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My Caution Line

Celluloid

Blackbox Life Recorder 21f

all solo beats
just posting for fun
prod. @deltaost / @twikipedia
0:00 - music box
0:50 - blue spring
1:36 - parasite
2:12 - millenium
2:50 - look back

friends message me if interested
not for sale or use
10/19/2024

#fodase24

Minha tentative de fazer uma musica "twee pop", era pra estar no meu album quando eu comecei a fazer ele mas joguei fora em uma semana.  Lancei por que se não ia ficar num limbo musical.

One day the world had told me to stay
And then the light above had faded away
I think you're weird, Something so hard to explain
I'll stick around until you tell me that I should move out the way

I know 
That everything feels so real
And if you stared at me long enough, you'd start to get how I feel
These days are hard to put into words sometimes
How dare you make me feel so alive
I wanna know what's your deal

I hate you because you look like me
It's not your fault at all
Summer nights where it's hard to breathe
I'd find you in my coat
Maybe it's always been you

Musica de 18 de Agosto de 2024.

Is It Just Me

Standard

we won't be sisters
try to erase me
you dared to have my hand through your clothes again
don't you know we need some space
just maybe it was a phase in the end
i can't hold onto one weekend
i won't hold onto impossibles too
if the memory ends i might break
no one at all should know
don't be so afraid
in the limit, there's more you could take
i won't say if there's no curatives left
so go and find some on your own

lately, i've been having this dream
with some kind of earthquake shaking everything
i had seen this figure hold onto my hand
even though i knew there was no one left
and now the dream has gotten old
i wake up shaking, not from fear but something else
something i don't know
(i wasn't afraid of you at all)
(i wanna stray away)
(i wasn't afraid of you at all)

if we had to try
wouldn't it feel wronger to start over
doing whatever all over again?
but i shouldn't know
in the end of the world let's watch all the meteors fall
why wait until we're gone?

and i wanna see everything i'm missing
we all wanna be something that we're not
you'll feel accomplished for someone that looks like me
don't try so hard to get rid of everything

hourglass memory

D Standard

forget what you want deep down and do enough
not anything more
you changed what you wanna do but it's alright, maybe you just grew up
while in hard times in life, you'll play with your luck and walk on a tightrope
know someone who's likely to play with their heart and wear it on a sleeve

even if nobody knew about it
i know you still do
and think of me
don't let anything hang out the covers
don't stray too far
you know where you're supposed to be
and it's not where you are
i don't wanna hold your hand or stare
into your eyes anymore

and if i knew what to say
i'd just say it
i try to shut my mouth
there's no use in complaining
you make a fool of yourself yet i still wanna see you
i know what fading looks like
and you're time based, snowman
tell me what you wanna do, i'll tell you if you can
i have this feeling, you're melting away
don't let the years pass, don't forget my face, face, face

you have this way
of spewing out words
i never understood
because you wasted away your medal's bronze
at least you weren't fourth
we would've been out of here
had you gave thought
to who's really in charge

even if nobody knew about it
i know you still do
and think of me
don't let anything hang out the covers
your heart went dry you gave all the love you had
you know where you're supposed to be
and it's not where you are
i don't wanna hold your hand or stare
into your eyes anymore

Je

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