glad I can listen to it again, everytime I listen to it I imagine the blkbird is my mind or my heart after I get go downhill again

I havent herd this since it first came out on youtube

this song hurts so much because it made me realize that in my own way I am blkbrd

Produced by @splashgvng & @thislandismusic
Artwork by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
No I'll never be

Wonder who I am as I stare in
The bathroom mirror as the shower fogs it up
And I think of what I've done
What I will do
And what I'll be after everything adds up
Once again I descend into madness
Take a deep breath, time passes
And nothing ever lasts
So I can find some peace in that
For a minute, then that feeling comes creeping back
What do I say when you ask me how I'm doing?
I just say I'm fine
Try to keep it moving
But in the back of my mind
I feel like I'm going to lose it
Sad part, if I died
It would probably be for their amusement

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
(No I'll never be)

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
that I'll never be

Wish I Knew

Lyrics:

ℒund:
Might just feel my brain with lead
Torture from the words you said 
Running through my head
Late while I lie in bed 
You know from these wrists I’ve bled
(x2)

Blood on my t shirt 
Blood on my carpet
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting 
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
What do we do now
We are all dying
 
This world that were all living in is fucking hell 
I swear to god sometimes it makes me want to kill myself
This is a maze, where's the exit 
Fuck it i can’t tell
Asking god why i cant check out 
Triple 6 hotel.

I forgot to die 
I guess ill wake up
Girl I told you 
You look better with no make up
I don't wanna go no where 
Let's just stay home
It just seems like lives better when were alone

(But still theres)
Blood on my T-shirt 
Blood on my carpet
(ohhh)
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting
(Fuck all the fighting)
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
(Why are we lying)
What do we do now
We are all dying
(we are all dying)
(x2)

Foreign Forest:
You were on my good side then
Now I'm getting high with my friends
Ima focus on my ends
If you wanted just to play pretend
Then you should have said you love me then
(x2)

Off the drugs
'Cause you ran off with your love
You were just here for the buzz
That's what this life always does
No fair now
Smell you when my hairs down
Picture perfect
Now I'm feeling worthless
I'll get over your spell
Only home for you is hell
Hope your frozen cold
When you see my gold

Tears on my T-shirt
Tears on my carpet
I'm all alone now
Feeling nostalgic
Where did my time go
I gave it to you
If I paid attention
I would've seen through you
(x)

forgot 2 die ft. ℒund (prod. late june)

Production & Vocals By ℒund 
Song Title - Weep
Lyrics
____________
two slit wrists
with a scythe
to fucked up 
had to leave this life
(x2)

its no joke 
to low
i can’t cope
smoke dope
for the pain
1 glock 1 shot
point it straight 
at my brain
do not resuscitate 
told u dont hesitate 
i put a end to 
the voice in my head
nobody ever listen
what i said

i don’t really fuck with the rest 
young kid flex
put the blade to ya neck
1 more step bitch
you loose your head
no one remember 
the shit that u did

bury bodies
stack em 4-wide   
why they bitch busy 
hit my phone line
i been getting money 
off my own time
you should stop biting 
and stick with 
your own rhymes

shorty you looking so thick
baby come grind on this dick
let me take u back to my hotel
lay u down fuck u good 
till that pussy swell

i made myself what i am
i turned myself into the man
i made this dough in my hand
but still you don’t understand
dont understand

it takes
dedication & some discipline 
talent, drugs and experience
but tbh living life I’m sick of it
even if moneys still coming in
even tho people still bump my shit
fuck the world
death sound luxurious    
look in my eyes
if you don’t think I’m serious
thats why…

Weep

Production By Lund
Vocals In Order By
@moonmovement
@tokyosaint
@lund
@max_wellsmusic

Blood Stain Cypher

Vocals & Production By Lund.

Lyrics

baby whats your name
tell me what u like
i could make you feel right girl
just come with me tonight
no bullshit i aint playin
bae u know I’m on my grind
yeah i been getting money you can see these dollar signs
countin an Im counting yeah I’m counting all this cash
she pour me up a double cup I’m grabbing on that ass

yeah she know that i 
hit that pussy right
she just wanna ride
this dick all night

yeah she know that i 
hit it (x3)
know i hit it right.

right right middle of night
girl you so tight and I’m loving it
well take it slow no rushing this
ecstasy the way we touch and kiss
lil foreplay got u wanting more
do the things you never done before
go with the flow girl ill be your mentor
fuck on the table then fuck on the floor
fuck in the bath we fuck in the bed
then i eat you, you gimme head
make ya legs shake just like i said 
that rip ill leave pussy dead

no bullshit i aint playing bae
you know that i don’t lie   
if i say ill make it happen                
know i do it any time
got places to go but 
she never wanna leave
i know that she would rather 
 spend all day in bed with me 
 cause i  

i know what u need baby 
i read you like a book
and if were being honest babe
my heart is what you took
know you got a line of men 
to pick and spend your time
i knew right when i saw you 
baby girl your so divine
i feel so lucky to be 
the one you spend your nights with
lets go on an adventure me and you 
girl your my sidekick 
ill put you in my future
girl you fuckin with a psychic
so hop up on that dick baby 
i wanna see you ride it

Hit It

Vocals By Lund & @drekiken
Production By Lund. 

Lyrics 

Lund:

too many missed call had to block my number 
she just wanna be with someone that really loves her
but baby u cant have a storm without no thunder
dont u fucking treat me like some trash in the gutter      
ever burn a bridge before cause shit your pretty good
i build it all by hand out of rope and wood
back when u believed in us and u said that we could
be together forever and i said that we should    

so fuck it let it burn
cause whats it really worth
just dust into the earth
i like the way it hurts

Dre Kiken:

i know i told u and how we supposed too  
move past it when u always gotta be so drastic 
how im supposed to know when u never tell me things
dont got time no more but i swear ill come back to u
dont wanna break up to make up
you act like u can do better 
shit u prolly could
swear i went hollywood
i think ur giving up on us
i think ur giving up no trust
you just wanna let it burn
you just wanna see me hurt

Dust Ft. Dre Kiken

Vocals & Production By Lund

Lyrics:

I'm loosing my soul
My demons they grow
They drag me below
but nobody know
No nobody knows

When they take control  
I cannot die 
I don't bleed anymore
Still I feel the pain
inside this hell
I'm burned by the flames
Eternal yells 
cast into the lake
Where there is no love 
Cause love is just pain
So why am i  living g life
Cause life's just the same 

Blkbrd don't need a reason to go fly
Nobody wonders why he gets so high
Nobody ever question where he go
Cause nobody pays attention anymore

Blkbrd gon fall from the sky
Blkbrd gon take his own life 
Blkbrd  he say goodbye
Blkbrd he don't wanna cry 
Blkbrd he don't wanna cry 
no more

ill admit that i am selfish
ill admit that i have lied
but girl how many times can
i fucking apologize
stare into your eyes I’m looking for a vital sign
but all i see is cold baby your hearts turned into ice
conversate with god 
only thing that keep me round
got a little bit of hope left 
though I’m broke down
late at night my demons fight
they yell so fuckin loud
burning blunts and empty bottles
only thing that calm them down

BlkBird

If I were to die tonight would you try to save me 
If I were to die tonight would you miss me 
If I were to die tonight would my sins be forgiven 
If you were to die tonight I couldn’t keep on livin 

Water on my wrist drip like a fuckin faucet 
I’m just tryina chill bitch stop the fuckin nonsense 
Me and my crew responsible for the progress 
If you wanna grow gotta stick with the proses 

Lately I’ve been feelin kinda scared 
Thoughts of suicide 
Feelin like nobody cares 
Metal state deranged 
So I’ll hit the blunt again 
Liquor on my tongue
Bitch I can barely stand 
Crying in my bed so I’ll pop a couple xans 
Spend all day blowin poison like a fan 
No I’m not ok with just being fucking friends
Lately baby I just really want to start again

So I’ll sit 
With a broken heart
And a bottle of whiskey 
And think of my death 
And how that shits risky 
How I could hurt my friends 
And the people around me 
But I can’t seem to help 
That I feel like I’m fucking drowning

If I Were To Die ft. Broken  (prod.sketchmyname)

Produced by ℒund & Forest
"Halloween But All Year" coming 10/31

lyrics:

ℒund:
Love is like a twister
And girl you got me shook up
I know I shouldn’t miss you 
When your the one that fucked up
But thats just a heartbreak 
Pulling on my heartstrings 
Girl you make my heartache
I'm used to all this pain now
Head full of voices
I'm going insane now
There's nothing you can change now
They gon' find me hanging
You're the one to blame now

Forest:
I’ve seen you before
Outside that door
What you staring for
Girl I know you want more
Wanna see my room
I could give you a tour
And if it gets cold
I could light a fire
That could keep you warm
Feeling so torn
Feelings hit me like storm
Deja vu, oh my lord

Forest & ℒund:
All The Time
You Ruin My Mind
All I Want
Is to be with you
That’s all I Want

Listen on Spotify

heartache ft. ℒund

OCTAVIO - Nineteen (Sad For No Reason)

Stream/Buy "Nineteen (Sad For No Reason)" here!:fanlink.to/Nineteen_OCTAVIO

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Lyrics:
Lately i've been feeling sad for no reason
So i go get high for the evening
You told me you would stay now you’re leaving
I don’t give a fuck i'm still dreaming

Baby i just need some space
I don’t even wanna taste
And every time i see your face
I know that you can’t be replaced cuz 
You know what to say tho
When i’m not okay no
Used to say you promise
Didn’t know you’d break those
Telling me excuses
We left each other bruises
I roll up when i wake up
You put on too much make up

Saying i love you 
I can’t even touch you
Can’t do this again
So now i'm sayin fuck you
Once is enough girl i don’t need a sequel
There’s good and there’s bad but with you its just evil
Our love is a gun one mistake could be lethal
My life is a movie post up at the regal

Lately i've been feeling sad for no reason
So i go get high for the evening
You told me you would stay now you’re leaving
I don’t give a fuck i'm still dreaming

Lately i've been feeling sad for no reason
So i go get high for the evening
You told me you would stay now you’re leaving
I don’t give a fuck i'm still dreaming

Scary
I'm so afraid
Of a world 
That's painted in gray
Scary 
I'm so afraid

Lately i've been feeling sad for no reason
So i go get high for the evening
You told me you would stay now you’re leaving
I don’t give a fuck i'm still dreaming

Nineteen (Sad For No Reason)

Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

Where You Want To Be

Artist & Producer
Inquiry - yousadbruh@gmail.com
snapchat - lundbeatz

BlkBird

ℒund

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