working on an ep rn
lyrics:

do u see the blood on my face aye
i became all that i hate
just try 2 let to go of me
while i crashout and i rage
the cross on the ground is the only trace
lost my heart in the process of healin
ur heart is all that i'll forever be seekin
i keep on weeping
i keep on being fatigued in my soul
yeah I hate this feeling so fucking much
fuck
i guess im runnin outta luck
while devil creeps closer
i keep on foldin
i keep on holdin
to the cross around my neck
but i feel like choking
i think this is the end
cuz I feel weak as my knees bend
the devil sings as i dont repent
but im not afraid of him
he can do as he'd wish

desolation fucking isolating
the dragon forever rests in agony
fascination with how self destructing i can become 
whilst all night i fucking grieve
i wanna cut myself
i wanna hurt myself
but i know that momma would tell me it's not the right thing
i wanna run back home
i wanna feel my hands froze
look up to the sky
as the angels sing

Jesus is the only thing holding me together
these nights i keep countin a hundred minus 7
im suffocating because of depression
he think he want beef imma send him to heaven
give me a second wait 
fuck
this is the painful part
i been feelin dying
i been breakin apart
fuck

desolation (prod. cxrpse)

soldier of god

@dyingsoon
@lunacy2k (glxji)