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Get Up! Stand Up! -F**k what all the haters say

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Jay-Willz
Used To - (Single)
Release Date: October 24, 2025

Original Version

Used To

Hold On

ONE (Party Popper)

I wrote this song - The vocals and melody are AI. 

The lyrics are 100% me. 


Thank you for listening, 


Before Today

Lyrics by Lucidelusions

Before today, the world felt far away,
I chased love through the falling rain,
counted hours like they’d never fade,
but forever’s shorter than it seems.

Mom hums to herself in the quiet,
and I brush the silver from her hair.
Dad’s old clock still ticks along,
steady as the years we lost somewhere.

Love doesn’t shout anymore,
it lingers in the air,
it hides in smiles and silent stares,
it’s just there.

Sometimes I think of who we were,
before the bottles lined the shelf,
before the house became a heartbeat
I learned to time myself.

There’s laughter in these walls still,
soft and slow and shy,
and I turn on the porch light each night,
not for who’s coming home —
but for who once said goodbye.

Before today, I thought I knew my way,
now I just walk slow enough
to hear love catch its breath.

Before today, I used to run away,
but love — it found a way to stay,
it’s more than just a word we say,
it’s the reason I’m still here today,
I pray this love will never fade away.



Before Today

I’m a flare gun fired into a frozen lake
Burning through the ice that it never breaks
Every breath’s a fist fight with the current
Dragging mountains through my throat

The sky collapsed into my lungs today
Now I’m breathing rocks, choking on the clay
Your absence is a city I inhabit alone
Walking streets that lead to rooms that lead to bones

Oh, and I’m lost (lost)
A compass spinning in a lightning storm
Yeah, I’m lost (lost)
Rorschach puddles, but I’m losing form
Oh, I’m lost, lost, lost, lost

My heart’s a factory abandoned mid-shift
Machines still running, caught in drift
The walls are sweating decades of decay
And I’m the last worker who decided to stay

Time moves like molasses through my bones
Filling every vertebra with lead and chrome
I’ve become a statue, brittle in a cold winter
The hands of the craftsman, flesh and splinter

Oh, and I’m lost (lost)
A radio station to who nobody is tuned
Yeah, I’m lost (lost)
Broadcasting silence at maximum volume
Oh, I’m lost, lost, lost, lost

We were tectonic plates that kissed once
Before the drag, before the fault lines split
Now there’s a trench where our bodies used to meet
And I’m drowning in the distance between shores

Oh, and I’m lost (lost)
A lighthouse burning beneath a massive squall
Yeah, I’m lost (lost)
Throwing light into a hole that swallows it all
Oh, I’m lost, lost, lost, lost


Lost

Breakin' Free

Unknown Tomorrow is a song I wrote about self reflection on how many times I've wasted moments in my life with anger, ignorance, the illusion we will always have more time. 

Don't let the wasted moments of today be the regrets of your tomorrow. 


Vocals and Melody produced using Suno.com 

Lyrics written by Lucidelusions 


"Unknown Tomorrow"

by Lucidelusions

We rush through life
Counting minutes like we have an endless supply
A loved one calls, we let it ring
Thinking there’ll always be more time

Tomorrow feels certain
But it’s only a story not yet told
We don’t know what’s waiting
Or if when we get there
We’ll be standing there alone

Stop wasting moments
We have fewer than we think we know
Every laugh is precious
Every tear not quite the same as the one before

We don’t know how long we have here
So don’t take that chance
Embrace the ones around you
Don’t let those small moments
Simply pass

Because every second we trade for hurry
Is a second we never get back
Time isn’t a river we can swim twice
It’s a wave that disappears
The instant it breaks

So slow down
Let love interrupt you
Let someone take your time
Answer the call
Hold the silence
Listen longer than you planned to

The days feel endless
Until they aren’t
The light always fades
Sooner than it should

Slow down
Before it’s gone tomorrow

Unknown Tomorrow

I was inspired by another artist song who was delving into this subject matter. The demon in the song is a manifestation of a person self-doubt. This is my take on it, with my own twist. 

Lyrics by Lucidelusions 
Vocals and Melody by Suno 


My Demons Doubt

by Lucidelusions

The mirror hums when I walk by
It knows the names I try to hide
The face I wear begins to fade
Each truth I’ve buried wants to stay

I talk to ghosts that share my skin
They speak in tones I’ve kept within
A voice that sounds too much like mine
Words from inside cut me down with their pain

When the night comes I'm stuck with you
The demon inside tryin’ to break through
Dark fantasies seepin’ in
Sittin’ on my shoulder whispering what to do

Every step feels heavier than the last
Your shadow stretches over my past
You speak in riddles I obey
Like a moth drawn to decay

I'm trapped between mercy and rage
A ghost in your cage
Still reaching for light
That burns away my name

When the night comes you’re closer still
Your voice cuts through like a winter chill
You promise release but you crave control
You feed on the fragments of my soul

I see reflections in the dark
My hands your mark
You whisper stay
And I fade away

My knees are shaking
But I won’t kneel this time
You took my fear
But you won’t take my mind

The night may come
But it won’t own me again (repeat x2)

My Demons Doubt

I’m Joshua Kelsey, a songwriter and creator blending stories from my life with sounds that span across EDM, pop, country, folk, reggae, alternative rock, and everything in between. Music has always been my way of turning experiences—good and bad—into something people can feel, connect with, and maybe even dance to.

I use Suno as a creative tool to bring my songs to life, building the instrumentals, energy, and vibe that capture what’s in my head and heart. But every lyric, every theme, every story comes from real places—my own journey through family, love, loss, struggles, and joy.

For me, AI isn’t a replacement for creativity—it’s a canvas. I still shape the stories, craft the melodies, and dig deep into the emotion behind each track. Suno just helps me amplify what I already want to say.

From heartfelt ballads and hard-hitting rock anthems to high-energy EDM festival tracks, my music reflects the many layers of who I am. I create with honesty, respect for the craft, and a passion to keep pushing boundaries.

Thanks for listening and being part of this journey. Let’s turn memories, struggles, and dreams into music—together.

Unknown Tomorrow

Lucidelusions

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