escapism

@ivoruu +_+ @lynyou @7akkiro

lyrics:
i think ur out of luck
i tried to back down its not enough

when i start to think abt u my heart rate 
goes up
im tired of hanging onto nothing its always no one
when i try to ask u smth it never works out
ive been hiding from my past this whole time, am i not allowed?

im a loser im to afraid to fucking lose her
all my life ive always been a loser
all my life ive always been a user
im so stuck behind a computer screen

look at what you did to her your mean
look at what u did to him me
im a fucking monster u see mmmm

(@viiiivid)
the distance’s long
took a minute to get back to where i started
and when i needed your touch
i fell face flat in a sea of tears you parted

can you reach in me and grab my heart
i felt so alone the room was dark
even my own shadows had depart
you creeped up and bit me like a shark

#monsters+ vivid @lynU @7akkiro

witches ft funeral prod yvesaoi x 77mending

lyrics:

yo bitch gimme face in my whip on god
smoking plenty strains so my brain dont wildout
yeh da wrist insane kno u see the ice lil ma
switchy splatter pain nigga now i gotta clean out

she wan smoke my pain now she feen now
smoke tht dutchie doobie til i pass out
she dont know my name i think this bitch jus wanna
she dont know my name she wanna smash now
she wan blow my song
she say she dont know ya lil nigga we cant get along
deep inside the doja bag i keep a strap it getcha gone
he wan talk on brodie nem but wont even pick up the call

wtw what ya heard im gettin turnt now
couple things inside my life that jus ain turn out
boy yo music ass this aint no burnout 

up all nite yeh yk i hit it again 
infared, beams thru the tint of the whip when we spinn

burnout prod ivvys bkwds

prod aiwacore

lyrics:
one thought and two minds
one step to the side
outta mind, outta sight 
did you ever care about that half of me?
would you ever go back and choose me again?
i live for you
i dont know what to do
i cant keep choosing you
tell me do you feel it too?
was it even worth the pain?
oh were my struggles all in vain?
can you help me stay the same kid?
can you help me out again?
i dont like that were playing pretend 
i thought we'd be lovers, cant even be friends
weve been talking for hours on end
but you still play games i dont know when it ends
i live for you
i dont know what to do
i cant keep choosing you
tell me do you feel it too?

i live for you

LIVE HOW YOU WANT (PROD. MIC)

funny freestyle 3 w/ @anggls

Runnin (prod. asari)

are u an actor 
fiendin for an award
u sure did play me like one 
i feel so shunned 

what i’m after 
should leave me in the ward 
going out feel so dumb 
name someone that’s more dumb

terrible to u tonight 
make sure my exit suffice 

going down 
it’s always going
it’s always going down

clown spirit (taymxru)

where are you going?
without knowing
for the better 
treat me like the weather
i’m coming down 

i keep on fighting 
you won’t let me down 
till i’m residing
where there’s no frown on me

blind fold (taymxru)

can u share with me your words?
it’s so cold 
in the past 
all their feelings were a no show

i’ll be ur nuance 
ur pretty ruins 
you’ve been ruined
i thought you knew it 

do wtv it takes to feel love
(still searching) cus i ain’t been sent above

hopeless romantic (sickboi)

and i swear i just forgot you too
prod me

I've always wondered
How you look just like an angel
I guess it's not too late
For me to say
That I wish you were dead
Because you're back in my head

You love the rain
And so do I
I've given you a present
So don't be shy
And it's getting pretty late
And our time is running out

So I'll send you one more message
And say goodbye
To you

I just got you out of my head
And now it's coming back
Even though you just left
And it's out of my control
And now you're out of my reach
And I wish that we could've been
And that I wasn't so unseen

a love letter for you

Lyrics://

You make me trip on my words
I think that I’ve been in love
I want to show you my heart
I hope you find its enough

Said if you give me your hand
I’ll always do what I can
And if you find that I can’t
I hope that you understand

You think I’ve never been afraid of falling
Keep thinking that you and I been there before
You said you’ve been there but I barely notice
My blood drip down the wall and on the floor

I hate it too, lets see this through. You should know I’d do anything to be with you
It’s been awhile since I felt this way
Pray to god that you feel the same

When its over, said and done. I thought I was the only one
All I want it is to forget your name
Was wrong to think that this could change

You make me trip on my words
I think that I’ve been in love
I want to show you my heart
I hope you find its enough

Said if you give me your hand
I’ll always do what I can
And if you find that I can’t
I hope that you understand

You think I’ve never been afraid of falling
Keep thinking that you and I been there before
You said you’ve been there but I barely notice
My blood drip down the wall and on the floor

You think I’ve never been afraid of falling
Keep thinking that you and I been there before
You said you’ve been there but I barely notice
My blood drip down the wall and on the floor

I hate it too, lets see this through. You should know I’d do anything to be with you
It’s been awhile since I felt this way
Pray to god that you feel the same

When its over, said and done. I thought I was the only one
All I want it is to forget your name
Was wrong to think that this could change

been there before (prod. deprives)

my great work
the loudest album of the year
my most grotesque rollout yet
its all out

photography and pixel art and videography by marsy
all tracks produced solely and entirely by me
typography by me
fuck it up

TUESDAY feat. Ada Rook + hateoryx

u are meant to feel something
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clown spirit (taymxru)

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