prod. bunii


woah,
woah

times outta my hands,
and i can’t let go of my regrets in my head
paralyzed in my bed,
and i don’t remember the last time that i slept
there’s not that much left
that can keep me from saying that my happiness is pretend
don’t you forget,
what you said, tears i shed, scars i bled, for you to leave me dead

wish i was floating away in open waters,
away so i can wander,
a way to escape all the chaos
and take the pain out
and then remake all the wasted parts in my head and my love

i can’t go on while you’re having fun, like this isn’t wrong
im yelling outta my lungs til they’ve had enough
it’s all been too much, i guess that’s my luck

i can’t feel a thing
i only cry in my dream
i can’t feel a thing
i only cry in my dream

:)

i only cry in my dream…

Huge thanks to https://soundcloud.com/torturedskin for coming on stream for the interview! 
He made this song on stream
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8GyUhL1S48

Lucille - Still (prod. Lucille)

@torturedskin - dying w/ me (snippet)

lucille - shed those tears (snippet) (OUT NOW)

released officially go stream: https://soundcloud.com/gothamendmentbih/greed

https://soundcloud.com/gothamendmentbih https://soundcloud.com/gothbastard https://soundcloud.com/torturedskin
https://www.instagram.com/p/DHGu-C8pToS/
#GOTHAMENDMENT
dm 4 takedown

bastard & lucille - greed

natalis (prod. lucille)#gothamendment

lucille - homerun

prod me

now that the party is over, you're in the wrong
cant forgive nor forget what you did since you're gone
now my world is revolving and its all your fault
or was it me? 
the one let you stray so far.

empty responses from you, and now you're washed out
you've got nothing to do
but maybe there's hope, beyond that rope
but for now, you are just something i used to know
i'm not a coward, ill bear all your weight on my back
was it me being selfish? no, it couldn't be that
there's nothing left for me to spare
cause i'm here and you're there
miss your smile, and your hair
i'm all alone in despair

so i'll say your goodbye's, and ill tell you goodnight
ill take what is wrong with me, cut off my eye
i deserve it, im so worthless
i'm so sorry for ruining you
you were perfect, fucking perfect

now that the party is over, you're in the wrong
cant forgive nor forget what you did since you're gone
now my world is revolving and its all your fault
or was it me? the one that let you stray so-

me fui pal infierno, y volvi pa buscarte
porque queria dejarte
confia en mi, lo que hago es pa ti
no te aleje de mi, cause i'll be the one
who will set you free

afterparty

i wish i was like you
not a, whistle in the crops 
i promise i would try to
do my best to hold them off,when they come flockin

i put my arms out wide
and rot outside
to fix your problem

and they keep pecking on me
your claws in my shoulders, feel your wings
ya i'm not good at fear it seems
even with these sharpened teeth
cause imitations not as easy
when they can see behind your screen 

i'm not that real
they don't know how it feels
they'll tear up my post
and pull me out of the field
i thought i would work
they're saying bye to lucille
bye to lucille

i'll be your scarecrow

@torturedskin - dying w/ me (snippet)

@lurrker