#ForgiveYou w seesick (over)

i shouldnt have disclosed the pain that i feel
cuz u gon use it against me against my will
and im sick and tired of the shit that i feel
might jus end up dying at the bottom of hell

baby im so close to calling it quits
and baby im so done wit all of ya shit
im scared to dismiss u cuz i know ill miss u
and that is the issue im sick of this shit

im sick of the things that u told me again
u say that im in the wrong but its u in the end
does it hurt to jus say that u love me trust me
girl it hurts to fiend for ur love 
but i cant stop myself from thinkin about u
and i hate myself cuz i cant live without u
leave my shit and get far away
i cant live like this i need to get away 

baby im so close to calling it quits
and baby im so done wit all of ya shit
im scared to dismiss u cuz i know ill miss u
and that is the issue im sick of this shit


calling it quits (glaze)

sum diff prod @hollons
Pull the racks out in the store
Ask her what she want, she asking for more
Said do I got bands, I said of course
But I can't be what you need, not anymore

I would change my face, I'd change my clothes, I'd change for you
(But I) wanna be myself and no one else, no I gotta stay true
Can't be on my own, need you by my side, no we're not through
What do I say, what can I do?

Got racks on me so what
My diamonds shine, they glint
Put the ice all in my cup
My wrist could take your chick, yeah
Took my time I ain't in no rush
Quit whining just like a lil kid
I'm in the mall and I buy out the store
Pour up a four when I take off the lid, yeah

Pull the racks out in the store
Ask her what she want, she asking for more
Said do I got bands, I said of course
But I can't be what you need, not anymore

I would change my face, I'd change my clothes, I'd change for you
(But I) wanna be myself and no one else, no I gotta stay true
Can't be on my own, need you by my side, no we're not through
What do I say, what can I do?

I would change my face, I'd change my clothes, I'd change for you
(But I) wanna be myself and no one else, no I gotta stay true
Can't be on my own, need you by my side, no we're not through
What do I say, what can I do?

of course (sake)

instagram - @nubieheartsing
OSSWorld ✨🌐
#HeartSing💗💌
Lyrics
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Nubie
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Chorus
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I'm obsessed I swear I'm serious
Your eyes and the way that you're speaking
Heartbeats collide let's sync them
I need a raft I'm sinking
I'll be there in the moment
Hot nights are getting colder
I know it's hard to leave this
I know it's hard just breathe in
Just breathe in
Just breathe in
I need you breathing
I wanna see you
I know it's hard believe me
I'll keep your heart on beating
I won't be here forever
One day we'll break this tether
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Verse
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Tether, tether
One day we'll break this tether
One day, one day
Someday we'll be together
I'm freezing in the winter
For you I'll try to better
I know, I know 
I know someday we'll be together 
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Chorus
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I'm obsessed I swear I'm serious
Your eyes and the way that you're speaking
Heartbeats collide let's sync them
I need a raft I'm sinking
I'll be there in the moment
Hot nights are getting colder
I know it's hard to leave this
I know it's hard just breathe in

I Think You're Beautiful If That Even Matters To You

Produced By @pyu
Happily Ever After Xx

lyrics;
i still remember ur favorite song
the way we'd dance when the night felt long
the way you'd laugh till u couldnt breathe
living without u feels so wrong T_T
u gotta tell me what you need
baby i dont wanna get this wrong
live in a dream with you and me
look in the mirror , girl im gone yeaa

do you smile when u hear my name?
what do you see when u think of my face?
stay right here till my heart decay
live for u, live for the pain Yeaa
i got my fangs out
dk what to say now
i got one last thing to ask you

do you miss me at all?
or did that all fade?
girl i promise im waiting
i told u id stay
will i see you tomorrow?
or see you today?
girl i promise ill stay right here
until its happily ever after

maybe, one day
ill be right back where u wanted me
but till then ill keep a hole in my heart
cus i could never replace uu

₍^. .^₎⟆ Tomorrow / Today (@metapyu)

this song was made for my birthday :) i'm 20 !!!

feat by @peiflowy x @ogmatrixx
prod by @sparkl3xo

Lyrics:

[ @trustohm ]
It’s my birthday, I turn 20
I got cake, I don’t need many
I feel weird, but I got plenty
Fake my smile, but still look friendly
Light the fire, close my eyes
Make a wish, then look at sky

It’s my birthday, I turn 20
I got cake, I don’t need many
I feel weird, but I got plenty
Fake my smile, but still look friendly
Light the fire, close my eyes
Make a wish, then look at sky
People change, but I don't cry
Just say hi, then say good bye
Bye (6x)

I wake up, feel the sun
Still feel small, but I’m not done
Turnin’ twenty, not that fun
Miss the days when I could run
Friends all gone, I stay still
Feel too much, can't just chill
Idk what is real
But I smile like I will heal

[ @peiflowy ]
All these days are turning hella faster
Close my eyes I'm 20 in a flash, yeah
To be honest I don't know if I should be happy or sad
Every time I close my eyes I just see the fucking past
I was just a little kid enjoying my life
Now that I've been moving on I don't feel this right
I've been holding so many regrets
I'm falling way back in the mess
I’m thinking of life way less
I just wanna be wit my friends
We are departed cause were getting fucking older
But that is okay cause I'm holding on their shoulders
I will remember all the memories we made
Stuck in my head, We Just Keep It On Save 

[ @ogmatrixx ]
Fake smile I dont care
I still look friendly I try my best
But from now on i dont know what to expect
I just hope I will be alright
From now on I dont know
My head wont stop hurting
At this rate I may just cry alone
So todays my chance if I take it
It might be now or never

[ @trustohm ]
Time go fast, tick, tick, tick
Tryna be strong, brick by brick
Fake that laugh, play that trick
But my heart still feel so sick

Talk to me, I feel alone
Text all night, still on phone
I grow up, im on my own
Happy day? Idk

20 w/ pei flowy, OGMaTrixx (sparkle)



@1akura

im hoping that one day
might both of our souls meet
come close and i'll hold you
maybe you could hold me
you're everything i'd want
i'll make you my only
even if the sky falls
you'll never be lonely

i was so lost
then i found you
i was so torn
you make me feel brand new
it feels so warm
just being around you
you're my savior, my angel, my home

i'm far from perfect
but i'll do anything to show you that you're worth it
you mend my scars and stitch my heart just like a surgeon
keep messing up on how to love but now i'm learning


home (akura)

yuske lyrics:

got 2 muh 2 say 
ya baby i cant lie
i get to the cheddar
imma take it now its mine
she wanna go back
told her i cant waste no time
i got too much stress on me
put it on my melodies
baby tell me where u at
you know im one call away
tell me where the time and place
told me that u needed space
gave my heart to u
but u threw it all away
it dont even matter
water on my neck got vvs
cartier on my wrist, remember I was broke then
had to get my dough back
i did it all by myself

yuske - cant lie (sleepy + luckey + mixedmatches)

candy drop prod @over

@peiflowy
I’ve been really losing time,
Been grindin n shit,
Been losing my moods,
Been throwin a fit,
Uh can’t sip mo,
I’m tired as shit,
I’m counting bands,
I need mo quick,
I need some stars on my roof yeah,
Talking my shit gotta prove yeah,
Sippin in da back of the coupe yeah,
Stepping it back to my roots yeah,
I swear that I’ve been trying,
Don’t put me down to the dirt,
This pain got me hiding,
Please don’t make it worse,
Everything is not about you,
Like do you understand that,
Tryna make you proud too,
It’s getting hard to plan that.

@crossnecklace
its getting harder to love u
baby girl why should i trust u
sippin on drank to forget u
cuz ur just tryna fuck me up
girl im trying
u fucked me up, im dying
im high asf, im flying
u hurt me but im trying to move on
i need more bottles, i need 2 more rum
im done with fighting, im just tryna run

girl it doesnt make sense
cuz i did it all for u
but u fucked it up
u gon fuck it up again

i need 2 more rum yeah
2 more runs yeah
cant get enough nah
im not done nah 

i need 2 more rum yeah
2 more runs yeah
cant get enough nah
i aint done nah

throwin fits (sheknowimasoulja)

Love note

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