Broken Promises (feat. skele & emptychest) [+ sogimura]

hiraeth. eight months in the making.
featuring: @onlyfriendyeah
produced by: @lindenblossom
cover art by: @ejcarrmusic
i hope you enjoy <3
thank you for everything.

lyrics:
it feels like im missing something
a portrait unfinished
my life has been next to nothing
a chord thats diminished

cuz i’ll wait for change
and better days
just to come home with nothin
or maybe i’ll
just stay the same
cuz im too good at suffering
and i could always
take the blame
for all of my shortcomings 

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(onlyfriend)
maybe it's all for nothing
all the choices i make lead me closer to the coffin
no i can't take the weight of the changes
and i don't rly know what i'm doing
just pretend that you can't see me fading
and shy away raising no alarms
like i'm safe from harm
when i'm too far gone
and i can't hear a word from you

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(both)
hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

hiraeth (feat. onlyfriend) [linden]

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[+] people change, but they don't change much
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=86Ij9Qf31sg

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[intro:]
like how am I the bad one?
said that I could always have ya
now look into my eyes tell me what you see
I know im not real but I still bleed

[hook:]
baby u the one, u the one for me
you could tell the truth its a hard thing
I don't wanna feel, do you feel me?
but I still need your love, play my heart strings 2x

[verse: 1]
running thru my head
im startin to think there's something wrong with me
she done took my energy and cut me to the artery
I cant tell If this is real or just a fantasy
I been thinking of you girl but do you think of me
do you think of me, 10 toes down now you really wanna speak to me
I don't got peace in me, I been fucked up so much
there aint no stopping me....
I know u hear me when im speaking on the beat
I let it ride when I need.....
but you the one I need, one I need yea

[hook:]
baby u the one, u the one for me
you could tell the truth its a hard thing
I don't wanna feel, do you feel me?
but I still need your love, play my heart strings 2x

[outro:]
people change, but they don't change much
she just wanna hit me when im up
I stg I had enough
you don't even know how much it took to give u up
I still feel the pain baby even with your love

I don't wanna feel, do you feel me

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i don't wanna feel, do you feel me? (+ MUSIC VIDEO)

produced by tsurreal x jkei 

i rock my at2020 like all night
i got bags on my eyes but I'm alright
and my wrist baby you know its all ice
yeah i could make 100 songs
but would they sound good?
no they wouldn't
my recordings aint consistent like my woods is
roll it back
make a new friend everyday, what love is that?
you say you aint got friends, baby thats a-
go to an event with 200 people
and you always go places
man you're really fuckin gifted
yeah you're gifted, your parents gives you gifts, and-
yet you always sit around and complain about the small things
woah woah woah
just hit that shit one more time
you're addicted anyway
your health is going down the
going, going
down the drain
theres not much left to say
i guess you got your way
are you ever gonna realize
the weight
of your actions?
are you happy now..?
are you happy now..
are you happy now..?
tell me
tell me.

u got ur way

Produced by cherryrizla & Jolst
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics:
@chxrryrxzla
Getting back to my feet after falling down
Wasting my time tryna heal right now
Why'd we have to end up falling out
It was up to us to sort things out
I'm telling myself it'll come around
Getting used to not going round your house
I don't think I'll ever just calm right down
Just to hear your voice would be calming now

@sideviewdriveca
Guess we had another falling out
Call you up late, we can talk about
Everything you screamed at me that night
I don't wanna go on another fight

But we both know
Yeah, we both know

That this is how it's gonna always end
Back & forth, from strangers to friends
Then we end up in each others beds
Curled up into my arms again

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

++++

cherryrizla & Sideview Drive: Fallout (cherryrizla/jolst)

i can't pinpoint what this song is about, but it means a lot to me.
i love each n every 1 of you so much w all my heart
hope you enjoy. 🍂
prod. @wisssery & @pekarot_161

~~lyrics~~
now get the fuck out 
this ain’t even a house 
and i’m not proud 
but my head is getting loud
soul is screaming to get down
i’m not as greedy as i sound
not as greedy as i sound 
don’t turn around

clogs in my brain cause i’m selfish 
and if there’s a blade in my vein
never felt it
guess i'm forced to play 
till i cave from exhaustion
i'm already dazed
get away; you’re obnoxious

tell me what the fuck i gotta say
just for you to stay
i’ll pray upon the stars
but they all seem to fade
i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar 

i’ve been up all week
won’t sleep tight
i can’t brush my teeth
nor eat right
way too many dreams
seem to terrorize
every single sheep 
when i shut-eye 

let’s drift down the creek, till i notice
it’s my time to leave, hope you know this
isn’t about me; my emotions 
tend to dive too deep into motion 

ice thin; drowning on the daily 
would you care to stop by?
quick someone save me
(save me)
ice thin; drowning on the daily 
would you care to stop by?
quick someone save me
(i’m gonna drown)

how the fuck am i alive?
tell me what am i
in the pond i spot a lotus
coloring me blind
fuck a nine to five 
i wanna live a life
i wonder if i’ll flourish or 
lie among the vines 

dad is in the yard smoking packs
till he’s greener
momma wears a mask 
so her past looks cleaner
fully out of grasp 
with my siblings’ demeanors
mind is running laps, i collapse
in the bleachers

tell me what the fuck i gotta say
just for you to stay
i’ll pray upon the stars
but they all seem to fade
i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar 

fuck around, now i’m throwing up
stay away, imma fall in love
too late, maybe i’ll be fine
lead me to a better life

broken but i’m holding on
to the universe i’m below a pawn 
any given moment i could lose it all
the sound of silence is a subtle call

𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩?.. 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩! 𝘪 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺.
𝘤𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴?! 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦?!
𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪’𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶! :(

i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar

color me blind [prod. wisssery x pekarot]

Early Release

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Produced by @deadspyro:
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lil skele - 17

wastedyouth x seejayxo x lil skele - big bags (+ iof)

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals:

Artists / Producer:
@kingtheta

Lyrics:
Was I supposed to
Say something before I left
I feel so underdressed
Am I opposed to
Selling my self-doubt
What is this about
Are you close to
The people in your life
What does that feel like
Don’t gotta show you
The catacomb inside
You see it in real time

Am I tired of myself
Or am I just plain tired
There’s much left to be desired
(From this shell)
Am I lying to myself
One ordinary liar
Bend truth to stay inspired
(In this hell)

I’m on the sidetrack
Got lost along the way
Saw clovers and sun rays
I’m comin right back
Now it doesn’t feel the same
But I hope it does some day

Am I tired of myself
Or am I just plain tired
There’s much left to be desired
(From this shell)
Am I lying to myself
One ordinary liar
Bend truth to stay inspired
(In this hell)

Now I’m jumpin out the window in the night
I know it’s a dream and i’ll take flight
(I love playing, this is a sandbox)
(I hate fighting, this is a war)

King Theta - Ego Fatigue

produced by: @malithmusic

lyrics:

and ill stand right by ur side, meet u at 9,
behind ur hair u hide, and thats a bad sign,
i wanna make it to July, hope we make it to July 

everytime she's around, yeah I fuckin flatline, 
pretty sure nobody should be that nice,
in my arms you cried, i promised you a better life

get out
im done
say goodbye to your mum
they all told me
you're the one
I guess everyone was wrong
ppl keep on dragging
my name in the mud
u cant catch me lacking,
I put that on my blood,
I FEEL THE scene is cracking,
and it don't feel too good, 
about the boys in black, yeah
you're fake not misunderstood 

and ill stand right by ur side, meet u at 9,
behind ur hair u hide, and thats a bad sign,
i wanna make it to July, i hope we make it to July 

everytime she's around, yeah I fuckin flatline, 
pretty sure nobody should be that nice,
in my arms you cried, i promised you a better life

meet at night
bedroom eyes
thats a sign
did u lie
I fell on
to the knife
arms u cry
better life

july (malith)

s/o https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for beat sauce

lyrics:

me:
you're the only one who stayed here, but i can't feel you when you lay here
i know you're jus layin next to me, but in my mind im living a tragedy.

i think im gonna go ghost, but it only lasts for a couple hours
she said that i do the most, um, she don't know me at all
i fall to the ground so easily
i lay in bed just to keep the peace
you fell in love with me that was the problem we're fucked in the head and we know that we probably 
can't go much longer we're stuck in somber 
it's almost the end of october, and we still can't keep fighting.
im fighting for you i hope you're telling the truth cause i been stuck in this mindset and i been holdin onto you.
all of my trust is abandoned, i lay in bed and i count my bands then 
wake up and put on my pants and
slip and fall on all my chances.

skele: 
me n kais in the back 
got racks on me 
2 gs on a coat 
n we still eat 
don’t get why u sad when u see me 
but ion say shit 
i jus wanna keep the peace 
i feel like ghandi i keep me a piece 
i’m skipping class man fuck a degree 
i’m tryna get rich while i’m chasing a dream
im tryna tour like over the seas
no way
you make a month what i make in a day 
he like to talk but got nothing to say 
i keep a band just in case that it rains 
why u so mad when u talking to me 
i swear i love u don’t gotta be mean
i swear that i love when u laying w me 
but u push me away by the end of the week

axstn:
i just wanna know what she's playin ain't got shit to say cus i know that she fakin
love is a drug that i'm cravin 
bitchin on the phone bout me likw we're datin
they say don't love no more
bitchin bout they're life while they closin the door
said i can't ever trust no more cus im sick of this shit i've done this before
i don't know what's next
is there something left
i don't have a choice
so imma call it quits x2

july (malith)

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