raw tapes about him

my lover
hair as black as night & coal
dry enough to blow him off 
colour code him in the dark
I'm the fire, lit a spark
i do care 
i act like i don't sometimes
he's still here 
normally it take em 3 weeks foe' they're out of the door 
that was then 
now that you’re gone 
i still care 
i act like i don’t sometimes 
you’re not here 
normally i pushed you away so you left for good

my lover (slowed + reverb)

in the moments that i had you 
i was feeling overwhelmed 
there were moments when i hated you 
but could never see my life without him 

so what happens when we grow apart? 
what happens when i leave this place & never return
i hate that you’re in love with me
i hate that you have seen me cry
no i don’t want my lover back, i just want my love

overwhelmed

✧₊˚. 🍓🗒 / 🐰☁️*⋆ฺ࿐i’m here bc i’m bored :))
you’re my 333 babyyy
🧿 ((( & my dumb lofi experiments )))
IG: littlemissdragonfly
email: ngutaoyama@gmail.com , send beats or stuff idk
i make music for chakra huns. 
i’m still yaya/Oyama

raw tapes about him

oyama oyama