living regardless

4th emo playlist

lullabyboy

produced by @white-shinobi

lyrics:

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

how u gon say u not into me
then get up on me again 
how u gon talk about trust
when u think im fucking ur friend

baby i know u been playing me
that shit it tears me apart
but i cant really complain
i knew that shit from the start

i been in the fucking zone
producers hit me on the phone
nobody can get enough of me
so why am i feeling alone

why am i feeling alone
come by cause im always home
ring the bell if i dont come
then im out back in the smoke

she always said im a stoner
but she get it from me for the low
i been feeling like a goner
but i guess thats just how it goes

im so sorry but 
this cant wait
i needed to go
i needed to tell u everything and then some more
i needed to know
if we feeling cold

u cant help but pull away from me
sometimes words are hard to believe
this may sound crazy if it dont make sense
so let me run it by one more time again like

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

so many places to go
i wanna visit with u
whenever im not touching road
u give me something to do

baby could u call me back
i keep on trying again
girl u dont gotta hold back
just let me love u again

wintr nites + morning rain (prod. white shinobi)

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produced by : @lennonempire
mixed by : @iamrellim

lyrics:

beamon lyrics: 

i got angels crying 
flying through my penthouse 
this blizzard got canals froze 
make ice fall 
rappers step up 
i'm quick to get em broke down 
i gave her all of me 
how could she do this to me 
you broke our memories 
and now they turn to anger 
you broke our memories 
and now they turn to anger 
got thoughts of you like 
evil tryna weigh me down 
i let out this evil 
beamon bussin rounds 
motherfuck a hater
i drop em down 
still walk alone in the woods 
still no hands just claws 
got em on 
young beamon skeleton 
crush my city slow 
you gone need mikasa 
just to stop it though 
skinny beamon 
sad with that titan flow 
pussy lookin mad 
he ain't that type of cold 
knew it all along 
so i stay alone dead 
knew it all along 
so i stay alone dead 
young summoned skull 
dragon wings lift out my back 
young leopard spotted body 
veins on a tree
young beamon creepin 
i'm just tryna get my treats
ride up to a hater yoshimitsu 
split in pieces 
screamin for some mercy 
i'm depressed i think you need that
pink water fell tears too 
bitch i'm the creature 
gundam suit gold 
skinny body in it 
back the fuck away 
or we gone leave you missin 
spirits they protect me 
from you jealous bitches 
tree limbs crawl in my window 
at night for me 
used to play xbox all day all night 
cudi 
its my world one day 
i think im young cudi 
albums in my room 
bitch who could fuck with me 
skinny nigga sad 
final boss flows 
young sephiroth 
cloud with that blade 
november walking by that creek 
she called my phone
thought we was forever
girl you switched up on me 
left me lonely only ghosts 
gone touch my body 
ill be okay got these nightmares 
bussin out me 
i put em in a gun and then 
i blast em at you 
i put em in a gun and then 
i blast em at you 
i start to feel like howl 
i got this moving castle 
i start to feel like howl 
i got this moving castle 
skinny body leanin 
i'm feeling dead 
demons clawing me spilling angel blood on my shirt 
skinny body leanin 
i'm feeling dead 
demons clawing me spilling angel blood on my shirt 
skinny body leanin 
i'm feeling dead 
demons clawing me spilling angel blood on my shirt

Ruined By The Love 

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Beamon - Tears Of A God (produced by Lennon Empire)

The Choice Was Always Yours

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

shoutout to soundcloud.com/itsyungvan & https://soundcloud.com/daddydandy <3

lyrics:
shattered:
shawty you know that you lie
you wouldn't care if i die
you wouldn't care if i cry
shawty why do you lie

i wish i didn't date you
i wish i didn't know you
i'll sell shows to break you 
i flex on my ex
cuz that's all that i got
she run away cuz she know she a thot

i hope it was worth it 
bite like a serpent
act like a bitch cuz it tears me apart 
truth is i'm hurting
truth is i'm learning
truth is that i hope that i end up burning
your legs are like doors
you open and pour
you'll love anyone who won't call you a whore
but
that's what you are to me
i'm just a casualty

manipulating
when we were dating
you told me don't fret
he's just an old friend
he's just an old ex
i only love you 
back of my car 
we can have so much fun boo
do i still love you
baby i can't tell 
you talk to others
while i hide in covers	
sheets on my head
make me feel like i'm dead
texting your phone but you leave me on read

yung van:
fuck you, you don’t about care me
fucked up, naw the blames not on me
don’t talk shit behind my back, cause i don’t roll like that
i know you wanted on me
what’s he got that i don’t
he’s got you, that’s a joke
you’ll switch up, like a roach
just make sure you don’t choak
with all that shit your mouth
you better shut the fuck up
cause when this news gets out
all your friends gon’ switch up
i have no remose for you
don’t come back crawling to me
when he finds out what you do
he’ll throw you off like his shoe

shattered:
baby
you're faker
than santa claus
than santa claus
the guy 
that you are with
will leave
so please just don't come back to me
shawty 
you're colder than ice with some salt
my friends were right
about the night
when we had met
you got me set
like juliet
with bayonets 
ready to fire on me at your will
choking on smoke while we kiss and we chill
leaving my ass for a kid with some skill
you just a park all you give is a thrill

flowars:
bad girl in a mad world
ass fat where you at girl
let me hit it from the back girl
i ain't got a jack shit black pearl
i don't wanna look at you
everything you put me through
but you won't go away
so i guess ill fuck your face
ask that nigga how i taste
does he know your love is fake
tell the boy that i relate
ooh i relate
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat
bitch is latex
she just want sex
and your paycheck
like it's no sweat

romeo & juliet! w/ yung van & flowars (prod. nick mira & lucky bennu)

POPPED A COUPLE XANNIES CUZ I WANNA KNUMB THE PAIN

Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Prodxena-death-is-knocking-lyrics


Bandcamp:
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Youtube:
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Music Video

Knock Knock

Art by Emotional Buu https://soundcloud.com/emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu

Lyrics:

Still couldn't say,
Who mothered guilt and delivered the prey?
They roll the credits but I still replay
Over and over, it's over. Ok (again and again)
But I don't know who the enemy was
Reflections show up empty of trust
It was you feelin lost, lookin for rest
I was willing to offer the home in my chest

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Along for the ride
As we took off I let fate be our guide
But you shook off what I knew wasn't right
Blood on my neck that's a poisonous bite!
But I didn't let this change me
In one week like relapse
I went down in slow steps,
Lost hope like bad romance
Next thing you know I'm in entirely numb
On a dangerous road, say I had a good run

If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to pay my debt
If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to free your head

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Now the Devil's made his home on both my shoulders
As I get older I yield to the smolder

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward

Shadow

i don't care anymore [prod. ca$hmere]

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Ｉ　ＷＡＮＴ

//古いルーツ//

ＦＯＬＬＯＷ　ＤＥＣＫＷＩＮＥ
https://soundcloud.com/deckwine

lyrics
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it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

when you tell me that you love me
no joke i've been cravin' your company
last minute you switched you don't fuck with me
that's rough kinda sucks but luckily 
i don't need you as much as i thought
sever all ties with the love i want
sitting alone in this restaurant 
with a ghost of a girl you'll forever haunt

she's not around no more
vacancy screams from my bedroom door
i cannot take this shit anymore
writing these words till my fingers sore

it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

follow deckwine

old roots (prod. by deckwine)

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sixteen [OUT ON SPOTIFY]

rainy days w/ yung shinra (prod. discent)

hurt me

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hurt me w/ dead broke [OUT ON SPOTIFY]

ft. @davis-faubert production by @scarlllet

(hook) lullabyboy

i was gettin high in december
ice froze cold
watch it melt in september
feelin like i died
in the middle of november
i don't wanna cry
off of the lies you deliver  

(verse 1) 

i was gettin high in december
no scratch that 
hearts in flames it's full of falling embers
people hatin on me
it's the same thing
you do wanna see me up
cause i've been changing

(verse 2)

you think i'm switchin up
you don't really understand
i've been in the ruts
now i'm walking on the land
don't be mad cause i'm gloin up
i'm the one that's showin up
bitches hit my line
i don't think that they have had enough

(verse 3) davis~

i swear to god these diamonds
shining too bright
yeah i been feeling high but it's all right
rocking tommy hill slides in my ride yeah
roll a blunt close my eyes then take flight yeah

(verse 4)

i thought we were in this together
you know that i blocked that bitches number
she left me all alone in september
i know she'll be back in december

(hook)

i was gettin high in december
ice froze cold
watch it melt in september
feelin like i died
in the middle of november
i don't wanna cry
off of the lies you deliver