I don't wanna breathe no more
I don't wanna feel no pain
I’m sick of being down
Tired of being ashamed

Lost my mind
Cant sleep or eat
I cry and cry and I hide myself
You don´t seem to care
But I know you know

It wasn’t that long ago
We were each other’s world

Now I lost my soul 
And you’re slowly losing yours
What have I done to us? 
What have I done to you? 
What are you doing now?
what have we done before? 
What started this crazy booming downfall I'm lonely in? 
Am I scared to leave?

You gave yourself to rise me up 
And lost your heart to bring me down
Your lies have built this truth 
And I’ve ruined us somehow 

but still. anyway. depression is cliché

Sleeping pills and alcohol
Sure as hell I’d kill myself
People crawling all around me
And I’m still below them all

They beg for their submission
Wishing their humiliation
Laughing of their weakness
Proudly crying their complaisance

I must be out of my mind 
This can’t just be the real world
Have I finally lost it?
Was happy with you before.

We weren’t part of this chaos
Until we brutally transformed
Digged down our pandemonium
Panic. Love. Pain. Lies. 
Yelling. Hurt. Falling. Sky. 
Blue. Grey. Dark. You. 
Crying. Stop. Laughing. 
Who. 
Am. 
I.
Who.
Are. 
You.
Suck. Sex. Violence. Next. 
Hands. Feet. Hair. Lips. 
Our. Body. Our. Grip.
Shouting. Sex. Violence. Next.
Lies. Truth. Cry. You. 
ARE NOT HERE.
I’ve lost myself. 
Cheating. Shit. Sex. Lift.
Your world. Find. 
Yourself.

WHERE AM I? 

4 am. Dreaming. Why. 
Awake. Somehow. 
Water. Blood. Deep. Down.
Earth. Heart. 
Yours. Mine

Love. Sex. Violence. Next.
Violence. Next. Love. Sex.
Love. Next. Violence. Sex.
Sex. Love. Violence. Dirt.

Shit. Stinks. Crazy. Thinks.
Thought. Thoughts. Lies. More.
Flashbacks... 
Wait.

Where the hell is everyone?
Why aren’t you here no more?

You gave yourself to rise me up
And lost your heart to bring me down 
Your lies have built this truth 
And I've ruined us somehow 

but still. anyway. depression is cliché

Depression is cliché

Lucas Mim