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Next wave of depression

CHECK MY LATEST Vapor Track https://soundcloud.com/copavauna/kaverns-draft

Vaporwave - Uge x Copavauna

Dying Ft Lil Peep (prod by LIL PUKE)

Travis Scott ft Lil Uzi vert - RaRa

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.

Wow guys 30 fucking thousand people... each time i grow more and more speechless. you are all my everything. i love you guys. sorry its been so long since I've posted. I've honestly been going through a lot of personal shit with my anxiety and depression and this fucking hamster wheel of bullshit life has thrown at me lately. anyways what I'm trying to say is that you guys are my light in the dark ass world we live in. all corny-ness aside. i don't know where i would be without you guys. I quit my job that was holding me back from music so now this is all i have to support myself. the real hustle starts here but i think i can do it. shout out again to everyone who has took me this far. lets keep this snowball rolling. 

Lyrics..

(Rx Luv)

lately i been harboring 
my feelings trying hide
drown myself in alcohol
to kill the things inside
maybe i should deal with all this pain
easier to take a fuckin bullet to my brain
thc and ethanol are running thru my veins
talking to myself ask myself if I’m insane
why can’t i let it go I’m addicted to the pain
nothing but a low life i can never change

so baby girl just listen up
i think I’ve have enough 
of prescription love
think its time to let you go
maybe I’m just broken down
i can’t take no more

girl i told u to leave me alone
its a warning
only gonna hurt you 
know i got them cold bones
you don’t want to know 
what i know
that your leaving 
cause then if you did 
you would leave love alone

takin all these drugs to numb my pain
since I lost your love I aint never been the same
endorphins are rushing thru my brain
if only for a second still i know i feel it change
its easy nowadays to be ashamed
but i wouldn’t be the man i am if i don’t take the blame  
see i gave up my selfishness & pride
i gave up my everything 
when u walked out my life

my sanity been slipping
i been loosing time
got a make a million 
before i loose my fucking mind
should i keep her around or should i let her go
does it even make a fuckin difference anymore?

14 when i cried 
16 when i lost my sight
18 when i lost my brain
19 im in love with pain   
20 and i’m still the same

Rx Luv

Lil Tracy & Lil Peep - Your Favorite Dress (Prod Lederrick, BigHead & SouljahWitch)

Gustav Ahr's Album

Lil Tracy & Lil Peep - Past the Castle Walls (Prod. Charlie Shuffler)

LYRICS

with everything you left unsaid
i'll never get you out my head
i wish i felt the way i did
but i can't stand the way we live

only way of keeping track is by the blisters on my hand
wish that you weren't so distracted wish that you would understand
only thing that ever mattered was the life that we had planned
but you know that every life will have to end, i've been thinking bout

everything you left unsaid
i'll never get you out my head
i wish i felt the way i did
but i can't stand the way we lived

the two of us are dying

killstation - the two of us are dying (prod. killstation)

Come Over When You're Sober

Awful Things ft. Lil Tracy (prod. by smokeasac x IIVI)

U Said (prod. by smokeasac & IIVI)

Better Off [Dying] (prod. by smokeasac & IIVI)

the two of us are dying soon

lyrics

broken
you were the only thing holding my life
i'm hoping
that you'd realize and take me back inside
i'm broken
you were the only one holding my mind
i'm hoping
that you would bring me back to life

you'll never know
how much you mean to me
i'll never sleep
without you in my dreams

you know that i know
when you look in my eyes
life's not the same
when you're not by my side
no one i'd rather be
spending my time
but loving you
has slowly been taking my life
know that we know
that you won't make the time
you'll never revoke
what you did to my mind
take a step back
and then you realize
the love that we had
has been buried alive

killstation - broken (prod. killstation)

drop the top (ft. ILOVEMAKONNEN)

http://lilpeep.com

Produced by Smokeasac & IIVI
http://lilpeep.lnk.to/avoid

Avoid - Lil Peep Ft. Wicca Phase Springs Eternal & Døves (prod. by smokeasac & IIVI)

destination

killstation & joei razook - cracks (prod. killstation)

no samples
guitars by 1080p dreams
prod. @prodbyglacier

LYRICS:

laying in my bed, once again
trying to convince myself
that all those times we shared didn't mean that much to me
like every pointless afternoon in your room
watching your dvd collection
i always failed to mention that your favorite movies are dumb
and i hate them
but i still love you
even though you left me feeling lonely, empty and confused
what the fuck was that about?
now i'm trying to find a lesson
but i'm stuck with all these questions 
at a dead end
and i'm stressing
it's depressing cause i feel like i lost my best friend
do you know that feeling too?
and no, i'm not naive
i know you have your reasons
and i'll try my best to see them
and not be bitter and resentful
but i couldn't help think of our potential
couldn't you see it too?
i guess not
now everything we were is just an overused melody
everything we were is just me singing loud out of key
everything we were is just an overused melody
in this shitty song that i created when i was sad and all alone
(sorry about last summer when i broke your heart into a thousand pieces, just wait until wintertime to see if you'll be okay)

i'm sorry about last summer(prod. by glacier)

produced by adothegod
engineered beautifully by https://soundcloud.com/shoottoill

written by ylti

Onomatopoeia

produced by comodo
engineered by shoot to ill
written/recorded in idaho by ylti

Whateva

@DYZPHORIA

I THOUGHT I WAS DOING RIGHT 
TELL ME WHERE DID I GO WRONG IN THIS LIFE
CRYING TO THE SKY 
I WANT MY BRUDDA BACK BY MY SIDE 

STROLLING ALL ALONE 
DO NOT HIT MY PHONE I AM UNAVAILABLE 
MY HEART BROKE, OUT OF STOCK, WHAT YOU WANT?
MY SOUL CLOSED STOP TRYING TO GUESS THE CODE.
NOTHING YOU CAN DO CAN SAVE ME BABY 
I WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ME 
YOU THINK YOU'LL GUIDE ME TO SAFETY 
YOU DRIVING ME CRAZY.

I DON'T EVEN LIKE MY OWN EYE COLOUR NOW MORE BABY 
MY SHADES DON'T LEAVE ME 
AND IF THEY DO THEN MY EYE CONTACTS COVER UP ALL THE PAIN I'M FEELING.
YOU'LL NEVER SEE MY REAL FACE AGAIN 
NEVER THOUGHT I'D HAVE TO PLAY PRETEND
HALF OF MY MESSAGES REQUESTS ARE DEATH THREATS
CAUSE THEIR ONLY BITCH DAYDREAMING BOUT MY DICK.
GOOD LUCK, I DON'T WANT NO ONE.
ONLY MY FAMILY FEEL COMFORT UP IN MY SONGS
KEEPING THE PEACE WHILE I'M FALLING TO PIECES
DIE A LEGEND YEA JUST LIKE PEEP DID. 

I THOUGHT I WAS DOING RIGHT 
TELL ME WHERE DID I GO WRONG IN THIS LIFE
CRYING TO THE SKY 
I WANT MY BRUDDA BACK BY MY SIDE 

STROLLING ALL ALONE 
DO NOT HIT MY PHONE I AM UNAVAILABLE 
MY HEART BROKE, OUT OF STOCK, WHAT YOU WANT?
MY SOUL CLOSED STOP TRYING TO GUESS THE CODE.
NOTHING YOU CAN DO CAN SAVE ME BABY 
I WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ME 
YOU THINK YOU'LL GUIDE ME TO SAFETY 
YOU DRIVING ME CRAZY.

BEXEY - Off The Radar [Prod.Dyzphoria]

the two of us are dying, soon

lyrics

i'm a dog in the middle of the road

why did god give me nowhere i can go

i'm the law that will put you in a hole

i forgot that i can't let nobody know



all night i bleed

fuck out my dreams

banish my need

every time that i scream

all night i bleed

fuck up my dreams

banish my need

every time that i

scream

killstation - claustrophobia (prod. killstation)

RiverKinn
"Cut"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

My tears fell on the microphone while recording this
Thank you Trent
Thank you Johnny

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I cut myself today
To see if I might bleed
I cannot stop the rain
But it's the only thing I need
And you will make me fall
Right up off the earth
You don't love me now
Your love's more than I'm worth

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

KISAMA

yesterday's souncloud: https://soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

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i know you think you get me
but you can’t see what i see
i always feel so empty
baby, i’ve been dying slowly
don’t ghost me. i’m so lonely
if you leave i’ll have nobody
i’m dying. i can’t breath
feels like i’m suffocating

don’t call me back, that’s fine
i’ll really be alright
wait never mind, i lied
i think i’m dead inside

i think i’m losing patience
i just feel so isolated
don’t think anyone will save me
it feels like the whole world hates me lately

maybe i’m just crazy
it feels like i’m suffocating
know that’s already been stated

but really i’ve been drowning
there’s no savior, there’s no fountain
with no hope spouting around it
so i don’t know how i’m coping
i just feel so fucking hopeless

my life is going downhill
like a motherfucking slope, bitch
and it’s getting hard to focus
i don’t think i have a purpose
and that’s probably why i’m hurting
yah that’s probably why i’m hurting

fuck all this shit
 i just feel like a burden

and don’t you ever say i didn’t love you
gave you everything i had
but everything fell flat again
i hope that new boy has your back like i did
laying flat in my bed
rolling up the same way i did
calling back whenever you fled
feeling empty, wishing we were dead, okay

hollow hearts just make an empty pit
so take it back to when i never meant shit
come to think
bring me back to when you left me
never meant a damn thing
i never meant a thing to you

collection 1

asphyxia

Spotify <3

asphyxia w/ yesterday (prod. reaper)

https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper
vocals and live guitars written and performed by barren
live drums written and performed by alec doyle
produced by john dello at bridge east studios


been tossing and turing
since 
this morning
the same interruption
of my sleep
force my eyes 
to empty bed sheets 
open the drawer 
to get myself ready
steady

pacing back and forth
but I’ve already

been up for two days
i can’t keep my legs
straight
recurring dreams   
of dying slow
and all alone
inside this room
where i tell no 
one i go
im all alone
i drown myself
in thoughts of you
and i can’t never fucking
move
im paralyzed in shame
and regret 
and pitiful
apologizes 
I’m not sorry
i tried to be 
every fucking
thing i should have
never seen
its over we
can never be
anything
wasting life
wasting time
caught inside 
my own demise 
I’m just passing 20 
and death seems
to haunt me
i can feel it in my head
every second 
it tries to taunt me

tossing and turning (prod reaper x barren)

I make the same mistakes twice. sometimes more I learn from them tho

memento-mori

dead ahead

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//あなたは私を破りました//

thank you to everyone who has supported my journey. this is only the beginning. this is our year. happy valentine's day.

go show my homie @antongxldn some love

lyrics
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i've been trying just to figure out
what the fuck you're going on about
said you loved me but the word love sounds 
more like you wanna fuck me when you're sad so i'll

always be a fucking rebound
i can taste his lips on your mouth
don't speak all your words are metaphors bout
your endeavors with whatever i'm alone now
sip another one cause all you do is drink
lie awake, you're feeling empty cause you never fucking think
about anyone but yourself
about your wealth
all will fall but honestly i don't need your help

i'm sick and tired of the repetitious cycle
i could never hate but you're as vicious as a cyclone
a head fuck that's all you are to me
i lost my fucking voice without a choice because of the
excuses
you're a fucking nuisance
i think you're fucking clueless
yeah you got me feeling hueless
how could you do this? 
lost without a blueprint
i just wanna drive away
fucking far away
going all the way
from ny to la
i guess
i guess this is it cause you gave up
never gave a fuck
so goodbye
i wish you best of luck

i've been trying just to figure out
what the fuck you're going on about
said you loved me but the word love sounds 
more like you wanna fuck me when you're sad so i'll

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blueprint (prod. by antongxldn)

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