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nosgov - amounts to nothing (evan jolley)

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could I have been anyone other than me?

vocals, prod, mix, master, art by myself

visit me im down
im coming thru the rain
clatter round the house
its driving me insane
u just wanna leave
but you dont wanna say
runnin off with lies
u push it off the page

kisses on me ouch
u try and ease the pain
but i know its out
ill never be the same
when i know u go
u roll and play the game
runnin off a high
come crashin in my place

boy u write my name
its so tried, so plain...
know ur tired of the game
i just get in the way

its a lonely road
walking on ur own
u still need my help
i just wanna know
coz ill understand
even thru the cold
do u feel me, high
when ur all alone

i dont understand,
u seemed an honest hand...
i dont understand,
u seemed an honest hand...

visit me im down
im coming thru the rain
clatter round the house
its driving me insane
u just wanna leave
but you dont wanna say
runnin off with lies
u push it off the page

kisses on me ouch
u try and ease the pain
but i know its out
ill never be the same
when i know u go
u roll and play the game
runnin off a high
come crashin in my place

visit me im down
and try to ease the pain
i dont want ur smoke
so baby stay away
i just wanna leave
but i dont wanna say
shouldnt help it i,
i couldnt help it couldnt help it-

hey.....
cmon, whats wrong?..
cmon-HEY,
cmon...cmon.......

i could not help myself

Prod. HelloMemory

everydays been the same i cant tell the difference
evanescence in me
senses tingling
i be
wanting to go.
people wanna kill me
just for being me yea i know X2

it be hurting like cavities hurting inside of me
agony and pain all i recieve
keep on fucking with me i dont decieve
you think im really pretty sorry i dont really see
pass the blunt i aint trying hear your sob stories
just wanna go to sleep hope i dont wake up
but my dreams never come true
now i gotta go face people i done outgrew

everydays been the same i cant tell the difference
evanescence in me
senses tingling
i be
wanting to go.
people wanna kill me
just for being me yea i know X2

KillMe

prod by @kamipaxk

lyrics:

black eyes, a black pit
i do music, i blast it
yea this shit i work it
10 grams in my carpet
i already know that bitch wanna pop it
i already fucked da hoe n she really good at suckin

and yk thats true
fucked on da hoe and yk im at the club
i aint getting pressured but ur bitch just bought some lub

i already got my cash, im numb
idk that bitch, she is rude
i dont wanna fuck w her, she aint good
i dont wanna be w her, she blue

stepped on some shit, every time, i want em burning
opps that get me trouble, fuck their bs
if i fucked w u, we aint glued
and i certainly dont give a fuck
give a fuckkkkk

i dont fuck wit chu u aint real
i dont fuck with chu, idgaf

tired of her, ima smack dat bitch
w all this leech around me i know i aint getting rich
fuck them hoes and leave cuz they aint true to me
they really untrue to everybody
idek the hoe, i just sucked her clit
all this fucking alt hoes they jus wannabes

she a wannabe
she a wannabe, ion fuck w da hoe she aint getting rich
she lies to you w me then she lies to me

i could not help myself

Lumon