twikipedia - unreleased 4 (demo)

on my own
since nowhere i go ever feels like home
and you know how it is
to want somewhere to sit around and be
but the cost
of privacy is a lot
look at the photograph and think
you're where you need to be

and i've grown tired of this place
i'll make the sure the mirrors break
when someone else stares back
these days i've stopped of plans
giving everything away
and letting my plants die

i'll stick for you
because you don't deserve to be alone

while so scared of judgement but selfish to think
i would do the same sin with god looking at me
i would do the same thing were you looking at me
i would do the same thing were you looking at us

the usual (demo)

scrap from iflas
scrapped because : voice is particularly annoying in this one / instrumental is too much like still-life

i saw you in someone
not for any reason
not for any reason at all
yet you kept seeing me
taking a look inside last time
im so caught up in reason
with nothing going on
nothing going on around here
watering and letting grow
something beyond my fears
i notice the motifs in your work
i know what heals you
i know what hurts
this winter season dont come outside
dont try, and dont ask me why
you made me see traces
some traits in some people
yeah you made me think the whole world was evil
im forgetting everything that you tried to teach
we're living in bliss while covered in some debris

dont be so full of yourself (demo)

found in "ran leaks" chat on telegram, sent by @vveerrbb

twikipedia – family photo

Minha tentative de fazer uma musica "twee pop", era pra estar no meu album quando eu comecei a fazer ele mas joguei fora em uma semana.  Lancei por que se não ia ficar num limbo musical.

One day the world had told me to stay
And then the light above had faded away
I think you're weird, Something so hard to explain
I'll stick around until you tell me that I should move out the way

I know 
That everything feels so real
And if you stared at me long enough, you'd start to get how I feel
These days are hard to put into words sometimes
How dare you make me feel so alive
I wanna know what's your deal

I hate you because you look like me
It's not your fault at all
Summer nights where it's hard to breathe
I'd find you in my coat
Maybe it's always been you

Musica de 18 de Agosto de 2024.

Is It Just Me

FACGCE Capo 1

Now you're stuck and it's your fault
I tried hard to help you through you it all
It was so simple
You fucked up when you just had to apologize

Don't stand so close to the TV
Cause you might see something you like
You're so special so unique
I wish that I could take your mind

If this brain was somehow easier to mold
I'd get it just the way i like
I'd be someone with a little bit more courage
And wouldn't feel the need to lie

Wishing i'd stop talking
I can't seem to shut my mouth when i need to
You didn't mean to leave me alone
But I spoke early, way too soon
And there was nothing you could do but see through me

I couldn't help but notice the calluses up on your hand
Don't live with your fists closed

Take that empathy you have and shove it somewhere else
I don't need your pity I'll feel sorry for myself
Oh to think the finished painting had so many lines to see

Now I'm stuck and it's my fault, reach out and I'll cut your arms in half
It was so simple, so easy to speak on my behalf
Now you're gone and it's all up to me to clean up your mess
And I'm back to thinking that I need someone to care for me
Why'd it have to be so easy?

tackle

The world made you forget

Scrapped song from "i felt like a sketch" by key vs. locket
Happy birthday to me
Too lazy to write lyrics
Eb standard

Is It Just Me

keyvslocket2