Surprise! Here's an EP of songs I've been compiling over a little while.

Motivation and mental health are both huge problems for me. One day, I'm feeling great and the next day, I don't really know what to do with myself. This creates the inconsistency in me releasing music and also makes it difficult to be happy with the product I'm putting out. 

I love everybody that still continues to listen to what I have to say and what I put out musically. Thank you and I hope to see you soon.

Enjoy <3

life's a mess

if you or anybody you know is struggling with mental health, make sure you support them and be there for them whenever you can.
A website full of resources: https://appreciatingmylife.carrd.co/

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produced by zbeatz

lost soul - Single

lost soul

produced by arey and shadow!

[lyrics]
verse 1:
Everybody tells me that this is how it's supposed to be
I always end up getting hurt, please don't get close to me
I turn the lights off my in bedroom, I don't want to see
All the pain, all the anxiety covers over me

hook:
things are better on my own
I just wanna be alone
It's so difficult to cope
With the emotions that I hold

I think that I have to run away
Just to find a better place
Cannot hide my mental state
so please don't look at my face

verse 2:
Darkness all around, the problems have begun
What's there to laugh about, nothings ever fun
Float away and drift up into the sun
Just remember me when I'm gone and done

so many highs and lows
guess this is just the life that I chose 
colors gone, every single flower is a black rose
what's keeping me grounded, cons outweigh the pros

hook:
things are better on my own
I just wanna be alone
It's so difficult to cope
With the emotions that I hold

I think that I have to run away
Just to find a better place
Cannot hide my mental state
so please don't look at my face

emotions

produced by atez

[lyrics]
hook:
Out of this galaxy
I've been searching for so long
Why is this happening
Why do good things tend to go wrong

Wasting all this time on nothing, don't know why I'm still mad at you
secrets and the lies, there was another side apart of you
you didn't waste second telling stories but I'd never lie to you
Ripped down all the pictures, set them polaroids on fire too

verse 1:
she's why I'm always acting up
she said I'm not enough
I can't stand the pain
I overthink too much
now it's hard to trust
confused emotions, fuck 
laying in the rain
just so the demons come to me 

alone in my head, I can't think straight
hallucinations cloud around, 1000 mistakes
Why do you keep calling, there's nothing left to say

I hate all of the complaining you do
When I just tell you the truth
You wanted so much from me
I wanted nothing from you

Wanna sit in silence alone
Wanna be on my own
Hope you enjoy all of that shit
That's covered in my colonge 

always trying my best
gave it all and got less
can't live without stress 
realize that life is a mess

hook:
Out of this galaxy
I've been searching for so long
Why is this happening
Why do good things tend to go wrong

Wasting all this time on nothing, don't know why I'm still mad at you
secrets and the lies, there was another side apart of you
you didn't waste second telling stories but I'd never lie to you
Ripped down all the pictures, set them polaroids on fire too

produced by KyG x Yeezo

[lyrics]
verse 1:
I don't quite understand why you choose to put up with me
I don't quite understand why I choose to put up with you
never ending toxicity what's you put me through
stayed too long, didnt know what I should do

never got over your friends, they didn't like me
never got through with any plans, they weren't likely
sometimes, I questioned if you loved me

bridge:
It's a dream, or a blur, or a curse
No way that the thoughts up in my head getting worse
Either it feels good or it sucks and it hurts
because

hook:
I'm scared to be alone
x2

Hold on tight
Let's get through the night
Hold on tight
Now we're fucked for life because I'm scared to be alone
 
verse 2:
We ran into bigger issues
There's not a second that I miss you
I fell out of love so easy 
Didn't try hard enough to see me

swear I tried so hard to hold on

all our problems got their own song
wasn't happy, that mess took so long
never thought It'd go wrong
that's why i'm standing here singing out this new song

bridge:
It's a dream, or a blur, or a curse
No way that the thoughts up in my head getting worse
Either it feels good or it sucks and it hurts
because

hook:
I'm scared to be alone
x2

Hold on tight
Let's get through the night
Hold on tight
Now we're fucked for life because I'm scared to be alone

bridge:
I punched my hand through the wall
inside I'm losing it all
can't take a second to think
you're the reason that I drink
x4

hook:
I'm scared to be alone
x2

Hold on tight
Let's get through the night
Hold on tight
Now we're fucked for life because I'm scared to be alone

scared to be alone

Musician from Connecticut
(10/25/24: This account will contain music not available on all platforms, check out my official releases by visiting my site!)

lost soul

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