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April 2nd

You Don’t Understand

Chasin Lights

Runway

thank u all i love u

[Lyrics]
(Verse)
Honestly I'm tired
It's the same things
But I'd rather die than let you go & change things
I know
Time is wasting
And everything's been weighing on me lately
I know

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

(Verse)
Do it get lonely down in Auburn
You'll miss the sun if you don't get up in time for it
Heaven sent , Heaven paralyze me
Look into my eyes till the end of time
Said that I'll be fine by the summer time
Wait until that dust settle down
I was out in LA trying to make it off the couch
I done lost so many folks, that's getting hard to count
But I swear it never hurt, you could check the bank account
I'm in last and in first

(Bridge)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
(I should've known, that's the way it works)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone

(Verse)
I hope
I see you when it's done
I've seen the way it ends
It ends
It always ends
The same
The same
What're you waiting for
What're you waiting for

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

END OF TIMES

END OF TIMES (patrick o'neill kbl wishlane)

Produced by Rosesleeves & Cesare Franceschi

Lyrics-
Why did I get drunk to talk to you
Just went on bout nothing new
I feel so bad about it
So embarrassed bout it
Really didn’t think all of this through
Not that bad but I could sink
Through the floor about it
Put me through the wall about it

I should’ve known that you’d cross the line
God knows
This wouldn’t be the first time
But I thought that you’d feel for me
Cause you live for shit like this
You never call it quits
I was wrong you don’t adore me
But you didn’t have to flip out
I got the message

Why did I get drunk to talk to you
Just went on bout nothing new
I feel so bad about it
So embarrassed bout it
Really didn’t think all of this through
Not that bad but I could sink
Through the floor about it
Put me through the wall about it

You know it’s fine know it’s fine
When you tell me that it’s not
I got high last night
I woke up and now you’re gone
And it happens all the time
Tell me is it me that’s on your mind
You know it’s fine if you don’t want me to stay
I’m wasting all my time, wish it’d all just go away
I got too much on my mind, think I need another day
I don’t ever wanna say bye
To my head
Thinking bout you instead
And I don’t wanna ruin it
But I just want you and I

Why did I get drunk to talk to you
Just went on bout nothing new
I feel so bad about it
So embarrassed bout it
Really didn’t think all of this through
Not that bad but I could sink
Through the floor about it
Put me through the wall about it

So Bad About It

So Bad About It (feat. re6ce)

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Don't die

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Circa 2020

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Night Charade

CHEESECAKE

MEAN GIRL

i don't ever wanna make you feel this way
hanging onto every little thing you say
baby i stuck my neck out for you
i guess i assumed you'd changed
baby

tell me am i dumb for thinking this could be so different this time around
say i waste all my days away but you know i'd rather die than let you down
let you down

still i wish you well
you saw how hard i fell
i kept my end up for you
and i proved i always will
you said i'm what you want
say you'd stick around baby that's a bold lie
seeing all red like roll tide
wouldn't change, i could see it with both eyes
your life's just how you want and i don't wanna pass you by
hate how i watched you walk alone but i can't go back now
darling
i don't wanna wait around for it

i don't ever wanna make you feel this way
hanging onto every little thing you say
baby i stuck my neck out for you
i guess i assumed you'd changed
baby

tell me am i dumb for thinking this could be so different this time around
say i waste all my days away but you know i'd rather die than let you down
let you down

blameless

i ain't wanna wait for it
you think i'm not patient 
i don't need a safe word
i'm not the same boy
nothing is sacred
how do i say this
i aint got the brain for it
and i'd still call you by your name
but i don't got the same voice
would you still recognize me

(will you still recognize me)

now you're 5'10 and four sizes bigger
boy better keep tabs on who hanging with you
you're on the same thing but you paid for it
and there's still nothing to say for it
and time fly like nothing, don't it?
you abide by, but don't condone it
and the words burn like speeding bullets
and the truth hurts any way you put it
and the truth hurts any way you put it

to get like this i aint need no help
came this far just to ruin myself
without my brothers i'd   myself
had to charge it to the game; almost billed myself
to get like this i aint need no help
came this far just to ruin myself
without my brothers i'd   myself
without my brothers i'd kill myself

i ain't wanna wait for it
you think i'm not patient 
i don't need a safe word
i'm not the same boy
nothing is sacred
how do i say this
i aint got the brain for it
and i'd still call you by your name
but i don't got the same voice
would you still recognize me

boymotherfucker

guess what you said rings true;
i know you better than i know myself
remember you told me you loved me
and cared; i'm not someone to help
but tell me am i wrong for wanting way more
and it's obvious no
that this was just the end but
darling what stings the most is i don't know how you felt

but baby you're not your mistakes
was i the one who led you this far in the first place
first place
i let you go i know
things just won't change
but i understand
i'm not the same saint that i was
you could rest easy knowing i wont ever change
i wont

i fear i played my part way too well
if you stayed would it change, i can't tell
i've been chasing dotted lines i guess
all the precious time i spent
you're not a ghost
baby i want you around
to tell me i had some more time
to tell me how you felt
i wasted time and paid the price
i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i paid the price
and i won't let go

guess what you said rings true;
i know you better than i know myself
remember you told me you loved me
and cared; i'm not someone to help
but tell me am i wrong for wanting way more
and it's obvious no
that this was just the end but
darling what stings the most is i don't know how you felt

BLUE

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