Edge (Prod. Palm Playa)

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.

Wow guys 30 fucking thousand people... each time i grow more and more speechless. you are all my everything. i love you guys. sorry its been so long since I've posted. I've honestly been going through a lot of personal shit with my anxiety and depression and this fucking hamster wheel of bullshit life has thrown at me lately. anyways what I'm trying to say is that you guys are my light in the dark ass world we live in. all corny-ness aside. i don't know where i would be without you guys. I quit my job that was holding me back from music so now this is all i have to support myself. the real hustle starts here but i think i can do it. shout out again to everyone who has took me this far. lets keep this snowball rolling. 

Lyrics..

(Rx Luv)

lately i been harboring 
my feelings trying hide
drown myself in alcohol
to kill the things inside
maybe i should deal with all this pain
easier to take a fuckin bullet to my brain
thc and ethanol are running thru my veins
talking to myself ask myself if I’m insane
why can’t i let it go I’m addicted to the pain
nothing but a low life i can never change

so baby girl just listen up
i think I’ve have enough 
of prescription love
think its time to let you go
maybe I’m just broken down
i can’t take no more

girl i told u to leave me alone
its a warning
only gonna hurt you 
know i got them cold bones
you don’t want to know 
what i know
that your leaving 
cause then if you did 
you would leave love alone

takin all these drugs to numb my pain
since I lost your love I aint never been the same
endorphins are rushing thru my brain
if only for a second still i know i feel it change
its easy nowadays to be ashamed
but i wouldn’t be the man i am if i don’t take the blame  
see i gave up my selfishness & pride
i gave up my everything 
when u walked out my life

my sanity been slipping
i been loosing time
got a make a million 
before i loose my fucking mind
should i keep her around or should i let her go
does it even make a fuckin difference anymore?

14 when i cried 
16 when i lost my sight
18 when i lost my brain
19 im in love with pain   
20 and i’m still the same

Rx Luv

If you want to take my life (feat. SadBoyProlific) 

Loved making this one, I hope you all enjoy.

If You Want To Take My Life (feat. SadBoyProlific)

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

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well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

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r.i.p

IG @ sadgods
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@sadboyprolific
@itsyungvan
prod sadgods
mixing help from alec lark

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In My Bones (feat. SadBoyProlific & Yung Van)

Laying up late and it’s midnight 
Cold rainy days transition to some dark nights 
When I’m home alone 
No where else to go 
Calling up my friends wish I could just go let em know 
Depression finnaly hitting i can’t do it on my own  
Drowning in my sorrows but there’s nothing here to show 

All people really fake 
lying to my face
Telling me they there but never meaning what they say 


Call me up now ask some questions 
Help me out I need  lessons 
all these games why I’m stressing 
Too much work  life’s depressing 

Only wanna check up when you hear it in my lyrics 
Say you okay but I’m not okay 
Asking do you need some help really acting like they mean it 
Say you okay but I’m not okay

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone 

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone

Hard times 
Wish I could go make time 
Never had enough went back I hadda save mine

Wishing you would pick up 
Wishing you would call back
Talk me through problems 
Say you caring hope you mean that 

Maybe I’m too sad maybe I’m not 
Maybe y’all just flexing like y’all not 
Maybe I’m just honest should I stop
Start telling lies like I’m not 

Sad and lonely no cure 
All these sins a monster 
Fix me up still not pure 
On the inside not my contour

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone 

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone

friends? [prod. kado]

If I were to die tonight would you try to save me 
If I were to die tonight would you miss me 
If I were to die tonight would my sins be forgiven 
If you were to die tonight I couldn’t keep on livin 

Water on my wrist drip like a fuckin faucet 
I’m just tryina chill bitch stop the fuckin nonsense 
Me and my crew responsible for the progress 
If you wanna grow gotta stick with the proses 

Lately I’ve been feelin kinda scared 
Thoughts of suicide 
Feelin like nobody cares 
Metal state deranged 
So I’ll hit the blunt again 
Liquor on my tongue
Bitch I can barely stand 
Crying in my bed so I’ll pop a couple xans 
Spend all day blowin poison like a fan 
No I’m not ok with just being fucking friends
Lately baby I just really want to start again

So I’ll sit 
With a broken heart
And a bottle of whiskey 
And think of my death 
And how that shits risky 
How I could hurt my friends 
And the people around me 
But I can’t seem to help 
That I feel like I’m fucking drowning

If I Were To Die ft. Broken  (prod.sketchmyname)

Song title - Reflection
Production & Vocals by Lund.

Lyrics: 
I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

(X2)

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

I couldn't help myself 
you smiled and I was lost
in a lovesick world endorphins 
they can be toxic 
you played me for a fool
cause love was never an option

I want to wake up 
and feel like 
this life is a blessing 
instead I'm drinking whiskey 
loading bullets in my F-N
leave everything I own
to my family and best friends
and I know it aint your fault
I just can't keep on pretending 
that I love my life and 
everything is fine around me 
while I feel like I'm drowning 
demons they surround me 
talking very loudly
all inside my head
I know its all inside my head
cause

I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

Reflection

Lund - Reflection

Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

Lund - Reflection

Luna