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Music

prod. @tothegood

LYRICS:

...and I've been feeling worse as each day passes by
Got lost in my head, couldn't stop questioning why
Trying to fill the holes of this existence
How did this story start? Where does it end?

God slammed the door on me again
I banged on it and begged "please let me in"
The universe is such a fucked up place
It slammed its door right in my face
x2

and I've been feeling numb as the weeks pass by me
I'm thinking that this hole's too deep to dig out of
Will anybody help me square this circle?
Fuck my life, I even ditched the dress rehearsal

I'm trying to find the meaning for why my heart is beating
Still searching for the reason as to why I'm even breathing

God slammed the door on me again
I banged on it and begged "please let me in"
The universe is such a fucked up place
It slammed its door right in my face
x2

and I've been feeling worse as each day passes by
Got lost in my head, couldn't stop questioning why
Trying to fill the holes of this existence
Am I the only one here who thinks that none of this makes sense?

Help me understand my purpose
and everything that led me to be here
I lie awake and wonder if any of this matters...

I DM'd God and got left on seen (prod. tothegood)

WELCOME TO MY LONELY WORLD U LIL LONELY GIRL 
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twitter: @myemofruit
instagram: @emofruits
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lilbearshawty - 
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/lilbearshawty
twitter: @lilbearshawty 
instagram: @lilbearshawty
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ash <//3
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(emo fruits)
wake up
and ride out
is it a bad time
the time is right now
we can get drunk
and pass out
ur the only one who knows me right now
im a lonely boy
i put them drugs in my mouth
use to call me over and we'd fuck on ya couch
i wonder where u at 
do u ever miss me
depressed lil shawty 
only time that u kiss me is when u sad
do i make u mad
we can die tonight 
burn away 
turn to ash
yeah you'd like that
yeah i like that
i wonder where u at 
do u ever miss me
depressed lil shawty 
only time that u kiss me is when u sad
do i make u mad
we can die tonight 
burn away 
turn to ash yeah
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(lil bearshawty)
im a lonely boy
i got drugs in my nose
drugs in my cup
im a lonely soul
so wait right here
and tell me lies
say im insane
at least i try
baby take my hand
we can turn to ash
whatever u want 
ima get u that
u speak in labyrinths to me
in ur presence i can hardly speak
so baby is this real
or am i just dead to u
i dont know if i want truce
all i want is me and u 
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-ur friendly neighborhood fruits

LONELYWORLD 

ash w/ lilbearshawty (prod. Rodger)

Artist
IG: _lonelyy__

Mixing
 IG: thstllng99 

Master: 
IG: montanaonthetrack 

Cover:
IG: meloe

Danke an Jeden! eight4L!

Immer (prod. by Antro)

ich bin drunk und du bist weg

JETZT AUCH AUF SPOTIFY!!!

Instagram: 6bucci6
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcVp39PNBnn_30lfvOQzdAw?view_as=subscriber
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Beat by: www.freebeats.io
Produced, mixed, mastered by Valentin Damjantschitsch @Reh mit Rucksack Studio Regensburg
www.instagram.com/valentindamjantschitsch
www.reh-mit-rucksack.de

saphir (prod. by lil biscuit)

LUCIFER XO