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EVIL

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LAVENDER DREAM

breathe lusyd remix

ANHEDONIA lyrics

Verse 1
I don’t want to feel anymore

Fill up my tank for an endless drive
I have no idea where I will arrive
And I’ve got no destination this time
The wind in my hair makes me feel almost alive

My lungs hurt from the chain smoke,
and my mind’s
in circles over promises you broke 
And I can’t lie,
I’ve been still holding on to some hope
Every night
I fantasize about ropes and gun smoke

Pre-Chorus
I’ve got a death wish 
And it’s starting show
And all these dreams I’ve abandoned
With no places to go
So I’ll drive into the night
Hold on to my hopes
and I’ll
(I’ll try to not let go)

Chorus
I’ve got no places to be 
With so many things to see, but
I don’t wanna be here anymore
And if I drive far away,
will things still remain the same?
I don’t wanna feel anymore 

Verse 2
I wanna take a drive 
to far away
I wanna feel alive
for just one day
I wanna get so high
that I can’t hear my brain
I’m running from my life,
but can’t escape

What if I left this place 
and chose not to look back?
What if I took my meds
for my panic attacks?
What if I believed
what everyone tells me?
My delusions keep haunting
me, and distort how I “see”

lusyd

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