this is so deep bro lotta people dont know the backstory i miss you man

I FUCKING LOVE THIS AND LOVE YOU AND AM SO EXCITED FOR OUR PROJECT BROTHER LETS CHANGE THE WORLD <3

this is perfect, well, all of  ur songs all perfect,  luvu

Ripped off of youtube

Cry all night
Go to sleep
Then wake up
And repeat
Wonder why I'm still so weak
Break the floor from under me
I'll return with my soul
Right before the feeling goes
Why can't I see my toes
Can somebody cut the rope?
Hear the cries of the fiends
Mind my business while they feast
All I see are broken dreams
All I need are memories
Paint the walls and the crows
As they drag me down the road
To a place that I know
Guess it's why I feel at home

Has the light ever shown?
Deep inside the world below
Ease the pain from getting close
I just want to feel at home
Am I at the bottom or the top?
Why they keep me down when I'm up
See my halo hanging right above
Guess I really never cared enough
Funny how I'm always on my own
Even when they say I'm not alone
Maybe I should take the blight and roam
To a place the light'll never go
Watch it go until it's almost gone
Everything I've known to love is lost
Did I try too hard to write my wrongs
Why can't I just seem to move along?
In this place that's only kept me low
I could never feel the weight I hold
Is there still another way to go?
All that's left of me in here are bones

Cry all night
Go to sleep
Then wake up
And repeat
Wonder why I'm still so weak
Break the floor from under me
I'll return with my soul
Right before the feeling goes
Why can't I see my toes
Can somebody cut the rope?
Hear the cries of the fiends
Mind my business while they feast
All I see are broken dreams
All I need are memories
Paint the walls and the crows
As they drag me down the road
To a place that I know
Guess it's why I feel at home

the only halo I'll have will be the rope around my neck (prod. by born hero)

i might have just lost all of my projects so fuck it i dont care take this

Lyrics: 

I say ily and you shut me down
I can't tell you why I still reach out
and i wanna kill it all this sunday
but next week i reach out and we do this shit again
ok that’s more than a little skin
what 
you want me to deal with this?
i think 
that you should put your clothes back on
i think 
the term for this is long past gone

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is 
long past 
long past gone
i think i wish u'd put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
if it's me you butcher close that door
oh tar face it's a bloodfest
was this wrong

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is
long past 
long past gone

what's that song
what's that song
long past gone
long past
long past gone

uncensored

i got too many pics on my line
i got too many thoughts on my mind baby
we dont see the same now i feel blind
i been making songs just to pass time baby
she dont want me singing like that
she dont want me feeling like that
baby i got scars on my back
i got weed in my lap
i got ur head in my lap
the whole room claps when i snap
but im gonna cry when i get back
i will cry when i get back
baby i cant call u if its night time
please dont let me hold u back if its not the right time
we only live once so i want u to have a nice life
every time we argue feel like im the one to break ice
i dont live the same life
bae i dont expect u to save mine
if tonights my last night u kno imma pray right
baby ill be okay u dont gotta stay like
im a grownup these things shouldnt waste time
i spend hundreds on programs to perfect the voice lines
but u say i sound best when i sing on car rides
i think its ironic how the only way that i can say my thoughts to u
are all in my files
i got lyrics for miles
void in personality
i fill it with style
angel numbers showing up
im waiting for the angels arrival
n i been crying so much lately feel like a child
havent seen u in a while

withdrawal broke my conscious
slowing up
pouring up
five missed calls im fucking up
all these texts ive been stalling
im sorry
its not u baby
its me
sometimes i feel like i can see the future
every day that i dont record i feel like a loser
i dont like people so i make money off my computer
catch me in the back of the party sipping shooters
i been trying to make some shit that sound newer
but every single thing i make just sounds the same it never ends
i kno life is beautiful but all i see is streets from my window
feel alone in a room full of people

blind  (p. Elvix)

love yall 

lyrics:
ill paint my walls, your favourite colours
ill dye my hair, and let it smother
the parts of me, that make you wonder
if im really worth it

ill paint my teeth, and make them whiter
ill plant my roots, and grow you flowers
give my life, to make them taller
ill die to make them taller

ill break myself
for you

the colours you remind me of

DONT FORGET TO CHECK OUT THIS TALENTED SUM BITCH BELLAMY
https://soundcloud.com/joshua-dittmann-872381933

i'm trying, i promise (feat. Bellamy)(@siemspark x @hiiidrax)

金色の髪の少女 (sis golden hair cover) ft rin and len kagamine (鏡音リン・レン)

This one is downloadable if you'd like
thanks for listening
if you're dealing with addiction right now my heart goes out to you

she wants to fuck with me
cause she wants validation
I wanna sleep with her
just for the sensation
I use drugs
just to fake a good vibration
I should work on this
but I'm way too impatient 'cause

I'm a hungry ghost
even though I've got plenty
my heart's feelin empty
I'm a hungry ghost
my heart's never full
'cause it's got a hole in it

I don't know if I feel alright
got my mind slowly fading
I've had too many pills tonight
the whole room thinks i'm crazy
I use love
burn it up like gasoline
I can't hide my faults
read me like a magazine

I'm a hungry ghost
even though I've got plenty
my heart's feelin empty
I'm a hungry ghost
my heart's never full
'cause it's got a hole in it

happiness is eluding, losing me, moving me forward
but holding me back from it, I can attack it
but it just moves further away
feel just as dull every day

drugs in my nose
drugs in my cup
roll through the party just to say whats up
girls in my bed
tunes in my head
but this isn't working I still feel dead

I'm a hungry ghost
even though I've got plenty
my heart's feelin empty
I'm a hungry ghost
my heart's never full
'cause it's got a hole in it

drugs in my nose
drugs in my cup
roll through the party just to say whats up
girls in my bed
tunes in my head
but this isn't working I still feel dead

hungry ghost

SPOTIFY

recovery (prod. notmorgn) out on spotify

shoutout the homie @original-god

we can't run away forever
face urself inside the mirror
look into ur eyes
ik it's hard to find
whats in ur mind

drugs let u avoid ur demons
but it won't fill the void
in ur heart
ik it's hard

so i just wanna know
what i did to deserve this
feeling i never asked for
take it all away
for a chance to feel alive again
tell me what it is i have to give
tell me how it feels to wanna live

anything about myself at all
like all the things i've done
that i cannot recall
so tell me what it is i have to give
tell me how it feels to wanna live

[original god]

Told her how it feels to wanna die 
I say that im emotionless but tears flow down my eyes 
I say that im afraid of pain but pain helps me survive  
Pointless bloodshed the war over my mind, I hope it gets me high, 

Theres no such thing as gorgeous suicide 
Ive been chasing myself so why cant I see you for miles
Ive been out of my body so for me its been a while
I think maybe ive been plagued since a child, can you delete my file 

Waking up daily 
Worrying about the same things 
That hurt me for years and years 
I hope that god eats my fears
OR ELSE I WILL 

Pray for closure 
Cant keep my composure 
When you come around 
feel myself breaking down

pray for closure w/ original god

Sample Credit: Emo Side Project - I guess everything reminds you of something

Lyrics:
yeah you best get out my way already know how im comin
im still grindin for a check but now its better than nothing
got a big bank roll intercept it no fumlbing
no i never drop the guap you never catch me im running

you know i gotta get my bands up, pourin that Bacardi while im sippin on the Fanta
i been running through the heat up in Atlanta,
livin separate lives i be like hannah montana

you know i be at the party, chill wit my shawty you know she got a body
and we talkin rollin while she rockin
wifey in my arms she keep me up when i be fallin

i been good honestly
knew i would honestly
livin good all on me
run it up all on me

been flying high ill make it someday then youll see
im good im great i got all i could ever need

Honestly

In loving memory of Elliott Jackson Stockert.
 
Produced, mixed, and mastered by lullabyboy

Lyrics:

i remember we we're playing at the park 
everything was good cause it's good when it starts
and now i just woke up
to thought that i'll never see you grow up
woah woah
nothing ever happens 
slow
never thought i'd see you
go
you got everyone screaming
no
no
no
no

if i was there
things could be different
you could see what you're missing
if only i was there when you were all alone...
if only i was there when you were all alone...
if only i was there when you were all alone...

remember back 
we we're childhood friends
even in highschool
we'd laugh in the classroom
i remember everyone would laugh at you
i remember everyone would laugh at us
we did'nt give a fuck
but deep down 
i always knew it cut you

look at them now
they're actin like they cared
at the end of the day
they didn't know you were there
didn't know there

look at them now
they're actin like they cared
at the end of the day
they didn't know you were there
didn't know there
didn't know there
didn't know there
didn't know there
 
if i was there
things could be different
you could see what you're missing
if only i was there when you were all alone...
if only i was there when you were all alone...
if only i was there when you were all alone...

woah woah
nothing ever happens 
slow
never thought i'd see you
go
you got everybody screaming
no (x4)

if i was there
things could be different
you could see what you're missing
if only i was there when you were all alone...
if only i was there when you were all alone...
if only i was there when you were all alone...

If Only

lullabyboy

Recent comments

dead broke

dead broke

hase

overratedf

Related tracks