diegointhedark - glowwd up

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@whyhaze
@crusifye 

i js cant forget ur face
like i thought we were perfect 
tell me what changed
like its almost october and these feelings cant get over it
but i swear that im trying 
said u love me think ur lying

thought i had it all 
till i lost ur heart 
time tears us apart 
wish we could restart 
do u hate me 
death bound it awaits me 
girl u kno u cant blame me 
walk in the mall im not saving 

stuck in this cycle yeah 
i cant go back but i wish i could 
js take my hand 
tell me if u would 
lets say goodbye hope its not for good

hope its not forever 
i cant go back i wish i could 
when i open up to u i js feel misunderstood 
u brush it off like its whatever 
off a pill im nodding off 
aint feeling better at all

would u tell me are you here to stay 
im sorry for everything im sorry im sorry
ur pressure is all on me 
till the weight crush my body
are we doing this without me
u can tell me 
its okay
but i wouldnt do it any other way 

i wont forget ur name 
i cant forget ur face
i aint feeling great 
my hearts stuck in a dark place
got me feeling pain
js wanted to say this to u
i did all of this for u

october +whyhaze (crusi)

+ @xxomm
p. @rewind214

‎i got too much on my mind
i feel so empty inside
im losing track of the time
its a feeling i just cant describe
i wanna go n hide
i just wanna kno whats right
i dont wanna run around anymore 
while i feel like im losing my mind

(2x)
and its too much of the same shit
i h8 when these thoughts fill my brain and
start taking over n i cant control it
cuz thats when i start feeling wasted 

‎ 
@xxomm
yea im thinking i might waste it
u stabbed me in my back aint leave no traces
and i dont got no time im counting faces
yea
girl what u doing 2 me
u making a fool of me
i cant count on u
yea im so far from u
yea i cant trust in u
u put your trust in me
dont think its meant 2 b
that shit just wasted on u girl cuz u cant hold a piece of me

‎‎ 
i got too much on my mind
i feel so empty inside
im losing track of the time
its a feeling i just cant describe
i wanna go n hide
i just wanna kno whats right
i dont wanna run around anymore 
while i feel like im losing my mind

(2x)
and its too much of the same shit
i h8 when these thoughts fill my brain and
start taking over n i cant control it
cuz thats when i start feeling wasted

wasted

wasted + xxomm (rewind)

diegointhedark - like y

diegointhedark - butterflies

#killyourneurons+
co-prod me

all this money
could never buy your heart
ill never talk about it
you hadn't called so far

im only up on meds
i wish i had a place inside my brain to picture your face in a frame
(in a fra-)

i got a bunch of things i need to do myself 
feeling like a book that doesn't belong in a bookshelf
and i wished theres was never day like when i met you
heart-shaped thought I'll nver let you- (go)

burst like shotgun
this wormy apple's rotten 
convince all your fucking friends that i make you feel forgotten 
and then you act like you don't know me or have ever known me
but its your fucking hair tie melted on my hand in the first place

its all gone and i lost case 
in the end thats a replace
your perfume and it wont trace 
i know well i was a disgrace
my confidence was a misplace
and it seems like your love is laced
and if you ask me i can't forgive you now...

bridge

beat stomps blow my eardrums
420 not a frequence
again n again lik a sequence
message delievered left me sleepless-


burst like shotgun
this wormy apple's rotten 
convince all your fucking friends that i make you feel forgotten 
and then you act like you don't know me or have ever known me
but its your fucking hair tie melted on my hand in the first place

beat stomps blow my eardrums
420 not a frequence
and then you act like you don't know me or have ever known me
but its your fucking hair tie melted on my hand in the first place


(and then you act like you don't know me or have ever known me
but its your fucking hair tie melted on my hand in the first place + )

buggin (prod. lostcore)

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