this gives me "wandering thru some drenched ruins" vibes

this is dope wtf, i luv this, keep up the great work man :) 

omfg broo this is beautiful we need a song asap

prod @taurs and @jolst

I need to call her again and get my head straight,
scrape my face on pavement when she drag me cus im dead weight,
I can smoke a pound easy babe they call me sensei 
I dont post on gram, hate my face and thats on everything, everything 
x2

is this true love 
gonna throw up
if u repeat that phrase
those 3 words make me go numb 
need to get up
been laying here all month
and this weight it holds me down
but the weed help me get up 

and thats ur man, is it?
hes kinda handsome,
well compared to me ur a muhfuckin damsel
think I got 2 greedy follow bread like im Hansel 
I fuckin hate this place and ur friends I cant stand
i can’t stand em 
x2

I need to call her again and get my head straight,
scrape my face on pavement when she drag me cus im dead weight,
I can smoke a pound easy lil bitch they call me sensei 
I dont post on gram, hate my face and thats on everything, everything 
x2

dead weight (taurs x jolst)

shoutout @juzo for the cover art :) give him a follow pls

lyrics:

AUTUMN

(rest my arms)
(where they cannot ever be harmed)
(cold to the touch)

there's certain days where i haven't been better!
but when the sun goes down
i know tomorrow will be bitter
i've lost my head; when the clock struck ten
the blade came crashing down & now i'm back where i had started
could give a fuck if i'm dramatic,
the reward could be prestine
if i take the pills they offer me
my dreams could be serene
but i never wanted that; figmentated lies
to put on a public act, for their brainwashed minds

EPITOME

every day i wake up just to do the same shit over and over again
it gets hard to even stand up when i don’t know who i am
i thought you were a friend
but where were you in the end
i see it’s all just pretend
now my wounds they won’t even mend
th-th-th-they won’t mend
nothing feels real 
am i fucking ghost
cant take time to heal
so i’ll put the knife up to my throat
just to see if i’m alive
and if i’m not than what am i?

spotify :)

my wounds won’t mend w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

i might have just lost all of my projects so fuck it i dont care take this

Lyrics: 

I say ily and you shut me down
I can't tell you why I still reach out
and i wanna kill it all this sunday
but next week i reach out and we do this shit again
ok that’s more than a little skin
what 
you want me to deal with this?
i think 
that you should put your clothes back on
i think 
the term for this is long past gone

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is 
long past 
long past gone
i think i wish u'd put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
if it's me you butcher close that door
oh tar face it's a bloodfest
was this wrong

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is
long past 
long past gone

what's that song
what's that song
long past gone
long past
long past gone

uncensored

prod by justdan

completely nonprofit

lyrics

walk with me 
talk with me
stay a little longer
wont u come inside?
walk with me
talk with me
ur mind begins to falter 
wont u stay the night?

surely it's safer 
inside waiting patient
for the sun to rise
these woods will get cold
frost bites at all ur toes
u should roll the dice
lets go

ignore what they told u
there's some who will guard u
u should come inside
we're getting frustrated
just break concentration
u should come inside
i promise it's safer
ur dreams i will take them
for once u'll sleep the night
and all of the feelings
that u seek escaping
I'll void them from ur life

so walk with me
talk with me
stay a little longer
walk with me
talk with me
ur mind begins to falter
wont u stay the night
surely it's safer
inside waiting patient
for the sun to rise
the woods will get cold
frost bites at all ur toes 
u should roll the dice

promise or guests never once leave complaining
im really quite alright
lets fix u some food
bits of meat diced and cubed
and get u a bed for the night
u won't feel a thing
as u drift off to sleep
don't mind the soup or its eyes

don't trust the soup (justdan)

hope you guys enjoy this one <3 each track i put out means a whole lot 2 me, 
so tysm for taking the time out of your day to listen

prod. by @sorrow_bringer 🖤
cover art done by an acquaintance of mine

(got me asking my lungs)
("can you cave in?")
(in need of a reason for clearing my head)

it'll probably subside, on the dime
she lied; so did i
feel like a gorilla, i'm beating my chest
rope in my hands, why's it not round' my neck?

leaving, breathing; shit's all the same
feeding heathens; outta my brain
they want me to come to an end
this city is playin' pretend (playin' pretend)

heart's beating, now i'm way heated
took off and ran on my own
asking my past demons, "did i really mean it?"
was i in control of my soul?
now i gotta wait. 
i know what i am; shit wasn't great
so why do i stand?
never complained; wished that i did
they'll get what they get
i'm not giving in

they all wanna see me fall, hear me bawl
i know i shouldn't have set foot
into the cage that i'm in
the person i was; he told me to stay where i must
oh the ground personifies
we walk all about it and never bat an eye

let me loathe (let me loathe)
swear i'm changing..
this feeling i know
lessened the seasons

it'll probably subside, on the dime
she lied; so did i
feel like a gorilla, i'm beating my chest
rope in my hands, why's it not round' my neck?

leaving, breathing; shit's all the same
feeding heathens; outta my brain
they want me to come to an end
this city is playin' pretend (playin' pretend)

subside [prod. sorrow bringer]

5/31/22
the song that introduced me to 9tails
@sewerperson

9TAILS - leaves (cover)

prod. acey

[casperrr]
i've come to realize
that i'm dumb and i despise 
myself for all those lies 
im sorry for the fight

(chorus) [casperrr] 
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 


[autumn]
how do i focus when locusts are biting my neck
she cut me open and tore out my chest
"i swear to god that was not my intention"
fentanyl, over her innocent jaw
now it don't matter at all
time just isn't a road
it's all that i've ever known
so when i say goodbye
there better not be tears in your eyes
cause i warned you from the start
how we'd end before we even fell apart
before we fell apart (2x)

(chorus) [casperrr & autumn]
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 

[casperrr]
feeling alone
turn into ash all of these bones
my demons awoke

(a crash; the scent of metal)
(strewn across the air)
steal every moment
(strewn across the air)
but what is grief?
(if one isn't wrong)

casperrr x autumndropsdead - locusts (acey ii)

ｏｎｅ　ｄａｙ　ｔｈｅｙ＇ｌｌ　ｈｅａｒ　ｍｅ　ｏｕｔ



prod. @jeweler737
thank you so much for listening.
thank you for being here.
x

i won't get this right
i never do
just another night,
where i think of you
and i know it's hard to cover all that spite
i do it really well, with a dulled knife
mom i'm sorry if you hear this
i never wanna speak up on how i'm really feeling
i know that you fear it; me leaving this planet
but i want to every moment
i've been caught in my own headlights
they're too blind to notice
turned to my own hand, in search of an answer
but all i receive are emotion enhancers
i've been down like forever
as far as i can possibly remember
(so dismembered)
i wouldn't wanna hurt an ant,
but i'm so selfish
i just can't help it
and i'm so sorry, i'm just not sober
here comes october
i'm getting older
just another disorder, that i didn't order
goodbye sweet child
i no longer can hold you
i don't even know you
here come's the morning
i'm one step closer
maybe i'll get an answer
but i don't have the energy to speak right now
(nor feel)
one day they'll hear me out.
oh,
we're among the earth, beneath the dirt
i feel it all, besides my worth
so all i have are these verbal words
i can't figure out if it's a bless or curse
oh what a mess i've made of me
i won't get past twenty-three
so here i am, still brittling
imagining all that i wanna be
will i ever be?

splitting hairs while the universe has it's back turnt.
a naive child leading oneself into great danger
letting greater danger bid on the outcome.
eyes creeping open ever so softly
are we in
are we...
how come?

fomalhaut [prod. jewelryboy]

a mutual sickness report

Stop lying to yourself at night
It's okay to be not alright
When you're laying in your bed
The thoughts, they creep into your head
Until the 6am morning lights
Oh I promise that you're not alone
Although you hide behind that bottle of Patron
I could see it in your eyes
Your broken mind lets out a cry for help
Quit chasing feelings find yourself

Lately it's been hard to move on
Think about your lips for too long
Stay awake until dawn break
Feelings that I cannot shake
Dread up in my head tonight

Kissing on a blunt; Wishing it's your thighs
Still taste you on my tongue
Now back to lonely nights
I write a song or two and get so fucking high
But if I'm not with you
I think I'd rather die
I can think clearly now
I am just falling down
Stop that
Waking up sober now
Wishing I never found
Smack pack
Picking up straps on my backpack
On with my day and it's twelve past
3 in the pm
I'm checking my dm, and
Baby you still haven't snapped back
Thinking of me and
It's don't want to see them
Can't handle this I'm on my bag
Thoughts will come right back
I'm just going to cop me the next bag
Smoke it up good, I don't puff pass
Stuck in these cycles I must ask
Are you content with yourself
Running from thoughts
With the woods, face yourself
Don't let ego dwindle
Acquire the wealth
Love, Knowledge, Happiness
Fill up the shelf

Oh I promise that you're not alone
Although you hide behind that bottle of Patron
I could see it in your eyes
Your broken mind lets out a cry for help
Quit chasing feelings find yourself

Lately it's been hard to move on
An effigy of me inside of these songs
I always love until my heart is all gone

Morning Lights [yunnygoldz]

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beat every week

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