Creationistic

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Troubled x Stroodge "CEMETERY"

Jesus is the best friend that you can have

yo bih she look like a corpse🧟‍♀️

corpse

From humble beginnings. Picked up a pen and pencil to express myself. Decided to take these words to the mic. Even when I didn't have a mic, like in the first song where I recorded on an android phone, I still got it done. There were many stressful nights and days. Days I sat in my broke down car, in 100 degree heat, recording. I wrote all my lyrics, with collaborations from other artist that were with me through my journey. Even produced a few of my own tracks.  It's been a journey of growth, taking pride, and enjoying the ride. I chose rain because it is a time of nourishment and growth of potential. I present, the first part of my ForeCast series, Rain.

8. Take No Loss (Prod. By Bandit Luce )

New instrumental in a 3 part expression of futility.

Misery Love's Parking Lot's (pt 1)

Spotify

Crisis

Imma (prod. outCRY)

Official Audio for "LUCAFROMJUPITER - FAILED ATTEMPTS"

Prod. Plurbs

Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/6VmCFcMai3sRmQUCmYABvL
Deezer: www.deezer.com/de/album/134957522
iTunes : music.apple.com/us/album/legend-s…es&ign-mpt=uo%3D4
Instagram: www.instagram.com/lucafromjupiter/?hl=de
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/lucafro…upiter/1501677728

FAILED ATTEMPTS

Verse 1
I’m chantin’ buddhist chants 
I don’t know who I am 
I fantasize about the times we had, the ciudades  

San Marcos ungrad 
We went to Barbarella 
Cocaine in the bathroom 
And then I felt better 
I wrote my mom a letter
Before I left Houston
I stuck it on the fridge 
To hear my voice better    

I just convinced my therapist that I’m a grown man 
That I can do it on my own I need to be alone
I opened up my heart l when I was feelin’ so low  
And then she lied to me so now I’m crying solo 
I ran away from my problems cos it felt good  
She really called me a coward 
I said I know 

I’m really itchy for a fist fight like my old ways  
I put my pain on display, like every Tuesdays 
I kissed a boy on camera and then my voice raised
I got that validation and then some more praise
It’s like I’m always so depressed I’m just a cliche 
Fact that I don’t matter that’s the message that my pop say 

Chorus
I know you'll just use me 
I'll be left on my knees 
I know you'll just use me
I'll be left on my knees

Verse 2
A disappointment, each and every way
The glass is half full, you don’t see a way 
I can feel my bones melt, they just cast away
I got suicidal daydreams and pseudo friends
Selfish tendencies, I’m the epitome 
Of bad intentions, I made you restless
I was the reason for the tension, its how you felt less 
I’m the extension of the egotistic demon that was haunted by your worse thoughts: Accountability 
This is my sob story  
We’re the black sheep
We were disowned because my sister had a child 
And that child needed love so I was riled up
You see we suffered from the same thing 
illusion of a family slowly burned away
So I’ve been tucked away
Just like 2010, the 45th of interstates 

Chorus:
I know you'll just use me 
I'll be left on my knees 
I know you'll just use me 
I'll be left on my knees

Outro
(Sample from short film, "Jeremiah")
I'm masquerading, my hope is fading 
I'm masquerading, my hope is fading
My hope is fading

Written and produced by: Alan Trong
Mastered by: Elliot James Mulhern