ミザン／flower, 歌愛ユキ

MV: https://youtu.be/nrsr_-QXCv4

|| LYRICS ||
it's 4 AM on a school night
100 calorie life
Making sure the set ups just right, just right

Burning every bridge that I grace
Making sure that I feel pain
Getting in a bitter headspace

At this pace I'm ready to go
I know your craving for a brand new low
I'm ready to go
To halt my growth and put on a show


To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for

Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair


No, we must go back
Go back to 'my' roots if you could call it that
Go back to the hurdles that I've already passed
Reliving them over and over
And when there is closure
We gotta go bolder

I'm ready to go
Because I know my woes are a product to be consumed
Now you're running low
I know you want something new


But what else can I do?
Oh, what else can I do?


To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for

Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair


Better off recovering than recovered
Better off hurting than to have hurt
Better off in the dark than in the light
Better off near death than be alright

Bleed out for audience approval
Tragic, but perfectly on schedule
You think by now that we would have learned
Behind every piece of art is a human to be heard


But I'm still better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
Rejecting change to keep you there


Because I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when I'm running out of time
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
The mourning of one still alive

I oversimplify the tears I cry
While you tear them down line by line

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me- 
Only ever like me when I wanna die

Better Off Worse (ft. フラワ)

not sure if there is one yet but whatever 

💙 # DON'T LiSTEN - NiGHTCORE/SPED UP

Ok, Yay none Nightcore Ver. of Dont you Dare Forget The Sun! Enjoy...

Dont You Dare Forget The Sun

(Unofficial / unreleased album) X rated puppet theatre of the dead 2007 butchers harem

https://genius.com/Butchers-harem-rotten-sexual-fruits-lyrics

⋆° • ROTTEN SEXUAL FRUITS - BUTCHERS HAREM (UNRELEASED).

Sodoma Gomora - Kidnap & Rape (feat. Butcher's Harem)

X Rated Theatre of the Dead

X Rated Puppet Theatre of the Dead feat. MC Mangina

[FULL] 余花にみとれて (Yoka ni Mitorete/Admiring the Flowers) - 25ji, Nightcord de.

Splatter R*pe - Sodoma Gomora +  Butcher´s Harem

(TW DISSOCIATION/DEREALIZATION)

MERRY MCHECKIN CHRISTMAS MY DUDES

This is my 14-day make a song challenge... song?!?!?!?!!! 
so yeah i made it in 2 weeks lol

LYRICS:

Look around, you're safe and sound
Until you finally realize
You're not who you're supposed to be
And everybody's mad at me
Oh, why I do the things I do
I really try to compensate for
The so many things I cause
It's out of my control
It's begun
It's started now
The chaos from inside of me
It sprouts from the depths of my soul
And festers in my mind
Fogging up my eyes and sight
Deteriorates along with me 
My thoughts are strangling my heart
They change my point of view

Though I know its not because of me I feel its so
Really though, I'm fine. So you can take a hike and go
Problems I am causing make me feel like I could drown
Screaming out my voice is calling
Never hear a sound

I'll become a lifeless entity 
That's who I should be!
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me I cannot change
Look around, you're safe and sound
Cause nothing's happening to me!
It's sickening
I'm sickening
I'm falling to the ground

I'll become lifeless entity
That's who I'm gonna be!
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me that's really strange
Why I do the things I do
you're lying now it can't be true
They're bickering
They're bickering
I know it's all my fault


How's it going?
How are you?
I feel my earth has gone astray
And everybody's shouting out
These meaningless atrocities
Oh, why am I sobbing?
I'm too weak
No nothing's solid anymore
Not really here
Fulfilled my fears
I give up my control

Though I know it's not because of me I feel its so
Really though, I'm fine. So you can take a hike and go
Problems I am causing make me feel like I could drown
Screaming out my voice is calling
Never hear a sound

I've become a lifeless entity
That's who I wanna be
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me I cannot change
Look around, you're safe and sound
Cause nothing's happening to me!
It's sickening
I'm sickening
I'm falling to the ground

I've become lifeless entity
That's who I'm gonna be!
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me that's really strange
Why I do the things I do
you're lying now it can't be true
They're bickering
They're bickering
I know it's all my fault

Floating up, reach to the sky
Then fall back down again.
Everything is so surreal
It's bound to fade away...

Flying up, reach to the sky
I'll fall back down again.
Nothing's real
Oh, I'm not real!
I'm gonna go somewhere 
So far away...

I'm nothing

I am but a lifeless entity!
That's what I'll always be!
It's sickening
It's sickening
It's part of me I'll never change
Looking 'round, I'm safe and sound
Cause nothing's happening to me!
It's comforting
It's comforting
I cannot touch the ground.

Oh, I'm but a lifeless entity
That's who I'm gonna be
I'm drifting
I'm drifting
It's part of me that cannot change
Why I do the things I do
I cannot tell what's really true
They're listening
They're listening
I know its all my fault...

Why I do the things I do
I cannot tell what's really true
They're listening
They're listening
I know its all my fault...

mp3/Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1lorD6Uw5Ihy30RJhx1i_kxTSdQXS8-Pe?usp=sharing
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 155

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drawing-with-r-i-p.tumblr.com (art blog)
t-h-e-r-i-p.deviantart.com (also art)

【Fukase English】lifeless【Original Song】

full title: Thanks to You Song That I Don't Understand How People Like It I'm Forced to Listen to This S​*​*​t Everyday Cause My F​*​*​*​ing Sister Plays This Every Time Without Getting Bored of Listening to It Thanks Ghost for This Piece of S​*​*​t You Introduced Into My Life

this is just a compilation of most of the songs i've made during 2016-2017

if you wanna help support me you can purchase all these songs, along with the instrumentals here:

Bandcamp: https://ghostandpals.bandcamp.com/album/thanks-to-you-song-that-i-dont-understand-how-people-like-it-im-forced-to-listen-to-this-s-t-everyday-cause-my-f-ing-sister-plays-this-every-time-without-getting-bored-of-listening-to-it-thanks-g

iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/thanks-to-you-song/1369713499

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7jR9LLmvyGevD3hgWa8geY

Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/music/album/Ghost_and_Pals_Thanks_to_You_Song?id=Bvwi5ipzeapibsli5adpaehg6vy

also available on other stores under the title "thanks to you song" so, if the store you use isn't listed here, you can search it to see if it's available there!

Splatter R*pe - Sodoma Gomora + Butcher´s Harem

ari 🫀🦴