Sleepsex - Let Go

prod @withdrawncpcty and @tnfmb

lyrics 

snuff:

my face decaying, yeah
watch me in my grave, yeah
i want ur face, yeah
baby lets display it
cut with rythm
pls dont stop
barb wired
my future rots
i got bodies in my closet
u can c my heart is rotten
i can see ur soul is plastic
i dont wnna be an addict
happiness deficent
wnna be ur bad romance
my life is a fkn trance
and my eyes r made of glass
beat me down my soul is bleeding
artificial plastic feeling
i jus wnna feel real
i dont wnna have to kms :(
it was too good to be true i need help
find me in the woods until i fkn kms
u saw a rope right there
isnt it clear?
i fucking kms n u didnt even shed a tear
starving like eugenia i wnna be skinny ya
when i kms make it pretty ya
i need a body fix
i need a new bitch
i need corpses
i need a corpse lift
i wnna dig deep
until i hit it
forest morbid weep
im the fresh meat
i wnna drain my problems down
alcohol adrenochrome
i rly hope i od 
so i dont wake up and see
wats left of me
after i rip off my skin

my heart is rotten #morbidpop w/ cholorofilm (withdrawn + tnfmb)

prod takuori

with @1stress

lyrics

snuff

display me like im rare carving hearts for me to tear
its so plastic n unfair, all is sealed with spiderwebs
i felt sad when i bled out for the leeches
lip 2 lip she was sewn with stitches
covered up in melancholy 
is it the xans or my insomnia
i take meds 2 fall asleep 
i took all the benzodiazepine
it was all a dream
such a scary scene 
blood and guts and screams 
slitted witch, i jus need a wish
i wnna die in piece, suicide is all i need
baby break my ribs and cut my arms
im dying alone in the dark
 
stress

idc if ur sleeping
wide awake when im dreaming
have u heard of necromancy 
reanimating ur arteriez x_X
idc abt anything anymore
saw my eyes out 
gave my <3 to that whore 
got a cuttr on my left if im ever feeling bored 

snuff

american body i wnna b a hottie
be my morbid Mordel worshiping ur body
cut snuff wrist take cute pics
sniff coke bitch im off the ketamine
twisted flicks she was in
glamour queen sober still
overdose on drugs and pills
i jus puked my fkn meal
i hit rock bottom i need a new body
i need an  autopsy i feel nice starving

stress

suicidal love bby lets have some fun
bby dont say tht we're done x2 
russian roulette i would play with the gun

lip2lip #stitches w/ 1stress (takuori)

prod @wthdrwn

lyrics

I need a nurse with a hammer
to break my bones with glamorous
im posted like an actor
girl i love ur  texture
my taxidermia queen
i wnna kiss ur skin
i fucking watched u bleed
ur soul is sick but im sick 4 it
stripped her clothes off now she on her knees 
i see a new toy when i look at u
u look so distant did i annoy u
nothing lasts forever and it hurts sm </3
today ur so blue easing all the cuts
did u puke when u saw her guts?
i feel like dying cus im left out too much
kill urself if ur a dirty whore
covered up in blood and its all urs
im dying here on the floor (x3)
lacerate me i just need a new nose
i am disgusting im gnna overdose
if u murdr me bby do it slow
keep on moving if u r a dirty hoe
i got red marks all ovr my body
ill never change cus ill always hate parties
doll parts suicide, do u rly wnna die?
i love those pretty eyes they make wnna cry

taxidermia queen #illneverchange (withdrawn)

prod tnfmb & withdrawn 

my face decaying yeah, watch me in my grave ya
want ur face yeah baby lets desplay it
cut with rythm, please dont stop 
you cut me open, I feel so fucking lost
i got bodies all around, i feel broken in the morning
youre all I thnk about, life is pretty not important 
spread the blood on your face, i dont wanna waste away
life is pretty when i decay, dont wanna recognize my face
i need a smile like a smile, havent felt pretty in a while
my heart for you would run a mile <3, pretty cover up in bile
sleep tight, lets die tonight, another line, wont cross the line 

dont feel alive, it was not a surprise, when i cut u open baby i wanna see you die 
dont wanna be whats best for me, they gonna bury you next to me
my brain isnt default, numb me up like a dog
love you till my heart stop, love you till i rot
I keep on waiting delirious, everybody's so serious 
ye dis drugs r gonna kill us, crying looking at the mirror 
i dont wana wake up, i just wanna get drug 
im so fucking done, lifes not fun 
cut me open in the club, dont know how to love 
please dont break my trust, baby youre my scary crush 
these drugs they aint helping 
nothing can help me 
dead need my sally 
alive im just barely

nothing can help me #buryustogether *my heart is rotten 2* (tnfmb + withdrawn)

december 20th, 2010

lyrics:
Running back 
Gonna lose my mind
If I live another day 
If I spend another night
Your suffocating me love
I don't wanna cry love
I just wanna bad romance
Take a chance on a heart like this
It's a little bit broke but it's nothing that you can't fix 
I'll just waste away as I'm thinking of you
I'll just fall asleep so I can dream about you

Maybe one day one day
You will feel the same about me 
Maybe one day one day
You'll say you couldn't live without me

Watch my heart turn black
I hope you find someone to treat you right
You deserve the best
I know I'm not the one for you
I know I tried my best 
But I can't be alone
It's miserable
I want you to consume me
How do I tell you
I'm just to nervous
I just wanna end it but you gave me a purpose

I'm sad so I wrote this

I'm sad so I wrote this (prod. paradox)

Songs:

guardin - inside [@guardinmusic] 
heroine diaries x daine - you're all i've got but i don't even have you [@heroinediaries x @daine-lauren]
thebreathingbackwards (@stationsix) - alive [ft. @cloudhighcomeup]
Lil Xtra - Spring Never Comes [@lilxtraatl]

Isolation Is Really Making You Hate Yourself, Isn't It (slowed?)

Luke The Great