what the fuck u do (interlude) [p. elujjin]

prod: me

notes: i announced this song back in february, this is my best song yet.. and i genuinely hope you'll like this song 🥲

lyrics:

you grow on to me
leaves scatter as winds blow by
your comforting presence
is growing thin
and i didnt think that i would love again
you grew on to me
it was cut short, but you were kind to me
you branched out and held out your hand for me
and now that your gone, you've reminded me of empathy

as i stare into the sky
i feel you, i see you looking down at me
and i wished you were here next to me
because, you've grown on me just like ivy

i put our pictures back on to the wall
i really thought that i could move on
if i just forget about you
but i guess im not moving on now
I learned to love myself, it reminded me of hope
when i was at my lowest, i held on and pulled the rope
upwards from my death, i reached out for the sky
and when i closed my eyes, there I saw you smile

a smile, that would last for a long, long time
in my mind, stuck in place, im not doin alright
i have walked in the mud for a long, long time
baby i, cant forget, burned into my eyes

my eyes, blinded me for a long, long time
two swords shine, laid before, to be used one more time
the vines hold me in place
but i know there's better space
deep down inside my heart nestled in my soul

as i stare into the sky
i feel you, i see you looking down at me
and i wished you were here next to me
because, you've grown on me just like ivy

FLUTTER (feat. hattyy) p. mak

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uh
fell in luv n it hurt, oh
i dont wanna hurt ya
u js wanna flirt, yuh
i dont wanna lie
like, why u choosin sides? oh
i dont wanna die
uh, its too hard to decide
oh, yh

idk y u talk so loud
i dont mean to let u down
if i needed help, oh
would u let me drown?
if i want u back, oh
would u luv me back? oh
or leave me standin there alone in the freezin cold

now that im w/o ur luv
i cant even see no more
cut me deep n leave the sword
its so hard to breathe anymore
its way to hard to breathe, uh huh
i wanna tell u how i feel
wanna take u far from this place
i wanna take u far away

y u b lookin at me like im stupid?
yh, i got struck by luv like ur cupid
left on sent, throw me away like q-tip
new day, new u, like whos this?
luv shi confusing
aint no computing
its js do shi
now sumhow im losing
i rly cant lose this

uh
fell in luv n it hurt, oh
i dont wanna hurt ya
u js wanna flirt, yuh
i dont wanna lie
like, why u choosin sides? oh
i dont wanna die
uh, its too hard to decide
oh, yh

idk y u talk so loud
i dont mean to let u down
if i needed help, oh
would u let me drown?
if i want u back, oh
would u luv me back? oh
or leave me standin there alone in the freezin cold

boys named d n girls named e

i dont want a thing frm u
all i want is js the truth
all that i can do is lose
all that i can do is sing a song
i hope that u hear it
all that i can do is sing along
to ur melody, yuh

i got no ideas, yuh
drive an hour js to see u, yuh
u dk how i feel
im tired of the arguments
im lovesick, this aint ideal, no
i miss when this shit was real, oh
i miss when i could js feel, oh
now i keep all that shit sealed

living a lie, oh
i cant decide, oh
give u my life, oh
for u id die, oh
tell me that ud die for me, id rather die for u
if i didnt have ur love, dk what i would do

wish i could tell u how i feel, but i always lose
come in second place, i dont get to choose
always gonna chase, might never catch up to u
fall deeper in love when i see you at school

i dont want a thing frm u
all i want is js the truth
all that i can do is lose
all that i can do is sing a song
i hope that u hear it
all that i can do is sing along
to ur melody, yuh

i got no ideas, yuh
drive an hour js to see u, yuh
u dk how i feel
im tired of the arguments
im lovesick, this aint ideal, no
i miss when this shit was real, oh
i miss when i could js feel, oh
now i keep all that shit sealed

always chasing uuu

yea you could say im a pro

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i wanna decay bitch i rot in my head
ik sm ppl hate me n they prob want me dead
wish the worst on myself i got used to being dead 
in my mind in my head so i go to sleep instead
i js wanna thrive but i cant fuckin focus
fog all in my head yea my brains in the open
comparin myself bro i wish i wasnt like this
i js want sum bread that'll make me feel alive bitch
think think think i want my brain to be empty 
think think think i want my brain to be empty 
think think think i want my brain to be empty 
think think think i want my brain to be empty

think think think (happy halloween 🎃)

im teh dj

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Music Video: https://youtu.be/EOPFLXbuvq0?si=xlKI103x9fTa-xNj
producers: @gyro-gyro-693748556, @osamason
whats happening remix

lyrics:
https://genius.com/ximist-whats-happening-lyrics

whats happening [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Lost, Jaicen - BLACKLUNGS Official Audio

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Production/Composition @prodbytriss

Main Artist @young-vamp
https://soundcloud.com/young-vamp

Featured Artist(s) @jaiicen
https://soundcloud.com/jaiicen

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Official Lyrics





BLACKLUNGS

Hold my heart in your hands, let’s have this dance.
Brag about me to all of your friends, ’cause you ain’t have this with no other man.
And I’ll be happy to sing it for you — you know I’d get homicidal for you.

Terryn, oh Terryn,
You invaded my heart like a terrorist.
I was drunk as fuck, I told Cupid to, “Shoot you,” guess he fucking missed.
Swear I feel it in my veins like every time you slit your fucking wrist.

And I’ll hold your heart in my hands,
If not, it’ll be a gun in my hands.
Cock it back and aim for my head —
Mm, oh, in 1, 2, 3 I’m... in 1, 2, 3 I’m... in 1, 2, 3 I’m dead!

Mama caught me taking all these pills in my bed,
But I can’t help it, Mama, I’m so sad — she left me on read.
Now I’m just stuck here looking at the last text that she sent.
I’m high as fuck, I’m starting to think that I’ll be better off dead.

Yeah, tell me you care for me.
Yeah, you’re not where you wanna be, girl, are you?
Fucked with me so bad I had to physically harm you,
But you’re not really going anywhere, girl, are you?

Paint your blood across the walls so you can call me an artist.
You say you love when we get down because I fuck you the hardest.
I say I’m leaving you, you’re telling me that I must be retarded.
Can we get back to the chorus? I’m really feeling bombarded.

Hold my heart in your hands, let’s have this dance.
Brag about me to all of your friends, ’cause you ain’t have this with no other man.
And I’ll be happy to sing it for you — you know I’d get homicidal for you.

Terryn, oh Terryn,
You invaded my heart like a terrorist.
I was drunk as fuck, I told Cupidto , “Shoot you,” guess he fucking missed.
Swear I feel it in my veins like every time you slit your fucking wrist.

oh terryn

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FLUTTER (feat. hattyy) p. mak

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