Lyrics:

This is a real true song
Kinda like how you feel when you're alone
And only God knows 
Only God knows 
Only everyone 
Where let’s go
Only you and me 
And everyone 

Ya wooh I really wanna 
I really wanna 
But something inside of me wants better 
Ya wooh better 
Better
Better
Somethings inside wants something better
Ya wooh
I really wanna 
I just wanna 
But something inside inside only God knows

Used to have many problems let me paint you a picture 
Canvas I’ve been trying to live in
Let me see if I can use my sync in chronos kid in the city power
Used to wonder around like fade away
Pluck a bud off the ground try to fill that void someway somehow
Looking for change maybe I’ll stumble on
So I can 
Drink away my fears
That ticking clock is stuck still 
Between the place of hope and feels 
I used to roam around 
Anything I could find just to find comfort somehow stay blessed 
Now my habits changed 
I’m thinking about all this cash filling up my bank 
Try to get around the paparazzi coming in the paint paint a face
More ladies than I can count dancing to this place all the while the homies all get down to this haze
Just best moments shared all around
So I sit on the patio of another hotel or so
A tour coming to keep me comfortable 
Working to find that one peace place so wonderful
Something I could boast with such ease 
All the while the fam doing fine while I take in the breeze
I want to retire from this thinking 
From this constant wondering 
Yes I really wanna
I can’t lie I might just do whatever the drug of life you bring is so sweet 
I don’t know if I should feel but 
I know it can get bitter
That money in my pocket is more important tho 
After that I’ll Cruz with you through it all
Spark a blunt drink it off smoke a dub pop something feel alive 
All the while I feel great of what’s to come 

The pain the anger 
It twists my needs to something other 
Maybe there’s a horizon 
Someplace I could just let you have it 
Be done with it and rest somber 
The hope the laughter
The love brings me back to another place
I feel confused and certain in place
I tell her I tell got I try to
Let me just be at peace like any other place

Ya wooh I really wanna 
I really wanna 
But something inside of me wants better 
Ya wooh better 
Better
Better
Somethings inside wants something better
Ya wooh
I really wanna 
I just wanna 
But something inside inside only God know

Ya I still wanna 
I want to let it all out
All the thoughts I have I just want it out
So ferocious
So dominant so wanting to just control till the end
I have to be truthful 
I would probably do it
I just want peace forever
It all up to 
It's all up to 
It's all up to you
It's all up to
like ya whoo
I wanna just feel that moment in time
Where I'm just like
All i see is smiles
All i see are colorful moments of what I thought
Like a rainbow or a star light
That will shine bright
Something like what this song makes me think about.

Ya I really wanna
Oh I i I really
Oh I really wanna 
Oh I i I really

I Guess It's Up To GXD (Instrumental)

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I Guess It's Up To GXD (Instrumental)

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