Pls Dont Kill Yrself

new midwest emo track w/ @salemavenue :)
produced by @nevrfall
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
[decks]
college has ruined me, my mind is cloudy
wake up each morning im drowsy
feel like nobody’s around me
i just wanted to be happy
living this life is so tiring
nothing in this town inspires me
im not alive just to die,
see through my eyes,
and maybe you’ll find that

i might just fly away for a while
im sober in the candlelight, but sleeping in denial
i’d do anything to see you smile
this dream is a nightmare, im always falling down

this dream is a nightmare, im always falling down

[salem avenue]
i’m always falling down
pick me up and lift me off the ground
i act like it’s all over now
but really i just fill my head with doubt
and where would i go anyways?
when i don’t wanna ever make a sound 
maybe i’ll just fade away
find myself another in this ghost town 

yeah it goes down
pick me up 
i don’t wanna feel alone now
it’s so cold out 
i feel blue now 
pick me up
i don't wanna feel alone now
like they do

[decks]
(living this life is so tiring)
(nothing in this town inspires me)
(im not alive just to die)
(see through my eyes and maybe you'll find that)

i might just fly away for a while
im sober in the candlelight, but sleeping in denial
i’d do anything to see you smile
this dream is a nightmare, im always falling down

this dream is a nightmare, im always falling down

sober in the candlelight (feat. salem avenue) [p. nevrfall]

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sober in the candlelight (feat. salem avenue) [nevrfall]

Lyrics:
go hard all you rappers need a face lift
put in work while I'm clockin on the late shift
my demons said I ain't ever gonna make it
I'll just hack it cause I'm livin in the matrix

gettin money but it dont change what I feel inside
gettin honeys call me daddy and they wanna ride
rollin gas but every feeling that I've had has died
gettin rich I'm makin bank I never even tried

flow cold I'm just spittin all these mad bars
no slow when I pull out in a fast car
jungle roll you would think its Madagascar, way that I be physically fit I'm runnin past yall

in bed, cause I'm lost in my head
been dead, yeah you heard what I said
mislead, gettin money instead, so I'm conflicted ion even needa work for my bread

ion even gotta beg, ion even gotta pull
ion even gotta try, i just gotta make it rule
cause you know that I'm the king, ima take all yall to school
I be reppin for the boys, like you know I always do

got it all yeah but still something missin
got the house but it still got me wishin
got nuff food for the fam in the kitchen
got that purp but it ain't even hittin

They Know

they know

[+] people change, but they don't change much
* produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

[intro:]
like how am I the bad one?
said that I could always have ya
now look into my eyes tell me what you see
I know im not real but I still bleed

[hook:]
baby u the one, u the one for me
you could tell the truth its a hard thing
I don't wanna feel, do you feel me?
but I still need your love, play my heart strings 2x

[verse: 1]
running thru my head
im startin to think there's something wrong with me
she done took my energy and cut me to the artery
I cant tell If this is real or just a fantasy
I been thinking of you girl but do you think of me
do you think of me, 10 toes down now you really wanna speak to me
I don't got peace in me, I been fucked up so much
there aint no stopping me....
I know u hear me when im speaking on the beat
I let it ride when I need.....
but you the one I need, one I need yea

[hook:]
baby u the one, u the one for me
you could tell the truth its a hard thing
I don't wanna feel, do you feel me?
but I still need your love, play my heart strings 2x

[outro:]
people change, but they don't change much
she just wanna hit me when im up
I stg I had enough
you don't even know how much it took to give u up
I still feel the pain baby even with your love

I don't wanna feel, do you feel me

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i don't wanna feel, do you feel me? (+ MUSIC VIDEO)

Lyrics:-
life gets shit when you're older
walking on a tight rope and im colder
friends lose touch and thats the norm 
now im walking down this road alone

alone, music used to be a place of home
its where i used to vent all my emotions
now i feel stuck and i feel hopeless
how can i guide someone when im lost

im not fit to teach, when i dont learn
you shouldn't take lessons from a burden
im hiding all my shit behind the curtains
thats why you don't see that i'm broken

i used to dream bout playing shows
with all my friends on the road
and all the fans would be singing along
and i'll know that im not alone

am i too late to chase it?
maybe its time to give up
to grow up and wake up
thats just how life is meant for me

Birthday

prod. me x @hiraethsry

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining
Baby, kiss me just to kiss me, not to take me home tomorrow
I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

And when I'm leaving, I'll pretend like I don't give a damn
But it's been four years, I just wanna hold your hand
It's been four years, don't know who I fucking am
Oh, oh
And when you're begging me to stay, I'll never listen
I guess it takes four years to know the difference
You knew me better than anyone and you hated me
So how the fuck am I supposed to love myself

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining

I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

YOUDONTREMEMBERMYNAME

dont let it go, theres so much left to say

produced by @nothingnowheremusic
thank you all for listening <3 love yall

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LYRICS:

[intro + hook: skele]
i dont need nobody think im better on my own
i been on my shit you bouta see me on the throne
i dont give a fuck dont be hitting up my phone
dont say you love me baby i know that you dont

[bridge: skele]
i got a razor around my neck
ya lil shawty got a cut throat
i been speeding down the street
with my eyes closed
all these hundreds in my wallet
that it cant fold
they dont wanna see me shine
but i dont care though

[verse: seejayxo]
got the check and then i spent it
said i love you and i meant it, ya
got a black beam
skrtin thru the streets
try and fuck with me
im running deep
pulling up with 30s
got a fucking beam
burnout on my chest
ill never fucking leave
bitch we coming up
we bouta make a scene

i just wanna die slow
do 200 with my eyes closed
feeling wavy when i drive home
got a blunt to get me high though

ya you keep on coming back
thought i left u in the past
never know when ill relapse
cause i miss your touch that bad
yah it kills me every time
tired of getting by
dont know why i do it
but i say im feeling fine
i do this all the time
every single night
every time you text me and you ask me if im high
bitch im fucking high
and im feeling fine
better on my own you can have that other guy

better on my own

skele x seejayxo - better on my own

produced by the one & only: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @decksmusic & @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

sendflowrs:

it’s been a year since we left and we’re still not fuckin talkin,
left my home at 16, it feels like i’m still runnin 
why am i so upset?
i broke my nose now i’m covered in red,
and will you promise, stay right by my side?
it’s cold out there my love, pls just stay with me tonight 
just put your phone away yeah, i don’t wanna fight
(cus i know that i can’t trust u,
i know that i can’t trust u)

look what you did yeah, look at the mess that you made,
boy i’m good everywhere, each city i’m the thane 
fire up my bow yea the skies are turning grey,
fire up my flow yea best pray for it to rain

(cus i’ve been walking,
on my own,
never delete your number 
out my phone
she loves that fucking powder in her nose,
loves that fuckin powder, loves that fuckin powder, yeah)

decks:

it never even mattered to me
i said it was a problem but i lied thru my teeth
you’re the only one that i wanna see
dont wanna cause a scene, i don’t wanna intervene but

look at the way that u treat me
and deceive me
now im leaving
i don’t wanna be a problem
but you beat me
now im fleeting
and i tweet about it every day but now i need to “let it go”
i wish you could save me but i know you’re not my antidote
and yeah i know that im obsessed with you
or maybe i just like the idea
and i know that i need to get it through
my fuckin skull and get up out of here



nevermadeithome:

Well can you get the fuck out of my brain now 
im fuckin pissed off with you constantly being there 
And everytime that im walking around town 
I swear i see your face on everybodys head 
All your friends, they are fucking dead to me
They all knew, that you cheated 
I hope that your next boyfriend 
Goes out never made it home again 
I think ive just finally got over you 
Get outta my mind girl 
Stop hitting my line girl 
Even though your fine girl 
I dont wanna see you again 
Laying in my bed at night 
I cant see your eyes for the first time 
For the first time in my life 
My life 
My life 
Im upset 
In my life

upset :( w/ decks & nevermadeithome

(prod. reytee)
https://soundcloud.com/reytee

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

Going on a lonely walk 
Cause I don't wanna talk 
Got my pumpkin spiced latte
Just got it from Starbucks

Comfy in my coat and my gloves 
Comfy in my coat and my gloves 

Comfy in my coat and my gloves
With my thoughts.
Tricking me, and my own feelings 
Hurting me, seems quite appealing

But I know that's fuck'ed up.

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

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