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diary entry

midnight blue hues...

[jesepy.]
Slithering still...slytherine still...permission to kill, quick...floating about, blabbering on...i watch as you speak...icky...thoughts raze around his head space...quite pleasant of late...seemingly stuck in the colour blue...awaiting her call as i lay in her arm's reach...sinless source...

[etah]
downtown...better a phase, counting the days...
1,2,3
who to call when...you aint even round here...

[jesepy.]
leaving my subtle existence in traces of letters i never sent...to you...sensing my senses lose sense...the pretense held more than i ever said...to you...

Produced by: UNCLE
Artwork: etah
Lyrics: jesepy, etah

blue. (feat. etah)[prod. UNCLE]

SONG BY ME AND BIGGY HOMIE CHAY ABOUT IDK WHAT
REALLY JUST SPITTING EVEN THO THE LYRICS ARE LOWKEY EMOTIONALLY CHARGED. THIS MY FURST RELEASE THIS YEAR THAT WAS ACTUALLY RECORDED THIS YEAR.
REALLY WANT THAT 80 - 20 PARTNERSHIP AND WE GETTING IT.

CHAYLON IS INCREDIBLE AND YOU SHOULD CHECK HIM OUT 

CHAY: https://instagram.com/chayl0n?utm_medium=copy_link


WAVE CHECK W/ CHAYLON (PROD. BY CHAYLON)

[verse 1]
we were in his room
woke up the neighborhood 
we were on some shrooms
best believe that we were woke 
talking politics & hoes
"against the system, we revolt"
looking for the gold
I lost 
eons ago 
they cleaned us out 
now where do we go? 

[hook]
unborn babies 
praying teens 
& mothers 
fathers deadbeat, you would swear this is us
but it's not us
where do we get to the land of the free? 
it hurts that as the youth we got'a fight these policies

[chorus]
is this not the prophecy
we foresee 
every century 
feels like another form 
of slavery 
is there another term
that possibly is derogatory 
to my people
ain't no struggle, this is war man
I might struggle, I'm a woman


war (unmastered)

100☆NOW

Elevation ( Prod. GOLDL33 )


why do black holes fill us up? 
consciousness is a state of mind 
present yet absent 
i seemingly wander
can't save me 

you live inside of me
breathe in your life, till I can't feel
not only do i breathe for me
i breathe for you too
do you even see? 
can you even feel? 
the way i kiss you differently 
everytime 
you'll never know when's the last time (if its the last time)

why do black holes fill us up? 
consciousness is a state of mind 
present yet absent 
i seemingly wander
can't, save me 

taught me the value of life & beyond
all you could imagine 
grateful I met you b4 I
lost myself in the rain
you wash away all the pain

voices [prod. SimzaEazzy]

EMO KIIIIIIDDDDZZZZZ!!!!!!!! LMAOOOOOOO
SimzaEazzy

emo kiiids [prod. SimzaEazzy]

[the english accent was peeking]
[prod. SimzaEazzy]

kudala bendihhamba 
ndingazi nokuba ndiyaphi
ndimane ndiwa ndiphakama 
bandibiza ngamagama angamnandanga

andisazi nokuba ndithi 
ndiziva ndiphelelwe emphefumlweni 
abantu abandifuni ecaleni kwabo
hhayi andizuba hhoya

andifuni nongatsho 
kodwa bathi tsho-tsho
yinkohlakalo 
ekwenza ufike apho ukhoyo

mna ndinenjongo 
zokukhalis' icilongo 
thetha nezinyanya zakwaJola
aniboni imizamo 

mna ndinenjongo 
zokukhalis' icilongo 
thetha nezinyanya zakwaJola
aniboni imizamo yam x2


injongo (rough)

TERMS

produced by phenyo putu written by phenyo putu performed by phenyo putu
co produced by ontlametse ohteeh putu


HEAT OF THE MOMENT

produced by phenyo putu, written by phenyo putu, performed by phenyo putu

HEAT OF THE MOMENT

what do you call this?
what, what'd you call this?
I bought you flowers 
after you buried your brother
I don't want nothing in return 
but why are you shutting me out 
grief is a pain, but you're making it worse for yourself 
cause you never accept any help 
we can only attempt to be there 
but you shut us all out 
we can't bare 
seeing you hurt 
seeing you cry like a child 
I don't want to 
see 
you 
cry

after a storm 
comes a rainbow
let's be free 
as the wind blows
from the leaves
& the leaves
from the sequoia trees 

sequoia trees

boys like glitter (put on earphones or suhm)

[verse 1]
so what do you want to do today? 
make love or fight like everyday
oh shit I don't know what I'm saying 
am I acting like a victim again? 
that's what you said to me last night 
apparently all I do is gaslight 
applaud me then if its workin' over time 
do it again & show me it is not a crime 

[chorus]
are you fucking me over? 
better not tell me when it's over 
if it means I'll scratch my face & fucking thighs 
& throw up violently outside I will 
I will
just don't fuck me over

[bridge]
sometimes I feel like you'll leave
but then I feel you will stay 
I fucking hate my own voice 
but I'd much rather hear it on replay
can't help but feel like you will leave 
sow my skin to yours so you stay

R U?

Intentions 👁️⃤

my odyssey's no fantasy, tune into my chaos frequency.

✧₊˚. 🍓🗒 / 🐰☁️*⋆ฺ࿐i’m here bc i’m bored :))
you’re my 333 babyyy
🧿 ((( & my dumb lofi experiments )))
IG: littlemissdragonfly
email: ngutaoyama@gmail.com , send beats or stuff idk
i make music for chakra huns. 
i’m still yaya/Oyama

voices [prod. SimzaEazzy]

oyama oyama

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