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Related tracks: Fragments Of Humanity

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my head is an ambient playlist _ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud version : https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
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hi guys, thanks for the love on ' i was only temporary ' . on tiktok, spotify, and soundcloud!
personally i never thought that song would get attention
so i wanted to make a better version of it, here's what i was trying to make at the time but couldn't seem to get it out right.
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i was only temporary 2 u

my ambient playlist

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient

all my ambient songs

i was only temporary (Super Slowed)

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my spotify playlist here
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
\\\\\\ BTW!!! i've been writing for "nothing is real, part XXI, so im sorry if im late to reply on here, instagram, tiktok etc; - i hope to make this next NIR a special one, akin to the first in the series, back to the root sound of the series. <3

ambient playlist

this will destroy me

free download: https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xxi
music video: https://youtu.be/lRf86L7MYLU
so sorry for the delay. ive spent the last 7 months writing this album, in between all the ambient singles/albums. i hope for any listeners of the "nothing is real" albums, it is worth the wait. on a very personal note, these albums are the only thing that brings me self worth. i am deeply impacted and thankful some of my ambient songs have connected with you all, in particular "i was only temporary". however, despite their impact on social media, i personally do not feel any accomplishment when writing ambient. as many long time listeners of the "nothing is real" project have mentioned, the simple ambient songs are in essence, just an outro of a "nothing is real" song. i too share this sentiment. i think i am capable of making a lot more emotionally impactful music, not just for others, but as means of helping myself. i struggle with feeling adequate, and because of my events in my life it has become of my personality to want to prove to myself, before anyone else, that i can do something great, even if there is nobody around to see it. even for years and years before the viral song "i was only temporary", these "nothing is real" albums we're written and released one after another with little to no support, or viewership. i hope that, in my efforts to prove to myself that i can make something truly one-of-a-kind, and original, that it will inspire people to not copy others, and find their own sound. i think alot of people, with a platform have a similar message about wanting to "make the world a better place". i think this is a good message of course, i just would like for anyone reading this to know, that my message is a bit more specific. with the  "nothing is real" series, i want to share that, in this world today, i think there are so many fake things, people, friends, etc. i do not want to inspire people to copy what i do, or anyone else. i want to release these albums and hopefully make people say "wow, this is so much effort, and it does not sound like anything i have ever heard! maybe i should not try to keep up with trends, or other people, or let them make me feel inadequacy any longer. this music inspires me to do my own thing, and master it, and make something unique and original that can tell my own personal story". i think individualism is being lost today, in a world that prioritizes followers, and followings. i want to leave behind something that will inspire others to look within themselves, and find approval in their own ideas, instead of constantly looking to imitate what already exists. i think the next most wonderful and beautiful thing that will help a lot of people, is lying in wait inside one of you, and to find it, i hope whatever i have done may help people become introspective enough to dig it up, and share with all of us. anyways, thanks for listening and reading all this. <3 - mhie

nothing is real, part XXI

music video

we’re all we've got

Intuition

Saving The Day

Copy Of Me

Bloody Sloppy Little Bitch

Ballerinas

prod. rick hardy x nixx ♡

> lyrics <

i let u clip my wings
and u just left me to bleed
would u stay with me
if he never tried something?

would u think its ur fault if i
took my last breath tonight?
with angels by my side
i think i'm ready to die
do u feel me in ur skin again?
cus all i know how to do is pretend
and i would give up everything
just to be with who u were again

cuts on my body
cus she's dismissing everything
u were made for me
but all u gave me was deceit
(why couldn't u see?)

u wouldn't call me if u wanted to
now i don't even care if u do
i tried to make it work out with u
but ur love for me was gone so soon
was it even true?

would u think its ur fault if i
took my last breath tonight?
with angels by my side
i think i'm ready to die
and i would give up everything
just to be with who u were again

linktree.com/nixxiu

angel

i think ive had enough
feels like im fading again
all these thoughts inside my head and they might lead to my end
i swear ive tried to change
but i know the feeling still there
let it linger let it take all that it can

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

i think ive had enough
i think ive had enough
let it linger

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

help myself

lyrics:

You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest
You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest

Yeah
I can't seem to ever get away
Uh
Stick around show me who a fake
Yeah
Chewing through your lies like a steak
Uh
Bloody like a toothache
Yeah
I hope I'm not just someone in your way
Uh
Addicted to your body and your face
I
Don't want to get rid of your remains
If you hate me then say that
Screaming out in my ear but I don't hear shit
Paint her picture perfect so don't act deaf
Don't go acting deaf

You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest
You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest

You just crush
Heart in your hand and you just crush
Yeah you crush
Don't go acting deaf

crush

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by peril

(verse 1:)
she thinks i’m cool
i think she’s cooler, i
wish she knew
how cool i think she is
i’m a fool, i’ve falling for a friend 
what to do
her biggest fear
is probably shit like what i’m sayin
when she hears this
she might think its bout her but
fuck that queer shit,
this about somebody else
do u believe it?

(chorus:)
chicks
making out
committed to a boy
in your house
i couldn’t do that to our friendship
or my future spouse
so i’ll stay quiet and just stare 
at your mouth
i’m such a fucking piece of shit
i’m such a fucking piece of shit
i’m such a fucking piece of shit
i’m such a fucking piece of shit

(verse 2:)
they too real
i guess a thought is just a thought
whats the deal?
of course i’ll never understand
why you’d steal
something as precious as my feelings
that i can’t reveal 

(bridge:)
i couldn’t live
if i lost hold of what i got
for your lips
i’ll wait to leave until we’re not
doing shit
so i can go be by myself
thinkin bout chicks

(chorus:)
chicks
making out
committed to a boy
in your house
i couldn’t do that to our friendship
or my future spouse
so i’ll stay quiet and just stare 
at your mouth
i’m such a fucking piece of shit
i’m such a piece of shit
i’m such a fucking piece of shit
i’m such a piece of shit
i’m such a fucking piece of shit
i’m such a fucking piece of shit
i’m such a fucking piece of shit
i’m such a fucking piece of shit

shteppi - i'm such a piece of shit lmao.

London Lights

I am not Bally Sagoo or Anu Malik, I am simply MY

Written and Created with the help of:
SUNO AI Music Generator
ChatGPT (for writing and lyric generation)
Google Translate (for translation assistance)

Music Arrangement:
MY and SUNO AI Music Generator

Produced with the help of:
SUNO AI Music Generator

London Lights

DIE WITH ME

On a toujours besoin d'un plus petit que soi

Couplet 1
Un moineau sur un grand chêne perché
Regarde la vie d'en haut
Un peu penché
Mais dans ses plumes se cache un secret
Même le fort a besoin d'un léger

Refrain
On a toujours besoin d'un plus petit que soi
Un simple regard qui change la loi
Un murmure doux qui brise les voix
On a toujours besoin d'un plus petit que soi

Couplet 2
Une fourmi qui tire un grain trop gros
Croise un colosse qui s'arrête
Dos courbé
Elle ne sait pas qu'elle change le tableau
Avec son courage et son pas pressé

Refrain
On a toujours besoin d'un plus petit que soi
Un simple regard qui change la loi
Un murmure doux qui brise les voix
On a toujours besoin d'un plus petit que soi

Outro
C'est dans l'ombre qu'on trouve la lumière
Un détail
Une main
Un souffle
Un éclair
La force n'est rien sans un cœur sincère
Même les géants tombent si la base se perd

Refrain
On a toujours besoin d'un plus petit que soi
Un simple regard qui change la loi
Un murmure doux qui brise les voix
On a toujours besoin d'un plus petit que soi

Tous droits réservés par Jacques BEGUE écrit le 25/04/2025

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