you definitely do not miss man always bring that next level every song you drop 🎸

produced by: caps ctrl

vocals,mixing,mastering and artwork: birdbay

Lyrics:

(hook)

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else
i’ve been doing the numbers and i’m getting out

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else

(verse)

i’ve been under the pressure i’m tryna do my best
i’ve been tryna be myself i’m doing my best i swear

i’ve been down, i’ve been down, i’ve been down again

i’ve been losing my crown when i falling in

i don’t wanna be apart of your one sided history 

i don’t, i don’t wanna be apart of your history 
or atleast not the story that you’re telling
i don’t really wanna like it but i have to 

(hook)

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else
i’ve been doing the numbers and i’m getting out

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else

earl grey [caps ctrl]

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0oGcZfAZaOby4FVubPcrFQ

not my greatest work but I needed to make this b4 I exploded

take me back to last july (prod. skellington)

Feat: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova

Prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxaOkiKd0n_Ufvbq6gEnSow

hey i miss you w/hazenova (prod. AKAMII)

dead broke:
It's getting colder at night, she thinks that I wanna die,
I'm losing sleep and my sight, but no one's around for me.
This room was never empty, I think that's why it hurts me,
Don't know how much they love me, I'm fading into nothing.

idkconundrum:
I can't breathe, it's skin deep, needle wit the ink, 
like the way it poked in, like we did when we were young-
and dumb.

dead broke:
you're just a fly on the wall, is it that hard to make calls,
I fall asleep all the time, and take a tab just to fall.
you want me dead not alive, secrets you hide deep inside.
I know about your love life, I drown my pain every night-
in alcohol, and aderall.

idkconundrum:
Girl I thought this shit was perfect, why the hell do I deserve this?
running around like you earned it, girl you know you didn't do shit.
But she talk to me nice and I love it, shawty pull on my strings like a puppet,
and we doing all this shit in public, but shell never be mine so fuck it,

dead broke:
and we doing all this shit in public, I make a bag and I spend like a hundred,
everything that I wanted, I got it. Give me a reason to love you, I want it.
She see me in HD, I got police running after me. She thinks it's attractive, and I hate it, cos she sees through me,

It's getting colder at night, she thinks that I wanna die,
I'm losing sleep and my sight, but no one's around for me.
This room was never empty, I think that's why it hurts me,
Don't know how much they love me, I'm fading into nothing.

idkconundrum:
I can't breathe, it's skin deep, needle wit the ink, 
like the way it poked in, like we did when we were young-
and dumb.

dead broke:
you're just a fly on the wall, is it that hard to make calls?

Fly on the Wall ft. idkconundrum (prod. rxhff)

i’d rather die than live like this ft.cutdeep (afterlife)

Exhausted. w/ Pradalex (prod. Taurs x ghoul x synthetic)

i wana die with u (prod. xmichaelwarren x jean parker)

this song is officially on Spotify and all major streaming services 🫶
https://open.spotify.com/track/3nT9S7hmprVOuFddHkdZX3?si=eOYP4-eNRveZFJL7lolDhg

shout out @rip_therapper for the art :)

stream on spotify here

guess this is the end (prod. siemspark x drmabeats)

produced by: @malithmusic

lyrics:

and ill stand right by ur side, meet u at 9,
behind ur hair u hide, and thats a bad sign,
i wanna make it to July, hope we make it to July 

everytime she's around, yeah I fuckin flatline, 
pretty sure nobody should be that nice,
in my arms you cried, i promised you a better life

get out
im done
say goodbye to your mum
they all told me
you're the one
I guess everyone was wrong
ppl keep on dragging
my name in the mud
u cant catch me lacking,
I put that on my blood,
I FEEL THE scene is cracking,
and it don't feel too good, 
about the boys in black, yeah
you're fake not misunderstood 

and ill stand right by ur side, meet u at 9,
behind ur hair u hide, and thats a bad sign,
i wanna make it to July, i hope we make it to July 

everytime she's around, yeah I fuckin flatline, 
pretty sure nobody should be that nice,
in my arms you cried, i promised you a better life

meet at night
bedroom eyes
thats a sign
did u lie
I fell on
to the knife
arms u cry
better life

july (malith)

prod. splashgvng @splashgvng on yt

Don't fall in love with me,
I told you it was bad,
you did it anyways,
I'm sorry 'bout my past,
If I could run away, I'd do it, hold your hand,
and leave all of my pain, in massachussetts,

You're the one who that would pull me out,
When I'm sad and I'm on the ground,
feet down in the sand below,
I stand tall coz I cannot drown,

For you, and the ones I love,
it's so hard when you have a gun,
so close, but it seems so far,
I'm in love with your scars.

numb

LYRICS: 
am i too dangerous for you,
(for you)
i’m too dangerous for me,
when i get overwhelmed i try so hard,
to just stop and breathe, (and breathe)
i don’t really think that i’m still losing,
but i know i’m not catching a dub,
i think that i’m not broken , 
cause i always seem to think about love.

i remember when things were easy, 
and i remember when i didn’t have a job,
i remember when i didn’t wanna kill myself,
i remember when we all just got along ,

but now im falling apart inside my basement,
and i remember all of the moves i made wrong
but if i roll another glizzy imma face it,
and write about my feelings before they’re all gone,

it’s the coming of age that made me hopeless,
it’s the 9-5 job that made me feel like dick,
it’s the way the acid hit on the carpet, 
and it’s the way i never realized to talk my shit,

i remember when things were easy, 
i remember when i didn’t have a job,
i remember when i didn’t wanna kill myself,
i remember when we all just got along,

but,
 i fall down and i don’t get up much,(get up much)
and i’m getting high before i think bout lunch,
but i think i’m finally at a crossroad, 
i wanna give up but what the fuck do i think i know, (x2)

Exhausted. w/ Pradalex (prod. Taurs x ghoul x synthetic)

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