(feat. Sleye)

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3imTV8Yi7BokVNpi4jSaXy?si=iMjBqELvSQurw3_K9UFu3A

The remedy for a broken heart

🖤🔇🖤

hmmm 14

i'm sorry that i can't get out of bed 
i'm sorry that my heads always a mess 
i'm sorry that i missed your call 
for the third time in a row
i promise that i care much more than i show

music video

i'm sorry, i'm trying.

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

prod @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd_Xqqx_St8

whats wrong or whats right
im bouta take a flight like should i say goodbye 
fuck that imma hold onto my pride
momma raised a soldier so i can't afford to cry
lookin back i see the knife in my back now
lookin at life wishing i was in the background 
lookin back i see my future in the past now
90 in the whip like should i crash now

im so sick of this im so sick of shit nobody listening 
demons all around diamonds wet just like a christening 
wait why you always high when you call me
why'd u ask what's wrong when you saw me (X2)

chemicals running through my veins i just wanna sleep 
feelings bleeding out my brain but right now i can't feel a thing 
woke up late time to waste away
my favorite days are the rainy days
let it soak in then i throw it all away
i try my best but this feeling always stays
you know i try but you gotta gimme space
and i dont wanna hurt you if you get in my way

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

im so sick of this

Spotify / iTunes / Apple Music / etc:
https://fanlink.to/lhls-alone

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6pvOL6Sd6M

im always on my fucking phone
im always off the fucking dope
i never wanted u to go
i always cry when im alone

im off the dope 
im in my room
im feelin lost n alone
one glass of whiskey i mix that w coke
im doing drugs all alone
im on my own
girl if u need me u got me
just call on my phone
rollin a blunt
i got nothing to lose

I got nothing left to lose, to lose
i gave it up for u, for u
I feel nothing when I'm low, I'm low
my world is always going slow, so slow

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alone (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

@prodreaper
@guccihighwaters

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
kiss me in the rain or leave me at the front door
tell me you despise me tell me that you need more
tell me i'm a freak, tell me i'm insecure, mi amor mi amor

if i wanna dance with the devil i can ask
why you lock your phone baby tell me what is that
if you got an issue then you know i got your back
if he wants to meet you can say just, that

it won't come to floracion
i know that you kissed him i know that he put you down
he can find, someone else, he can throw, around

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
indecisive leaning on the vices i don't like advice, i just flip the light switch
sleep it off, overslept got missed calls, 
do not disturb on my phone got sick thoughts,

 mi amor, i wanna love you till my hearts sore, 
i was drowning in emotions, when i met you i really stopped choking
 but you deserve the world, i really mean that
i don't have it all, i know that you can see that,
 allot of things to explore, but i just want you behind this closed door

mi amor w/ guccihighwaters (prod.reaper)

This time I'm standing all alone

@sleyeofficial
@nversad
recorded/mixed by @heartbox_prod
Lyrics:

She said
“I thought this is what you wanted
You’re the one that called it
off, ya couldn’t solve it
now you’re tossin coins down into my coffin
we’re praying that we die before we resolve this”

Well I can’t make up my mind so instead ill prolong this
I been lost in my thoughts i got stuck on the process
Of leaving this place now i’m hung up on losses
and drawbacks that i never thought about when i dropped it

cause i was obsessive and you were never attentive
and then i’d gather all my thoughts and i’d try to present em
and now we’re lookin so desperate, and you’d be missing the message
and there’s no longer an incentive to repair our dilemma 

okay

so if you wana call or something
ill tell you how its gotta be or there’s nothin
left for us here, 
i don’t wana spend a year again now
we’ve done this
and im sick of fuckin feeling redundant

Sleye:

yeah i'm sick of always changing the subject
got me running in a circle like i'm not even worth it
i don't know why you'd ever think you're above me 
no way
i'ma have to go i couldn't deal with your fuckshit

and still i think of everything you said 
it helped me to find 
that it was easy just to leave
and then i made up my mind
i got a reason not to put up a fight
cause every line you ever wrote was only empty inside

could do without you in a second for the last time
the way i left it like i hung up never said bye
and i was kinda scared just like a deer in front the headlights
say you never thought about me? yeah well that's a big lie

i spent the last month wondering
if it would ever be the same as it was then
i got a dark cloud over me
and now I'm standing in the rain with my clothes wet

standingintherainwithmyclotheswet  w/ Sleye (prod. NverSad)

happy valentines day everybody.

much love to @iamsadgods for being a part of this and @hakunaraa for producing this wonderful beat, go show them both some love, and make sure to show yourself some love too today. 💙

lyrics:
It’s like i’m living underneath my own rain cloud
I’ve been feeling uninspired
Think i’m running out of things to say now

I’m just tryna find my own way now
On my lonely mostly
Soon as i come thru i’m on the way out 

And time
Is moving way too fast

I blink and another
Month has come and passed

Next thing i know
It’ll be next year
Same old me
With the same old fears

I don’t ever see clear
For more than a couple moments

Overthinking these toxic and noxious thoughts
I’m overloading

still hoping
That i can still find my way outta this ocean

Of emotions
But if i don’t ever open up
Then fuck it it’s hopeless

But i been known this
I just need to get my shit together
And focus

On how i could be better
I’m so sick of feeling broken

Life don’t stop for no one
So i might as well get going

Keep the ball rolling

aye
i'm just tryna think of things to say
but i don't think i can until shit starts to change up

and you don't want me to stay,
but i don't think i'd even make it a day
without your love

(sadgods)
got nothing to say
all my feelings fade
pour another shot
and i feel ok
same shit different day
I might suffocate 
And you know your fake
got my soul and you

take it (yeah yeah)
and you take it (yeah yeah yeah)

All I did was give and
all you did was take
and all my friends were fake
and no you you cant relate

I keep on walking, I keep on walking
looking for someone to fill my void

I keep on walking, I keep on walking
looking for someone to fill my void

spotify

things to say (feat. sadgods) [prod. by haku]

i try
to keep the things that i feel hidden inside
it looks like everythings alright from the outside looking in
outside looking in

i cried
when i walked away from you it didnt feel right
now im back inside the place where time just flies by
watching shooting stars explode into the night sky

maybe everything will be fine if i jus stay here for the night
where did all the time go
used to spend my days in ur bed like it was my room
now im wide awake and i have nowhere else to hide to

walking between all the street lights
babygirl u kno its my time
one wrong turn and its all over
ill never forget this octobers

wrist slit from the diamond cuts
bitch im drained as fuck
i could never give a fuck
i feel like im bladee
red lights in the distance
i been off them sad blunts
never passed a piss test

shooting stars! [prod. jay vee]

Lilanes Licht Und Neongrüne Scherben

my Instagram: @unodavid

my twitter: @unodavid


*credit to sample from "Breakeven by The Scripts"

@unodavid - in my head (prod. montbeats)

all that I feel is your love when I'm searching around.

featuring @sleyeofficial
produced by @cxldblxxd

thank you for the love and support.

Touch Ft. Sleye (prod. Cxld Blxxd)

big bad wolf (prod. vague003)

Feat: @kuzumellow
Feat: @laelandd

Prod: @splashgvng x sadgods
Mix: sadgods

https://open.spotify.com/track/7cuuwwxfalWuLOgvvl9YCt?si=3Smg6IYeT82jOiY4t4xPNQ

Spotify

6th Grade (feat. Kuzu Mellow & Laeland)

My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined - reviewbrah

Art by @suicideoutside
Mastered by Channel Fuse Media http://www.channelfusemedia.com/
Produced and mixed by King Theta

We shoot through the city like
Cells in a bloodstream
And go to sleep, now
The trees get taller every day!
Watch light dive head first
Down into the skyline
And fight time, now
But you can't change it anyway
And that's me
Just a part of this machine
Tryna chase dreams and dopamine
It doesn't matter if you like it
But I can tell you wanna fight it
And that's you
Everything you say so true
Everything you do so new
But you don't really win shit
Talkin big is your addiction

I'll wait here for you
To realize your own lies
You're so high, you don't try

Hate on the way the wind blows
And see if it makes any difference
I promise it won't
You think you're so damn special
Let's see if entitlement gets you
The things that you want

You can't tell
How I shut it down so well
Sitting in a trashed hotel
We see you're only acting
Your empathy is lacking
I can't hear
You already lost my faith
You already lost my ears
They said that you were toxic
But now you're out of pocket

So I'll wait here for you
To realize your own lies
You're so high, you don't try

Hate on the way the wind blows
And see if it makes any difference
I promise it won't
You think you're fucking special
Let's see if entitlement gets you
The things that you want

Entitled

Spotify/Apple

BeauSupreme - Change (feat. LiFli)

Rain and Thunder ft Steele 11' (prod. Dee B x BlackMayo)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2cjrQhSFdRVKk7SNeKUK25
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/feelings-single/1473712201
YouTube: https://youtu.be/HDOFeo-Lgw8

[Verse 1]
I got a pen in my hand, a piece of paper and some tissues
Crying in my room and writing songs about my issues
I’m viciously wishing that I had someone that would listen
To all the thoughts and problems that I have and help me fix them

‘Cos I got no motion in my emotions
Yeah, I feel nothing, I think I’m broken
I’ve lost my feelings, I can no longer feel things
And the walls are closing in I’m getting crushed by the ceiling

The feeling of feeling real feelings is something
That I cannot feel so I'm spending everyday
Day dreaming of feeling real feelings but
The feelings I'm feeling will never ever be real

[Chorus]
I can always say that I’m decent 
I can always play pretend
I can always fake all my feelings
I can always act like I’m okay

If you ever feel that you miss me
If I get a call when I’m home
Always been a doubt on my face
That I'm not this strong

[Verse 2]
And I wish we could live in our paradise
But as long as I’m stuck in my past life
Had my mind racing fiercely from a thousand lies
Now my eyes tearing up, feeling paralyzed

And I'm numb, drowning thoughts with some white wine
Can’t comprehend how fucked this mind of mine is
I don’t know if you hate me, that’s alright
Leaving empty handed with every fight

Lying down feeling hopeless I can’t lie
Wishing I wouldn’t fuck up every time
I want to change, I’m not used to the sunlight
Falling back in your arms is my crime

[Chorus] x2
I can always say that I’m decent 
I can always play pretend
I can always fake all my feelings
I can always act like I’m okay

If you ever feel that you miss me
If I get a call when I’m home
Always been a doubt on my face
That I'm not this strong

Feelings

i really like this one

sample: dhan

produced by con

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy - i really miss you (prod. con)

tell me when you change (ft. Powfu)

purify [prod. vague001]

Lyrics:

Yeah it's so damn hard to please everyone
i broke my back to get it done
so i hope that you're proud of me
i hope that they're proud of me

and if i saw you all today
I wouldn't know what to say
this is therapy to me
the only thing that won't let me break

Sleye

and when i finally get to see you
i can't seem to get my sentence straight
i need some medicine to fix the i'm sick
you make me feel this way

this bitter pill it's always hard to take
that i was wrong
if i thought you'd ever want the same
i didn't know
that you would tear me all apart instead
you have my heart
it was only ever yours to claim

and no the problem isn't me
it's that you won't admit that you're to blame
you made it clear you didn't mean it
when you said that we were more than friends

what to say w/ sleye (prod. nevrfall)

@sssleye
yung axstn:
just open your eyes
cause babe ive already tried
it's been like a thousand times
still i can't say goodbye
sleye:
its always still so hard to say goodbye when i leave your side
its another way you want the taste of my lips on your mind
and if you let go of what held us back this long would it work out fine
or is it all a wish i messed up all will i still get two more tries
now you wasted your time that you got someone rather go its alright
and now the long light all night and lay in bed don't fall asleep till sunrise
just tell me your mine i wanna hear you say she lit all the lies
and now you open your eyes see you saw another dream you wanna stay inside
yung axstn:
just open your eyes
cause babe ive already tried
it's been like a thousand times
still i can't say goodbye

what to say w/ sleye (prod. nevrfall)

lullabyboy