why feat. hxchi

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QV63hIY5nrI

cover art by carlos semedo
produced by gabe gill, ricky sour & zack cross
mixed by rafael moure / mastered by kevin butler
not here records 2021

fake diamonds @gabeworldpeace

@dispositionss

@min1skrt

@totaldespair

@organs14

reasons - min1skirt + despair + dispo (min1)

prod @bornasprey
mix by @b07gem
art by @1winks1
lyrics:
self destructive
let me perish
u cant stop me now
im sorry its my wish
so just let it slip away again
ohhhh im so detached from the real world
i'd do anything to forget
but i can't seem to forget
no no oh when theres no one left just me and i
i, i'd like to free myself it seems i need diguise
wrote a manifesto with evil eyes
why am i alive? i cant find a reason
or something to believe in
ohh sometimes i go off the rails just to feel feel something

Delusion (prod. prey xo)

prod me <3 
hope you enjoy, I love this one

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4ntE7OAMROsCi3A0LeG3BN
apple: https://music.apple.com/us/album/chances/1583275220?i=1583275221

lyrics: 

I tried, so what 
It just felt like salt in the cut
Taste on my tongue, think I need to sober up 
Dealing with the venom, like cobra
Cold wind, running through my hair
I miss October
Wake up, roll up 
Dealing with this shit, I got a problem 
So what
I'm not gonna stop until they know us 
Hopping out the tour bus, like so what 
No one
Really riding with you when you need em

Yelling from the rooftop 
Wishing you would call back
All that, left it in the past 
Now I'm off that 
Two lefts
Couldn't make a right but you knew that
Stepping over me just like a doormat

We could take a chance 
Baby I'm so sick & tired of second chances 
Got me in a panic
It's not romantic
If I don't feel the love 
I been running from myself
& I'm about to throw up 
Panic! Fall into a trance acting manic 
Dammit! You're the one who left me with this damage 
Can't win, when I keep on taking all these chances 
I gotta move on, I can't keep on thinking bout what happened 

Darling, tell me what you want 
But don't wait on me, I'm not coming home 
I don't know what I need, but I'll be better off
Bullet to your valentine, you pulled out the sawed off 
I'm about to doze off
I can't with my day job
Everybody, all around me
Working for a day off
Nights like these
They don't feel the same, anymore

I'm sending an SOS 
I just need to get away from here
Something's not working
I try to be perfect
Hoping one day I finally get it right
Don't wait on me, you'll waste your time

I keep falling under shit that I can't handle
Yeah, I stand tall even though it tests my mental
Tear me apart, it's been pulling at my arms 
Maybe it's not worth it after all 

We could take a chance 
Baby I'm so sick & tired of second chances 
Got me in a panic
It's not romantic
If I don't feel the love 
I been running from myself
& I'm about to throw up 
Panic! Fall into a trance acting manic 
Dammit! You're the one who left me with this damage 
Can't win, when I keep on taking all these chances 
I gotta move on, I can't keep on thinking bout what happened

LUC~iD WISE! (TakingNone+b3dh3d)

LUC-iD