why didnt you come to my bday party

i know that you're scared and you're tired of waiting
realize there's no point to keep on berating
i feel like this bond is begrudgingly fading
thinking of us is so damn irritating
cuz you-

i know that you're scared and you're tired of waiting
realize there's no point to keep on berating
i feel like this bond is begrudgingly fading
thinking of us is so damn irritating
cuz you make me feel some type of way
now the one who had my heart is just a friendly face
but i don't really want nobody else to take your place
i don't need nobody else to be a saving grace
take it back for a minute
swear this bitch act like the devil she a baphomet
with a attitude like yours, how could i forget
even with your imperfections making my heart skip

love's a beauty
but sour for some
i got the short end of the stick
guess i'll never find the one
this ain't a sappy story
im just as real as they come
don't bother asking "what's up?"
i'll take my pain by the cup

take my pain by the cup

[luci]
don't let me fall
if i let you in
one to my chest just tear my skin
one to the head, don't let me live
my minds in panic, you slit my wrists
in awful times
i hate my life

i wait too long for something right
don't you take my light, ill do things right
i'm sorry

[crayon]
i lay my head in the dark
its not what you want its what you are
i know its all my fault
and i hate the way i stand
and i cant handle my friends
i think my times come to end
why would you hate me after all i did
i cant find the words to describe the way you feel to me
i cant
but before you leave
make one promise to me
you wont let me fall
you wont let me down
can you be my heart last time around

lucille & crayon - i hate my life

I put my heart on my sleeve, wearing it like fashion
Holes in my jeans, rips all on my jacket
Tear into me, leave me in the past tense
I'm on my knees
Thankful it's all over, said and done
I dove right in, I took the plunge
I'm no saint and you weren't one
So blow my brains out, draw your gun
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just a voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

Pray I go to my dreams
Where you stay right here and won't leave
I'm living in fear of the air that I breathe
'Cause I know you're somewhere staring at me
All over, said and done
I'll admit we had our fun
Leave me sprinting, turn and run
I'll chase right after you because
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said
Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking

SAINT PROD BUNII

he shot an arrow
pray that it hits you
right where you need it
dont move itll miss you
dont know what you look like
or if its that simple
i love it a lot but
i hate it a little too much

CUPID IS A FUCKING FRAUD

dont make me by bunii

Baby, you don't know
What you mean to me, and I hope that's alright
'cause baby, you don't know
How it seems to me when you control my life
Baby, it's all mistakes that we both make
You don't know you fucked up
I'm praying you call my name, but it's in vain
We know we're out of luck (Luck)

When you left me, I still came back, crawling back to you
You say that I don't love you, but we both know that ain't true
You're controlling me, but you don't have no right
Say it's fine, hurt my mind
I told you a thousand times
Fucking with my head, my life
I think we just need some time to figure it out

Baby, you don't know
What you mean to me, and I hope that's alright
'cause baby, you don't know
How it seems to me when you control my life
Baby, it's all mistakes that wе both make
You don't know you fucked up
I'm praying you call my name, but it's in vain
Wе know we're out of luck (Luck)

Bleeding from my arms
Thinking that if you were with me, it would be solved
The only color I ever see is washing off
So look the other way
It's hard, but it's okay; you practice every day

Baby, you don't know
What you mean to me, and I hope that's alright
'cause baby, you don't know
How it seems to me when you control my life

bunii - you're oblivious and it hurts (feat. Kid Moon)

bunii - dont make me

lyrics:

You and me, we're no good (no good)
Yea, I did all I could, but no
It's never enough
Enough for you
You're abandoned, leave you all alone
Doing damage, yea, you crushed my bones
How do you manage your cold dark soul
We were dancing, it was wonderful
Treat me like a fool, girl, I'll be your dumbass
Love me like a loser, you bruise me up bad
God, why did I choose her?
You traumatized me
I hate going outside so I stay on my computer
Saw you with your new man, what a fucking downgrade (loser)
Tryna paint a picture, always draw me with a clown face
I know he don't treat you right, I love the way that sounds, babe
Hope you finally see the light and notice it's astounding
You're abandoned, leave you all alone
Doing damage, yea, you crushed my bones
How do you manage your cold dark soul
We were dancing, it was wonderful
It's like you planned it, how to kill my hope
Fan-fucking-tastic, didn't work at all
It's so romantic that it hurts my soul
You try to burn me but your heart's so cold
Treat me like a fool, girl, I'll be your dumbass
Love me like a loser, you bruise me up bad
God, why did I choose her?
You traumatized me
I hate going outside so I stay on my computer
Treat me like a fool, girl, I'll be your dumbass
Love me like a loser, you bruise me up bad
God, why did I choose her?
You traumatized me
I hate going outside so I stay on my computer


paranoia

lucille

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