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tuck me in ♡ (prod. kamikaze)

remi12gauge 2020
and i try, i try to..
 non profit**

runaway

runaway (prod. beatsnotfound)

so gone

so gone w/ killmesumday

castle oblivion <//3
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baby where did the peace go
u been gone for too long
its too long 
baby whats with the ego
i know i was wrong 
but pls dont go
taking drugs till i feel numb
u can tell in my face i cant feel nun
but the pain neva last long
i know i was wrong
but pls dont go

dont wanna think about it
get fucked up everynight 
u tell me that i aint shit
but i guess sometimes u right
tryna speed thru this city
but i keep hitting every red light
and i reach for ur hand
but u not there on my right
u cant love me 
but u can fuck me 
u cant trust me
im unlucky 
who u gunna love now
is u done now
theres no love now
watch me break down 
dont wanna think about it
get fucked up everynight 
u tell me that i aint shit
but i guess sometimes u right
tryna speed thru this city
but i keep hitting every red light
and i reach for ur hand
but u not there on my right
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<3

-emo fruits aka i ruined everything and im such a dumb boy :,(

castle oblivion (prod taurs)

Love Letter ft zenny

https://soundcloud.com/greenkaktus
 

turn the lights off
turn the lights off
i can't sleep now
pull up at your house
is it love when you bring me so down
i keep breaking but you bring me back around
and it hurts when you say you love me 
i know you don't
i just want you to want me 
i know you won't
i know that you don't think of me when you're alone
and i've been trying to stay
but your so cold

i'll never be the person you want
everyday you make it harder and harder to trust
i would do anything
but nothing is ever enough
if you dont need me then tell me 
i'm sick of faking the love
sick of you faking to care
but you push me away
i know you see how it kills me 
but you don't care anyway
i know it's sad that im still trying
you don't care anyway

lights/breaking [kaktus]

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth  

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

Paranoid shy and anxious
I don't want no new friendships
All they do is make me nervous
Staying lowkey and cautious
A lot of people out here toxic
They never got your best interest
But I already know how it is
I've been on my own since a kid

I've been alone
For so long
Don't know the place I belong
Just floating round like a ghost
I can't let anyone close
I'm crying on my cracked screen
Wishing you would hear me
Wish I could rest in peace
Lay me down underneath

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

spotify

bloodstains (prod. taylor morgan + 4evr + saint tomorrow)

Issues

Enemy

Enemy. w/ SpaceMan Zack

lyrics

do you fucking care at all
you're making it pitiful 
i'm sorry that i ruined your life
i can't take it back if i wanted to
i'm tired
you just wanna kill me
you're sour

dead to rights you had me
this is what you paid for
what if i'm a liar
would you have called it
this is your desire
so why can't you own it

pushing me around again
you know this is not what i had in mind at all
too many phone calls, too many white lies

okay, i've made mistakes 
yeah, i can admit it
but can you really dig the feeling i give
when you're pissed is this what i miss
i won't bitch cause really i did
x5 i did
you bitch

do you fucking care at all
you're making it pitiful 
i'm sorry that i ruined your life
i can't take it back if i wanted to
i'm tired
you just wanna kill me
you're sour

you're sour to the max
always on my back
i bet you send 100 texts
guess that i'm a wreck
it's always what you want 
and what you say is how it goes
so let the river flow 
while i'm picking at my elbow

i'm not how i used to be
and i don't lie
i'm really on your side
but you don't really want me too
i'm okay with being used i'm a loser

on your side i don't wanna be alive
you can tell this is a bad time
i can tell that this is not right
make it better this time

do you fucking care at all
you're making it pitiful 
i'm sorry that i ruined your life
i can't take it back if i wanted to
i'm tired
you just wanna kill me
you're sour

sour (prod. jody)

@93FEETOFSMOKE x @youngburial x @anxietyattackss


cuz i don't have the time
shrug it off and skip the line
miss the beat and pay the price
cuz i can’t decide 
if it's worth it in my mind
if it's worth it in my mind

i-i-i-i-i i hit decline 
i tap out of focus but i never hit rewind 
cuz-
i-i-i-i no i wouldn't mind
i don't wanna hang out with nobody anymore

no phone don't care, i said i was sleeping
never hit u back u said i’m changing like the seasons
never quick 2 dial always in denial
i don't wanna lie tho i just wanna be alone
don’t go nowhere sleep until the sun down
ashes in the back porch embers in the front lawn
wake up how'd i get here? 
trying to get my head clear
better luck for next year
better when i’m on my own
 
no new friends just new hobbies
no plans just text me ooooooo
only answer somebody
who i care about
not u
no new friends please don't call me
i’ve made it this far on my own
only answer somebody who i care about fuck uuu



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fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE - a frequency pulling my head towards the woods (ft. anxiety attacks!)

prod: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cW2xwXBYr5k&ab_channel=recycleBin
coverart: 
https://twitter.com/Yariya_art
https://twitter.com/negyddiaeth

Red Eyes (Prod. Recyclebin)

Sunrise feat. Foreign Forest & LePlay(Prod. lilidentitycrisis)

prod/mix/master/feat/cover @trechorboy
feat. @deadbrokeofficial

TRECH:
we fell through.
but i still feel you on my skin. 
like a tattoo,
your permanence is in my mind.
i won’t forget you,
so don’t forget me.

often i think that,
life has no meaning.
inside im screaming.
i fight these feelings.
covered in drip but,
looks are decieving.

DEAD BROKE:
fuck you, i’ve been really sad,
this the last time.
i don't wanna live, i don't need life.
tonight i guess i’ll cry for the last time.
barrel to my head, couldn't give a fuck.
just tell me that i have it all.
give it all up, if i was enough,
she don't see it in me no.

sometimes i wish that i could be happy,
a world where we left off, changed oh so fastly.

Enemy. w/ SpaceMan Zack

lullabyboy