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KILLING ME

P A R T Y (Because I Got To)

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.

Wow guys 30 fucking thousand people... each time i grow more and more speechless. you are all my everything. i love you guys. sorry its been so long since I've posted. I've honestly been going through a lot of personal shit with my anxiety and depression and this fucking hamster wheel of bullshit life has thrown at me lately. anyways what I'm trying to say is that you guys are my light in the dark ass world we live in. all corny-ness aside. i don't know where i would be without you guys. I quit my job that was holding me back from music so now this is all i have to support myself. the real hustle starts here but i think i can do it. shout out again to everyone who has took me this far. lets keep this snowball rolling. 

Lyrics..

(Rx Luv)

lately i been harboring 
my feelings trying hide
drown myself in alcohol
to kill the things inside
maybe i should deal with all this pain
easier to take a fuckin bullet to my brain
thc and ethanol are running thru my veins
talking to myself ask myself if I’m insane
why can’t i let it go I’m addicted to the pain
nothing but a low life i can never change

so baby girl just listen up
i think I’ve have enough 
of prescription love
think its time to let you go
maybe I’m just broken down
i can’t take no more

girl i told u to leave me alone
its a warning
only gonna hurt you 
know i got them cold bones
you don’t want to know 
what i know
that your leaving 
cause then if you did 
you would leave love alone

takin all these drugs to numb my pain
since I lost your love I aint never been the same
endorphins are rushing thru my brain
if only for a second still i know i feel it change
its easy nowadays to be ashamed
but i wouldn’t be the man i am if i don’t take the blame  
see i gave up my selfishness & pride
i gave up my everything 
when u walked out my life

my sanity been slipping
i been loosing time
got a make a million 
before i loose my fucking mind
should i keep her around or should i let her go
does it even make a fuckin difference anymore?

14 when i cried 
16 when i lost my sight
18 when i lost my brain
19 im in love with pain   
20 and i’m still the same

Rx Luv

Production & Vocals By ℒund 
Song Title - Weep
Lyrics
____________
two slit wrists
with a scythe
to fucked up 
had to leave this life
(x2)

its no joke 
to low
i can’t cope
smoke dope
for the pain
1 glock 1 shot
point it straight 
at my brain
do not resuscitate 
told u dont hesitate 
i put a end to 
the voice in my head
nobody ever listen
what i said

i don’t really fuck with the rest 
young kid flex
put the blade to ya neck
1 more step bitch
you loose your head
no one remember 
the shit that u did

bury bodies
stack em 4-wide   
why they bitch busy 
hit my phone line
i been getting money 
off my own time
you should stop biting 
and stick with 
your own rhymes

shorty you looking so thick
baby come grind on this dick
let me take u back to my hotel
lay u down fuck u good 
till that pussy swell

i made myself what i am
i turned myself into the man
i made this dough in my hand
but still you don’t understand
dont understand

it takes
dedication & some discipline 
talent, drugs and experience
but tbh living life I’m sick of it
even if moneys still coming in
even tho people still bump my shit
fuck the world
death sound luxurious    
look in my eyes
if you don’t think I’m serious
thats why…

Weep

i hate me too

Production By Lund
Vocals In Order By
@moonmovement
@tokyosaint
@lund
@max_wellsmusic

Blood Stain Cypher

Vocals By Lund & @drekiken
Production By Lund. 

Lyrics 

Lund:

too many missed call had to block my number 
she just wanna be with someone that really loves her
but baby u cant have a storm without no thunder
dont u fucking treat me like some trash in the gutter      
ever burn a bridge before cause shit your pretty good
i build it all by hand out of rope and wood
back when u believed in us and u said that we could
be together forever and i said that we should    

so fuck it let it burn
cause whats it really worth
just dust into the earth
i like the way it hurts

Dre Kiken:

i know i told u and how we supposed too  
move past it when u always gotta be so drastic 
how im supposed to know when u never tell me things
dont got time no more but i swear ill come back to u
dont wanna break up to make up
you act like u can do better 
shit u prolly could
swear i went hollywood
i think ur giving up on us
i think ur giving up no trust
you just wanna let it burn
you just wanna see me hurt

Dust Ft. Dre Kiken

Vocals By @emilyraymondd & Lund
Production & Lyric By Lund.

Lyrics:

Emily:

I brought you light 
But You'd rather live in the dark
We always fight 
Don't even know what is the cause 
Still asking why 
Fuck it babe What is the point 
your feeding me lies
And im tired of playing the part

You broke me down 
I'm nothing but marrow and bone
Rott to the core
Chewed up and spit on the floor
I'm leaving now
Can't take this shit anymore 
And if your holding me down
Then why am I outta control

(Verse written by Emily)

Why cant you see 
the heart on my sleeve 
your tearing me apart babe 
loosing my sleep
why cant you see 
your everything i need
I'm loosing my mind babe 
i cant compete



Lund:

You brought me light 
But I'd rather live in the dark
It's my own fault 
that everything's falling apart
I know it been hard
I'm sorry for what i have done
but baby please don’t leave 
cause then i won’t have anyone 

you gave me love 
but i  just threw it away
i promise that I’m gonna change 
cause baby i need you to stay
I’m feeling hollowed out
tied of living this way
you have my heart
so baby 
please dont walk away

Hallowed Ft. Emily Raymond

Vocals and Production By Lund.

Lyrics:

i just wanna chill and smoke
roll a blunt up for us both
i just wanna make you feel
fall away with me baby
ill show you something real
stop fronting on me baby 
whats the deal
know we both been hurt before     
so I’m not trying steal your heart
but if happens well the fuck it girl
cause no one expects to fall in love  

so baby are you with it i just gotta know
cause your the only one i think about here anymore     
late night thoughts are running through my head 
i cant get no sleep 
but i still think the waters fine
you say that I’m into deep
take a chance girl
take a swim with me
cause nothing else is on my mind 
but you floating right next to me 
so stay awhile
see you smile
fall away with me
feeling so good 
u could swear we pop some ecstasy  
but baby girl think twice I’m not about that life
i only smoke the doja when anxiety is high  
elevate my stress its a part of daily life
and i dont wanna be no where but here 
lost in your eyes    

oh lately i feel like the stress is adding up
i wonder how much this can take till we have had enough
late night thoughts are running through our heads we cant get no sleep
thats when i split the woods and roll it up for you an me
i know sometimes that life hard but i   will make you see
that all i wanna do is spend my time with you in peace
but still no petty argument could ever make me leave     
cause life is short and love inside your heart is all i need

Ninety Six

Song Title - By My Side
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Thank you all for 50K follows and for the enormous amount of support you continue to give me. It really means the world to me <3

By My Side

prod. @notmorgn

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

but sometimes life's like that
i don't wanna type back
if im forced to fight back
i'll just a flight back to home
back to the rain to the green and the cold
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

i thought i died inside

I want to take a minute and tell you all how much all of you mean to me. It really is difficult to put into words the amount of gratitude I have for the continuous support you have all given me. being able to share and relate with you truly saves my life everyday. I love all of you with all that I am. - Lund 

p.s. - new music when this reaches 100k streams.

Song Title - Low
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics


Low now
Feeling low now
This divide inside my mind 
I might lose control now
Demons feeding on my soul
Im a fucking ghost now
And theres nothing in my chest
But a fucking hole now

Woah now 
Blood it flow out
Theres a war inside my mind 
Drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time
Trying work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes
Got a heart of stone now

Know my head is spun
With thoughts you I'm over whelmed 
All this pain I hold
I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core 
Know you were my everything 
Without you have nothing left 
So ima let this pistol sing

Blood run cold like overdose 
Going toe to toe with death
Smokin till im comatose
Till there just aint nothing left
Whiskey with the cyanide 
Empty bottle by my bed  
Depression got no antidote
So fill my fucking brain with lead

Nobody's Happy.

Lately

Official Music Video

produced by erik ron

music video
https://youtu.be/q7VM7BFzgzM

lyrics:

amnesia
wanna forget how bad I need ya
losing my vision I can’t see ya
someday i know that I’ll erase her, erase her

amnesia
feeling the pain as I go deeper
anyway i don’t have to feel ya
cutting you out like I got a razor

treat me like that
oh you know i still miss you
i sent you text
but i know you never read through
I still want it bad
Way worse then i need to
i won’t hold you back
if you wanna be free so

i think i’m letting you go
easy to say it I know
days when i’m out on the road
wish I was with you at home

what i’m doing ain’t workin’
wish that i could be certain

amnesia
wanna forget how bad I need ya
losing my vision I can’t see ya
someday i know that I’ll erase her, erase her

amnesia
feeling the pain as I go deeper
anyway i don’t have to feel ya
cutting you out like I got a razor  

I know I changed
you know i had to
I got attached
the day i met you

i’ve gone insane
not feeling the same
i hate to face
that i love the pain

workin on letting you go
memories making me choke
feelings are taking its tole
livin this life as a ghost

what i’m doing ain’t workin’
wish that i could be certain

amnesia
wanna forget how bad I need ya
losing my vision I can’t see ya
someday i know that I’ll erase her, erase her

amnesia
feeling the pain as I go deeper
anyway i don’t have to feel ya
cutting you out like I got a razor

amnesia (music video on youtube)

DRUGS & NICOTINE

Artist & Producer
Inquiry - yousadbruh@gmail.com
snapchat - lundbeatz

Rx Luv

ℒund

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