Composed: 25/10/1997
Lyrics: L. Deggs
MIDI programming: L. Deggs
Vocals: L. Deggs

Can you pass me that carving knife? I want to cut up my face.
I want to see if I can change my life if I start with this disgrace.
I insist on telling lies though it's more painful than it's worth.
The truth is in my eyes along with pain and loss and hurt.

Can you speak instead of me? I'm too afraid to say a word.
There's too many things I want to say, you see, but I'm afraid I'll go unheard.
Why do you always help me out? I don't deserve someone like you.
I've gone so long without but now I think I'm pulling through.

Don't believe a word I say to you.
It's at times like these I really count on you.

Can you pass me that Sellotape? I want to piece it up again.
It's the last time they'll call me fake, so say hello to new and goodbye to then.
I've got a mind full of good ideas that I am not afraid to use.
And I've overcome my fears in the hope of pleasing you.

Can you help me to come to terms with all the things that I've just said?
Because deep-down inside it burns where I'd always presumed dead.
This tender grip I hold is like a sliver of brand new hope.
It not only destroys the old but at times it helps me cope.

Don't believe a word I say to you.
It's at times like these I really count on you.

You say I've now earned your respect, but don't ever call me "sir"
Because what started as a speck has now become a blur.

Sliver

Ladies and Gentlemen... It's been a while, hasn't it? :D

Since my move from SC to YouTube, things have been quite hectic, especially with the release of the 2nd volume for Warzone 2100 called "Aftermath".

That being said, I've been "recruited" by the Twisted Insurrection development team to mix/compose a few tracks of my own for them.
This is the 4th track so far, and you may wonder... where are the other three?

You can find those, along with this track, on their YouTube channel here:
https://www.youtube.com/c/TwistedInsurrectionOfficial

Many thanks to Looperman, MusicRadar, Zero-G, Sonic Foundry and eJay communities for providing all these awesome samples for people to play with, in particular to ZacWilkins, Morgoth Beatz [@morgothbeatz], DJWiP30UTofficial and to eliherps for the ones hosted on the main Looperman website.

For more stuff that I've made, go and check out my YT channel, there I'll keep track of everything mixed so far, including tracks that are on other channels [those can be listened to from one of my playlists].
https://www.youtube.com/c/LupusMechanicusYT/

Cheers!

Twisted Insurrection - Addon Soundtrack

Inspired by the OST for Tiberian Sun: Firestorm

PURGE_

Four cues for a student film project i've been working on, you don't normally hear them back to back like this in the final short but I bunched 'em all together to to see if they flowed ok. Can you spot the 4 cues?

Hope you like them and I'm up for more fun projects if anyone doesn't mind some one slow and a bit crap :D

Oh and as always feedback is more than welcome, dear god I need feedback on just about everything!

Oh and sorry I can't share the actual video, its not my copyright and they've not finished the edit yet.

Crocodile Tears

MjN vs EuroBoy - Teidän juhliin (MjN Remix)

untitled Spacecombat RTS BG music

Tried to do my own Hell March but it came out loud and heavy & pain for your ears.

Game Over - Continue (yes/no)? [max eardestruction]

[unfinished] Quicker Than Light 2014 Version

Unity2004

Surface Tension

While producing this track I got somehow reminded of Airstrike from Frank Klepacki (OST of Command & Conquer). I decided to try replaying it's famous 'guitar solo'. My chords were different but it none the less fit in pretty decent. Hence decided to keep it. Thanks Frank! we loved your music in that game! :)

Be sure to also check out the youtube channel from "Direct and Dominate" which made an animated contribution as well:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIItX-iCPCA

Dociler - Tribute To Frank Klepacki

Moved my stuff to the YouTube channel. Please do check the work there.

Currently, pretty occupied with the 2nd Golden Age of Warzone 2100.

PMC

LupusMechanicus