lyrics:
tell me why i kinda wanna blow my brains out
didn't realize it would take time
now i'm waiting for you on the sidelines
caught you
now everything is fake, ouch
can you tell me why he's living my life?
while i was sitting in the crossroads
why'd you put me in the front lines?

i, could, give
everything you ever wanted
i know i been unimportant to ya
baby i would hate to cause a problem, with this gun
you won't get to see the morning
and my brain is so distorted, i got visions of you rotting here i'm mourning
tell me i won't go in-

insane, my god
insane, my god
insane, my god
insane, my god

everytime i let you run your course
you look back and treat me,
i'm not sane, my god
insane, my god

you're exhiled
from my heart
hope you find your
one true love
after i done turned your guts to mush, i hate it but i love it so
after i done turned your guts to mush, i hate it but i love it

tell me why i kinda wanna blow my brains out
didn't realize it would take time
now i'm waiting for you on the sidelines
caught you
now everything is fake, ouch
can you tell me why he's living my life?
while i was sitting in the crossroads
why'd you put me in the front lines?

i, could, give
everything you ever wanted
i know i been unimportant to ya
baby i would hate to cause a problem, with this gun
you won't get to see the morning
and my brain is so distorted, i got visions of you rotting here i'm mourning
tell me i won't go in-

insane, my god
insane, my god
insane, my god
insane, my god

everytime i let you run your course
you look back and treat me,
i'm not sane, my god
sane, my god

insane

A Silent Voice (mbrk)

crave

point blank range

lucille - insane

@torturedskin - breakdowns

breakdowns

prod. sickboi

Someone call me a doctor
I'm losing blood I'll die
She doesn't want me to prosper
I'm decaying, soon I'll rot

She took the gun off the floor
Wiped all the blood and the gore
I got a hole in my chest
I'm seeing the light the lord

Please save me someone
Before I perish
She pointed the gun at me
I tried to run away

But I couldn't escape her
I start to lose my breath
My lungs thinner than paper
Thinking in my head

That there could be a savior
Somewhere out there
I swear I'm so scared
I'm such a fucking bastard

I'm a loser, a stupid fuck
I'm standing here in silence
ripped out my guts
Please save me someone

Before I perish
She pointed the gun at me
I tried to run away


I tried to run away
So far away
Where you couldn't help me no more
And throughout all this pain
You want me to say that

I'm just a fuck up too
I hate your guts
Stabbing me in the back
Saying that I fucked up

The truth is that you're useless
I just don't care enough
Stabbing me in the back
Saying that I fucked up

You tried to hide from me your love
You told me I'd be better off dead
I tried to hide up all these scars
You told me I'd be better off dead


Someone call me a doctor
I'm losing blood I'll die
She doesn't want me to prosper
I'm decaying, soon I'll rot

She took the gun off the floor
Wiped all the blood and the gore
I got a hole in my chest
I'm seeing the light the Lord

Please save me someone
Before I perish
She pointed the gun at me
I tried to run away

I tried to run away

Rot ft. heybinji (OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS)

lucille - breakdowns (deleted)

prod. lucille

oh god, i fear i'm way too involved
i put it all on the line
i'll be awaiting your call
said this shit a million times
guess you don't listen at all
i'll take a shot from your gun and blow my brains on the walls

i might just lose it for you baby
hold my hand
i'll be the loser for you maybe
in the end
i'll still be here when it gets crazy
god damn

i never seen this side of you
how do i get through
defiled, lie in you
and your cold
cold

shoot me dead
what's the point
a million rounds
fill the void
slay me down
kill the noise
watch it all fall down
paranoia

hate you
i wanna break you
i'm scared too
face you
i swear i'll find you
phase through
all your lies

oh god, i fear i'm way too involved
i put it all on the line
i'll be awaiting your call
said this shit a million times
guess you don't listen at all
i'll take a shot from your gun and blow my brains on the walls

i might just lose it for you baby
hold my hand
i'll be the loser for you maybe
in the end
i'll still be here when it gets crazy
god damn

i never seen this side of you
how do i get through
defiled, lie in you
and your cold
cold

shoot me dead
what's the point
a million rounds
fill the void
slay me down
kill the noise
watch it all fall down
paranoia

@torturedskin - breakdowns

@lurrker