but now you've got those cool friends who wanna live in your head.
I think I'm better off dead.

left some things unsaid
dying in my bed here,
better part of a year ripped apart by my fears

I just wanted you
and you just wanted them
everything that's beautiful will kill you in the end.

(ay)
hope you get high to this.
hope you don't cry to this
like I am
four years and a blunt to this
to celebrate all the hits
you took, and we took 
while we tried to be strong

four years aint that long
four years in a song
I let it all go just to know I belong

and I wasn't wrong

to think you had other plans, yeah

now you got a man and I'm thinkin good for him
but you also stabbed my back,
and I'm cutting up my skin
no I never fuckin left
locked my heart up in your basement
my friends called you two-faced
I told them it don't phase me

gave you all my love 
and you know it broke me down
four years down the fuckin drain
I'm wishing I would drown
crashing under waves
because now I'm crashing out
set myself on fire 
if it'd make you put it out, yeah

but now you've got those cool friends who wanna live in your head.
I think I'm better off dead.

left some things unsaid
dying in my bed here,
better part of a year ripped apart by my fears

I just wanted you
and you just wanted them
everything that's beautiful will kill you in the end.

Good For Him (Prod. Gusuck)

do not disturb me
when I'm rotting in the ground
fell from in the clouds,
needed a moment to myself, so

I'd die to see you now.
and as though it's any secret,
I'm just full of grief and regret
eating at me like the leeches.

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me
My worst fear, and now the real thing

My worst fear, and now the real thing

What's the fucking point
What's the fucking point if everything never stays

(Wanted to stay, to stay the same way)

Wanted to stay, to stay, the same way

I was never enough so do not disturb me

do not disturb me
when I'm rotting in the ground
fell from in the clouds,
needed a moment to myself, so

I'd die to see you now.
and as though it's any secret,
I'm just full of grief and regret
eating at me like the leeches.

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me
My worst fear, and now the real thing

(Wanted to stay, to stay the same way)

Wanted to stay, to stay, the same way

I was never enough so do not disturb me

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me

My worst fear, and now the real thing

Do Not Disturb (Prod. Gusuck)

Decided to drop an oldie for my hundredth song :) Love y'all

Castles (2017)

I wrote this song about the emotional toll of living in a system that seems designed to keep you down. About not having enough money to even support yourself with basic needs. About the mental issues that this lifestyle will bring along. The only thing you want to do is try to find ways to temporarily feel better.


produced and everything else by me

of what remains

0112

Should've Picked The Bear.

Lyrics coming soon! (also posted on my main account!!!)


Bad news!

💀"LOST" IS AVAILABLE ON💀

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/24DRc9NzCdnsj4qdcVAVXO?si=14YWVUwnTnqQVWk8ovcAzw 
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/us/album/lost-single/1830867626
AMAZON MUSIC: https://music.amazon.com/tracks/B0FKZM5MNK?marketplaceId=ATVPDKIKX0DER&musicTerritory=US&ref=dm_sh_KBnihSbHhkR3np1dP4e5XtdwE
YOUTUBE MUSIC: https://youtu.be/WUq4SM3hRFo?si=2Zuv1pXToTDNmY8N
TIK TOK: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT6f32bFh/
INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/reels/audio/1804003647135100/

and more!..

💀ABOUT "LOST"💀

There have been nights where I didn’t know if I’d make it through — moments where the weight of everything felt too much. Lost is about those moments. It’s about holding on when you don’t know why. About searching for purpose, for light, for anything to believe in.

This song is my story, but it might be yours too — if you’ve ever felt like the world forgot you, like no one really sees what you're going through, I hope this reminds you that you're not alone.

Music has become my therapy, my release, and a way to feel heard when nothing else makes sense. I'm healing, slowly. One more night, one step, one note at a time.

If this song speaks to you, thank you for listening. Please feel free to reach out — I read every message and I’m grateful for every connection.

💀LYRICS💀

im so lost
one more night
im so lost
im so lost
one more night
i cant find it
im so
lost

cant find a meaning
cant find a feeling
give me a reason
to quit the bleeding

open up to you and i open up my chest
i give you my all until i got nothing left
poke at my sides at the thought of suicide
alone in my dungeon, alone as I cry
the whiskey and rye, the highlight of my life
stay strong, stay strong, cant do this one more night

im so lost
one more night
im so lost
im so lost
one more night
i cant find it
im so

sick of this mess
sick of my friends
sick of this world
maybe im sick in the head
sick of this mess
sick of my friends
sick of this world
maybe im sick in the head

stay strong, stay strong, cant do this one more night 

im so lost
im so lost
im so lost
i cant find it

im so lost
one more night
im so lost
im so lost
one more night
i cant find it
im so
lost

💀CREDITS💀

Super thankful for my buddies Grady Finch (Producer) and Tommy’z World Studio’s (music video director) for having my back and pushing me to have a creative release. If you need audio or visuals in or around Sacramento California hit them up.

Lost

Fredag…
Lönen landar.
Sockret sjunger.
Och jag drömmer… om allt gött.

Geléhjärtan i fickan,
fudge i min hand,
smörkola på tungan,
och solen över strand.

Lön, godis och annat gött,
livet är sött, ja livet är sött.
Men för mycket av det goda,
kan göra hjärtat trött.

Lakrits och körsbär,
jordgubbstårta och te,
smultron på stigen,
och reggaens mjuka ske.

Honung på läppen,
banankaka varm,
hallonsylt på morgonbröd,
och kärlek i min arm.

Lön, godis och annat gött,
livet är sött, ja livet är sött.
Men för mycket av det goda,
kan göra själen trött.

Kokos och mango,
gräddglass i sol,
men socker blir tunga steg,
när kvällen blir moln.

Balansen är som choklad,
lite räcker långt.
För mycket, och drömmen
blir bara kladd.

Lön, godis och annat gött,
livet är sött, ja livet är sött.
Men för mycket av det goda,
kan göra hjärtat trött.

Spara lite till imorgon,
så smakar det ännu bättre.

lön, godis och annat gött

artist/prod. lil happy lil sad
https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
Lyrics ↓

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like

ive got so much shit to say
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

lil happy lil sad - let me die (og)

sorry for the wait friends. i know this one is long overdue. these were recorded nov 24-feb 25 and polished up from feb- now. many more songs and vibes in the vault that will drop faster this time pinky promise

GAHDAM NICHE (ticox)

THERANOSE (ticox)

WII ft. propryute (ticox)

SOME BARS (ticox)

PROPRYUTE SPEAKS

GORGEOUS (ticox)

A lofi acoustic trap beat thats inspired by Lund and other soundcloud artists. Track includes ambient beats with layered vocals. Perfect for easy listening and a rap thats moving.

Lund Inspired Acoustic Ambient Beat For Sale

Very successful and famous musician
bestie @dj-we
alt @lidpesto
band @meemawboyz

also known as ReinaVi.  Demo & unreleased tracks are posted here!

Hi, Im Tyler Kidd! As a child I spent a lot of time around music. My grandfather was a karaoke DJ, so some nights I’d get to watch him an my mom sing. I learned a lot, and always enjoyed singing. My Grandpa recorded my first cover of “Im Proud To Be An American” by Lee Greenwood at around age 5.

My dream has always been to become a rockstar, but more importantly to make my Mom proud. Lets be real, I was probably a mistake, but I want to prove to me Mom all her hard work wasn’t for nothing. I was a pain in the ass as a teenager and it’s time to make up for that! Let’s get mom a new home!!

I’ve played guitar for over 10 years now. Music helps me cope which is why I do all of this! As a teen I was very depressed due to relationship issues. Thankfully I am way past that now, and because of peoples support and belief in my music I am able to release these emotions and cope with them in a better way!

I hope to inspire other to follow their dreams and pursuit of happiness!!
Please follow me on this journey!
Thank you! - Tyler Kidd

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Rest peacefully Kasper, you're the only person in this world I ever looked up to or idolized..☹️
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Happy gang :):

you look ugly when you hate

shoutout to Ukraine

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