don't think i like it when you look at me 
feels like you think im not as pretty
I've got a scar, under my eye 
i dig on it, when im on a high 
I have a few, right on my thigh 
sit on the roof, hope that i die 

i am so empty 
that i can barely cry
I am so shallow
that i don't have a mind 
I've become sheltered,but homeless 
its not my time, you can tell I'm not fine 
(im not fine)
can you release me 
peppermint kisses are not numbing ice
(im not fine)

don't think im different 
just cause im lighter & laughin
starin' at the ceiling 
hoping im gone in the morning 

I'm not fine

DIVINE

Fast Fast/Nature

i’m fighting 
every particle of you inside of me
feels like a warmer breeze 
i’m smiling, crying
hoping when you come, i’ll feel at ease 
hoping you will see 
that i’ve
been trying, prying, dying 
to be yours
- i’m crying, fighting with every inch inside of me
every particle of mine resembles love in every frequency 
do you see? 
look above now, do you see our faces, places 

i see you fighting 
every particle of me inside of you 
feels like a warmer breeze
you’re smiling, crying 
hoping when i come, you’ll feel at ease
hoping i will see 
that you’ve
been trying, prying, dying

25.01.23

02.12.19

you took me to the rooftop 
kissed me on my forehead 
i was from a toxic relationship in autumn 
the month in which my mother 
birthed me, it was April
told me to stop mentioning his name when i was with you
when i’m with you, i blossom, am i your possum 
you see me from a view i wish my father could look at me from 

i cannot predict you 
you are not gentle 
only with them other fellas 
you protect my feelings 
you prove you are a man 
you’re so considerate & handsome 
that’s why i love him

i cannot explain it 
when i try, the sounds are so pathetic 
i cannot articulate it 
can’t articulate it
i cannot explain it 
when i try, the sounds are so pathetic 
i can’t articulate it
caught me at a time where i would swear 
i’m never writing again

possum (why I love him)

did you even like me? 

what happened 
to the time we used to talk 
endlessly?
i want to be seen as your reflection 

don’t talk about the way i feel 

you don’t know 
how long it took for me to get out
you’re anywhere but not here
i stare across the mirror
its clear

i 
come correct or not at all 
but you stay 
tainting me, you touched my soul
but why do i want to see you?

Tee’s demo (CU)

akekho

when i was clear (juice wrld type beat)

Seven (EP)

Crystal Child

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✧₊˚. 🍓🗒 / 🐰☁️*⋆ฺ࿐i’m here bc i’m bored :))
you’re my 333 babyyy
🧿 ((( & my dumb lofi experiments )))
IG: littlemissdragonfly
email: ngutaoyama@gmail.com , send beats or stuff idk
i make music for chakra huns. 
i’m still yaya/Oyama

Tee’s demo (CU)

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