in this track i was trynna figure out my identity as an musician 

i take this music shit seriously too seriously that i feel like whatever i make doesnt fit in the hiphop today.... 

feeling that way makes me hella fucking depressed so my soundtrack results always come out trash! This track was just an example on how i was feeling about myself as an individual and challenges i am facing on a day to day basis!  i was played victim of my own doing! a whole lot of Self affliction, mentally battles throughout my tracks.....  i would like to post my depression on here but i dont think it will help anybody lolol its really bad stuff but anyway this track was also my breakthrough. my "Done making trash ass music" type of breakthrough.. just listen to the other tracks and see the difference.

Up And Down (Intro - The Breakthrough)

loving the feeling of creating SOMETHING 

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Alex Noe (born November 5th, 1998) better known by his alias X-el, is an independent rap / hip-hop artist straight from the burning stakes of Salem Massachusetts!
Growing up fostered by his wise grandparents he was quick to search for his purpose in life at a very young age.
Finding much enjoyment in music and theater he perused the life of an entertainer mimicking some of his favorite actors, a major influence being the legendary Robin Williams.
However, along the way he grew severe depression and what he believed to be self inflicted isolation.
Losing his Grandmother in May of 2014 spiked these emotions to an extremely high state, then only just three months later the world lost another Angel on August 11th to suicide… Robin Williams, his beloved role model.
Hearing this news was extremely heart shattering especially still during the grieving of his grandmother but both events were eye opening in many ways for Alex to search within and seek out help.

He started expressing himself by creating music in 2017 and used this outlet as a vice to free his inner thoughts.  His overall goal now with creating music is to help people as well as continuing to clear his own mind, creatively.
His debut album “Zero Limitations” (released March 31st 2023) is a comeback story about all sorts of different struggles but never giving up!

“Believing strongly enough in yourself will be the key to your own happiness.  While persistence will be the key to your very own bubble of success” - X-el

Up And Down (Intro - The Breakthrough)

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