin’ like a dead end
to fill in the hole in my chest.
Sorry to say: I still need a friend.
Companionship is the dream in my head.
Mentally doin’ a backbend,
ignorin’ the pain of the stretch.
Neurotransmitters unable to send.
(Huh) I guess I’ll just cope again...
Year after year, again and again...
There’s nothin’ to do, cuz when I try to move,
the object of affection’s rejection will loom,
so I stay in my room
to avoid any new wounds. (Yah)
Singin’ the same old tune,
so I know all the scars will be festering soon.

[Hook]
(Eh) Frostburn, heart black, uh.
(Frostburn, heart black...)
Solitary where I’m at, uh.
(Solitary where I’m at...)
Brass tax: I might crack, uh.
(Brass tax: I might crack...)
Screamin’, but nobody hears that.
(Screamin’, but nobody–nobody–)

[Pre-Chorus 1]
is willing to risk their love on me.
What does affection really look like?
The memory siphons a part of me.
I can’t forget what suffering sounds like.

[Chorus]
What do I gotta do for you to hold me close?
It’s hard to remember a time I didn’t feel alone.
Indigo skies in my sunset eyes.
Winter has arrived.
The days grow shorter; I loathe
the same fuckin’ prison
I’ve always been trapped inside. (Trapped inside)
Cuffed up, cardiac cuffed up.
Cuffed up and I loathe.

[Verse 2]
Whenever I’m lonely, I push it aside.
I’m terrified.
I’m walking the line between mental collapse
and admitting that I gotta try.
Every time that I did it before
contributed more to the lore,
so now I just count the days and waste away.
My life is becoming a chore,
scrubbin’ the blood off the floor when the scars break.
Fresh coat of paint on the walls;
dip into the can overflowing with heartache.
Meal prep, keep an empty plate
on the table ‘cause that’s a reserved space
for the love that I left and can never replace.
I don’t bother to schedule dates.
Cuffed up to my self-hate.

[Hook]

[Pre-Chorus 2]
is trying to save what’s left of me.
What does connection really taste like?
The ones that I lost still weigh on me.
I can’t forget how separation ruined my life.

[Chorus]

[Post-Chorus]
Frostburn, heart black.
Solitary where I’m at.
Brass tax: I might crack.
Screamin’, but nobody hears that.
Yuh.

[Outro]
Frostburn, heart black.
Frostburn, heart black.
Frostburn, heart black.
Frostburn, heart black.
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(released 30 August 2025)


Personal Freak Ft. Twista & Starr Anderson

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